Lady-Angel
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my bf of 10 yrs & i got preg but i didnt know when i was offered a new job in Ft Bragg NC & he hd a job offer in Fla, so we decided to remain friends & see each other when we were both back in town,,, shortly after leaving for NC i found out was almost 2 months preg. i stayed there till was 5 months & moved back to my hometown due to complications. I tried to reach my ex but to no avail, 3 yrs passed & i had moved back in with our old roommate & the first weekend i was there she got a call he was on his way there & would arrive in 5 hrs. So as his & my son slept on the couch she & i sat at the table talking & i find out he has no clue im back nor does he know we had a child. So he walked in says hello, i turn around an smile. He automatically looks at the couch where our son is asleep & grabs me by the arm & pulls me out the room so we could talk... first thing he states is "he is mine isnt he!" then procedes to tell me he is engaged to a new female who is outside & makes me swear that she will never know I am THE ANGEL of his past & that he & i have a son together for the safety of the baby that his fiancee is carrying. she is high risk & alot of stress could make her miscarry. that was 2001... he was able to spend 2 more uninterupted yrs with him till i had to move back for our son to start school. After that he saw him on the weekends & holidays & summer. then in 2009 tragedy struck. my ex's best friend talked him into going to a party with him & while my ex was intoxicated he confessed he had a son with me ( his best friend wanted to date me but i would never date any of my ex's friends out of respect) So during the night my ex said his code words so that anyone who knew him KNEW he was done for the night & was ready to go home, instead of his best friend doing so, he loaded a syringe full of Heroine & shot my ex up behind the ear then he & a few others dragged him out onto the porch to die. The hose they were at was only 3 miles from a hospital. He waited till it was too late to save him to take him to the hospital & acted like he didnt know what happened. By the time the Drs found the needle mark behind his ear he was barely hanging on. 10 mins later he flatlined & the drs worked on him for 45 minuted trying to bring him back....too late...& the best friend had dipped out & moved 5 stated away before anyone knew anything. He has never been caught as of yet....but i doubt the police will get called if any of the Boyz or the friendz of my ex get their hands on him.....Our son is now 17 & had to grow up without getting to really know him & have his values & what is expected of him instilled into his heart, I have to deal with the damage left behind because a "so-called" friend decided to end my son's & his other half sister's dad's life. Life without their father has been challenging & hard for both of them & it breaks my heart to know he was taken by force.....murdered for no real reason.