Does anyone write dark poetry?

Tezaniac

your friendly neighbor
I don't even know what dark poetry is but if you translate it literally it might be close to this shit I'm trying to write..

took a shovel
It's no novel
start to dig, hit the bricks,
empty nothing
this is it
There's the story this is shit.
No I go till a fall there is written with coal on the wall
on the floor, bloody hall
This is not what you call
a crime scene this is art
you might start getting see it
after part one
here it starts.
She is cold but she laughs
left alone in this mess
A post mortem, she smells
damn a quarter just passed
a wet dream this is bad
it's just sad that I could've fuck her twice
in the time I had
Must've been a whily dead
soul already body left
ready to go body theft
slit her till her body half
Killer must be very mean
masturbating on BG
Once I heard that body scream
Man this is a naughty dream
Z with 7 and a T
I don't suffer from insanity
I enjoy it every day and week
Her body is laying next to me, skull is laying next to me
jacking off from one to three
tongue is in her ear I feel
worms
there's no doubt
and I wanted to kiss her
on the mouth
clothes are out
but she ain't brush her teeth.
Came back laters just to see
if her limbs are hard enough for try to give me a wank for free
yes indeed
I am hard.
Having fun
with this tart
It's a nice way to start if you want a braindead chick
take trip
she's apart
In my slow moving car
in the trunk next to Saar.
Don't complain she is hard and she blond, so not smart
They don't move and complain
cannot say
I have not been warned.
Now I wanna meet some more
people shit to slit their..


I wanna say I'm not a sick fuck who fucks corpses..
far from it but..
I will consider it when she is still warm tho.
 
This one is called 'DARK'


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Oh my fucking god, turn the light back on…………CUNT!
 
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Tezaniac

Tezaniac

your friendly neighbor
No appreciation for the written nonsense? Glad for you amigo. ART IS DISCUSSABLE
I said I was trying, idiot, I only write when I'm high and what the fuck do you expect to come out of that?
And I write because it's kinda like my only outlet, numb nuts, what do you want me to do?
bashing peoples' skull with baseball bet and place it on the net? And get caught in these early years of living?
Stupid shit, let me explore my thoughts, my mind and the dark net
It might be my blueprint, fool,
.. I will follow your history on the net.
Let me see how bad-ass you really are, fukwit
I can appreciate criticism, that's not the point.. but not without any reason.
and certainly not from someone who appears to have an IQ CLOSE TO HIS SHOE SIZE
 
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Tezaniac

Tezaniac

your friendly neighbor
Mine is BS this is what it should be

Reverend reverend is this some conspiracy?
Crucified for no sins
An image beneath me
Whats within our plans for life
It all seems so unreal
I'm a man cut in half in this world
Left in my misery...

The reverend he turned to me
Without a tear in his eyes
It's nothing new for him to see
I didn't ask him why
I will remember
The love our souls had
Sworn to make
Now I watch the falling rain
All my mind can see
Now is your (face)

Well I guess
You took my youth
I gave it all away
Like the birth of a
New-found joy
This love would end in rage
And when she died
I couldn't cry
The pride within my soul
You left me incomplete
Memories now unfold.

Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the
Cemetery gates

Sometimes when I'm alone
I wonder aloud
If you're watching over me
Some place far abound
I must reverse my life
I can't live in the past
Then set my soul free
Belong to me at last

Through all those
Complex years
I thought I was alone
I didn't care to look around
And make this world my own
And when she died
I should've cried and spared myself some pain...
Left me incomplete
All alone as the memories still remain

The way we were
The chance to save my soul
And my concern is now in vain
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the cemetery gates
 
2005
Alignment of tools upon my bed
Memories of hell in my head
No escape
And no return
I shall cut
Till my skin will burn.
Lack of tears
I never learn
Past makes my stomach churn
With acidity of reality
And our self-abusive mentality.
Fondness of blood
Addictive abuse
Adrenaline rush
Endorphins I use
Hearts we crush
Blew our own fuse.
Razor of mine
So dear to my heart
Religiously practice art
Of denial
Of shame
Guilt I drown in
I am to blame
Veins glow
Call out my name
Knife we grip
Always the same
Triple digit number
One zero zero
Emotional thunder
SI the hero.
 

SAF

Imperator
Administrator
DOOM: Repercussions of Evil

John Stalvern waited. The lights above him blinked and sparked out of the air. There were demons in the base. He didn’t see them, but had expected them now for years. His warnings to Cernel Joson were not listenend to and now it was too late. Far too late for now, anyway.
John was a space marine for fourteen years. When he was young he watched the spaceships and he said to dad “I want to be on the ships daddy.”
Dad said “No! You will BE KILL BY DEMONS”
There was a time when he believed him. Then as he got oldered he stopped. But now in the space station base of the UAC he knew there were demons.
“This is Joson” the radio crackered. “You must fight the demons!”
So John gotted his palsma rifle and blew up the wall.
“HE GOING TO KILL US” said the demons
“I will shoot at him” said the cyberdemon and he fired the rocket missiles. John plasmaed at him and tried to blew him up. But then the ceiling fell and they were trapped and not able to kill.
“No! I must kill the demons” he shouted
The radio said “No, John. You are the demons”
And then John was a zombie.
 
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mrln

silent ghost
No appreciation for the written nonsense? Glad for you amigo. ART IS DISCUSSABLE
I said I was trying, idiot, I only write when I'm high and what the fuck do you expect to come out of that?
And I write because it's kinda like my only outlet, numb nuts, what do you want me to do?
bashing peoples' skull with baseball bet and place it on the net? And get caught in these early years of living?
Stupid shit, let me explore my thoughts, my mind and the dark net
It might be my blueprint, fool,
.. I will follow your history on the net.
Let me see how bad-ass you really are, fukwit
I can appreciate criticism, that's not the point.. but not without any reason.
and certainly not from someone who appears to have an IQ CLOSE TO HIS SHOE SIZE
now THAT was dark! guess you needed a little push!;)
 

Gorgutz

Post-Mortem
Now, this is a story all about how
My life got flipped-turned upside down
And I'd like to take a minute
Just sit right there
I'll tell you how I became the prince of a town called Bel Air
In west Philadelphia born and raised
On the playground was where I spent most of my days
Chillin' out maxin' relaxin' all cool
And all shootin some b-ball outside of the school
When a couple of guys
Who were up to no good
Startin making trouble in my neighborhood
I got in one little fight and my mom got scared
And said 'You're movin' with your auntie and uncle in Bel Air'
I begged and pleaded with her day after day
But she packed my suitcase and send me on my way
She gave me a kiss and then she gave me my ticket.
I put my walkman on and said, 'I might as well kick it'.
First class, yo this is bad
Drinking orange juice out of a champagne glass.
Is this what the people of Bel-Air Living like?
Hmmmmm this might be alright.
But wait I hear there're prissy, bourgeois and all that
Is this the type of place that they should send this cool cat?
I don't think so
I'll see when I get there
I hope they're prepared for the prince of Bel-Air
Well, the plane landed and when I came out
There was a dude who looked like a cop standing there with my name out
I ain't trying to get arrested yet
I just got here
I sprang with the quickness like lightning, disappeared
I whistled for a cab and when it came near
The license plate said fresh and it had dice in the mirror
If anything I can say that this cab was rare
But I thought 'Nah forget it' - 'Yo homes to Bel Air'
I pulled up to the house about 7 or 8
And I yelled to the cabbie 'Yo homes smell ya later'
I looked at my kingdom
I was finally there
To sit on my throne as the Prince of Bel Air
 
Ghosts -


>I woke up last night
Cold sweat, heart attack, with a throbbing between my thighs
Saw her face again,
For the thousandth time
She just hovered above me,
Her little hands scratching intent on my chest
Eyes I'd fallen in love with now bloodshot
A forgotten bit of rememberance
Where our lives had gone, too seperate
Her long hair hung down into her face in a silent etheral waterfall
I reached out to touch her, fingers aching for the feel
Every knuckle cracking once outstretched
This silent coldness was all that met my fingertips
She just gave a soft but haunting smile
As my digits slipped inside her bullet wounds
I drew back in horror but the blood within had me, ensnared
She shook her head, so slowly
And a single tear fled from the corner of her eye
With a splash that broke the silence, it burst on my face
And this is when I awake
Cold sweat, heart attack, with a throbbing between my thighs.
Her last words still rang in my head but they echoed and I couldn't decipher, remember
She haunts me every day and when my eyes do close
She appears again
So close I can feel her stale dead breath on my lips
But so far I can't reach, embrace
And then she is pushed aside by another, ghost
Wisp of memory of the teacher
The mother, the holder.
I see my chain still wrapped around her ankle as she settles beside me
But the cancer in her head is making the tears that wet her cheeks, thick with black smegma, brain matter
And I can't help but gag as she whispers a screaming beg to be in my arms again
Now there are tears of my own on my face, a sin uncontrollable
As I turn from the ghosts in my dreams, lips bleeding from teeth marks
The angel comes and takes her spot on my opposite side.
The stench of sex fills the air and I can hear her baby crying as her eyes roll back in her skull
This one I'd held and loved but never wanted to share
Polyamoury is so hard to bear
She humps her hips against my thigh and her hands force their ways along my body.
Above me the little one just cries, her touch so gentle andI think that's the one I miss the most
But then the teacher wraps her doll arms around me and pulls me close against her bosoum,
Pressing her breast to my lips cause mothering was all she could remember how to do
And as she makes me suckle I think that she's the one I need the most
But then the angel spreads her legs to me and wraps my waist up tight
The sticky residue between her legs creates a suction point and she holds me, irrefuseable
And I start to think that she's the one I lust after most.
These ghosts in my head all vie for my attention, the attention I lavished upon them in our pasts
Although I was selfish and I was just looking for someone to hold, to hold me
They've all died in my head and I often have to see it happen time and time again
These ghosts of those I once found comfort with, within
I ran from their touch and now I'd give anything to find my way back into their arms.
But they are all just figments of my imagination
A sense of security I created in my insecurity
And when they saw through my exterior and saw the little frightened one inside
They all in turn, took that as a sign to pry and never relent
When that was the moment I needed them to be most gentle,
Most subtle, most delicate...
A man can be raped
And in turn they rode me raw, until the guilt dribbled from my cock and stained my soul
And that is when I awoke,
Cold sweat, heart attack, with a throbbing between my thighs...
I cried myself back to sleep, curling infantile around my swollen member
I rocked myself back to sleep, teeth clenched just to block out the chattering
I sang myself back to sleep, songs weaving from tongue to tangible
I bored myself back to sleep, staring at the ceiling and whispering prayer upon prayer for it all to go away.
I wish I could remember just so I could forget properly
I wish I could go back just to say goodbye
I wish I could be a man just to bear my sould again and this time stand my ground
I wish I could be a god just to unwravel time and space
But then the guilt washes over me again and I feel like such a little shit
How could I ever want them to go away?
How could I ever cringe at their touch?
How could I ever find their names acidic to my tongue?
How could I ever feel this fucking disgust like I do.
But who am I disgusted with, myself or the ghosts...
They only did, they only do, what they know best
What they thought, what they think I need
Always promised, promising themselves to me
But I couldn't bear the restraint, constraints
Every ounce of comfort I had found when I was in their arms
Had been stained with the guilt when they raped me
And then the guilt of remembering, makes me feel so cold inside
My stomach churns and twists and blisters
And my brain can't decide on one thought as millions flood my senses
And then I awake,
Cold sweat, heart attack, with a throbbing between my thighs.
I'm south of hell in my little room with the padded walls
My arms are wrapped around my chest and I can't get to my feet,
As the drugs swirl through my head leaving me, prostrated, sedated, predicated.
My teeth begin to gnash at these burlap like chains and I babble myself into confusion
I fall to my side and begin to drool, slavering upon the floor
Fighting to keep my head above water even though it's just a part of me, I'm drowning
I'm failing and bewailing my inability
And then I fall asleep
Cold sweat, heart attack, with a throbbing between my thighs.
The little one settles herself atop me, the mother to my right and the angel to me left
I long to indulge in their comforts, with the little one craving the innocence and softness, with the mother craving her breast to bury myself into and her strong guiding hands, with the angel her slick cunt and greasy embrace to sweat the passion and hate out in the physical act of fucking.
But the guilt won't let me so I lay tranquilized by fear, guilt, and yearning.
I miss them, these ghosts, but they are with my everyday
Inside the little memory chamber of my heart
And I'd gouge it out just to be rid of them
Or maybe just to be with them again
Round and round we go
And so I cry
Six arms wrapped around me
Confining me in the memory of when I was someone, something, else
And I kill the sandman, taking his endless bag of dirt and burying the ghosts again
Beneath my eyelids so they can't come out and get me
Eyelashes knotting to bind them so they can't get free and shame me
Tears turning to dust to choke their screams so they can't voice their objections and scream at me
Don't ever leave me my precious ghosts, just go away and don't come near me...
Don't make me wake my precious ghosts, in a
Cold sweat, heart attack, with a throbbing between my thighs...<

Wet dream nightmares. I still remember their names. But I don't say them out loud anymore. O.0 Ok, that sounded kind of gay. But it's true. I don't. Bitter memories.
 
C

Craze

Guest
Crazy as I am addicted sex with whores and ugly bitches
smoking weed and sometimes gets paranoid
my parents don't even know how evil I am inside
sometimes I would like to kill the girl when I have sex with her
give a fuck about everything but this is me
when I'm drunk its the demon inside me that wanna come out
 
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