Is anybody here actually homicidal? (1 Viewer)

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Thatonegirl:)

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Actually when I was 13 I was extremely homicidal and even had thoughts of killing my whole family while they slept. It's always been something I'm ashamed of, and to this day I'm still homicidal. I watch gore to ease my urge to kill/hurt someone
 

back2behemoth

beli ya'al
I wonder if there's anyone here who enjoys these videos that actually want to kill people.

I've harbored homicidal thoughts / fantasies for a while and I went online looking for people like me especially since everyone around me is super turned off by this one sick thing about me. But I'm not ashamed.

I am curious tho, what do you guys get out of watching gore vid? I come here to feel a sense of normalcy. The comments under a lot of the videos I see are delightfully relatable
i'm pretty sure all of us here have had homicidal thoughts before, so that's no surprise.
 

Tyty hall

NewbieX
Yes I eat ramen noodles everyday to prepare myself for the day it actually happens I put chips in themthem and cheese I even quit smoking cigs and switched to e cigs to get ready for jail I almost keep my room at 40 degrees to give me the simulation of jail and I sleep on the floor with only a thin pillow I also stay in my room 23 hours and day and only get out once a hour everyday I've been doing this for the past 2 years
 

McM

ARSELING
It just gets worse again...

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Tattooedmaniac

Why so serious? The Devil ate my bannana
I enjoy watching the level of depravity in humans. I have come to like the soothing sounds of a blade to the chest or skull. The sudden thump of a body falling from a height the gurgling sound during a beheading the flow of a red silky liquid coating the ground. Parts of the skin and flesh grasping onto its last salvation of hope before becoming permenantly separated only to endure a slow rotting maggot feasting. denied of cells frantically grasping to hold on a little longer to somehow regain the life that once flowed through it. I revel amongst the rotting skin sacks knee deep amongst rivers of red tantalised by flesh and bone. For this is a place that I call home.
 

goreguy27

Death’s Picasso
I wrote a reply about this the other day in a different thread, but took it a step further. I think at least one person here, past or present, has been the person doing the damage in at least one video that has shown up on here
Is your other reply more in depth? I want to hear more about what you have to say on this as I wonder this a lot.
 

goreguy27

Death’s Picasso
According to the state, yes. I am closely watched, weekly, by 2 well-known psychiatrists. Its not that I walk around thinking of killing, but more of an emotional reaction to negative things in society that I experience on a daily basis. I don't go out much. I'm on 5 different medications, but they just keep me tired and a little sad. I guess that's fair trade to stay out of the institutions. They are mostly temporary places of boredom anyway. No real help comes of them. I enjoy the coed ones so I get laid a lot. I'm told my IQ makes me more dangerous. My father and grandfather were geniuses. I was subjected to sex by men and women boys and girls at 9. Strange things that I won't repeat here. It went on for 4 years yet it's fresh in my head. I think about it constantly. I treat people well and expect the same but don't always get it. That's when I get the itch. Last time was at a courthouse, where I was being tried for assault. The other party didn't show up so I got off. Ober a traffic situation that was probably my fault, someone yelled, "Hey. You got a problem, buddy?" That was all it took to send me into a rage. Eyes bulging, teeth showing. I felt like an animal. They looked terrified and I felt great. I'm just fucked up in the head. I can't help it. No one can understand. I have not killed anyone, but I have tried. Statute of limitations is up so I can speak of it. I hope I don't. I'm very hyper-sexual. If I had several girls to visit, that would be great. I love curvy MILFS. It doesn't matter as long as they are interesting. There you go. Yes. I'm homicidal, to a point.
Slightly turned on by you
 

demon6

NewbieX
i got to shadow a mortician for a few months and was planning on going into mortuary school before i ended up homeless. if you're antisocial and unaffected by death it's basically the perfect job for you.
omg finally people that think like me 🥺.
 

anthonygore

This user was banned
I wonder if there's anyone here who enjoys these videos that actually want to kill people.

I've harbored homicidal thoughts / fantasies for a while and I went online looking for people like me especially since everyone around me is super turned off by this one sick thing about me. But I'm not ashamed.

I am curious tho, what do you guys get out of watching gore vid? I come here to feel a sense of normalcy. The comments under a lot of the videos I see are delightfully relatable
I’m addicted to porn n everybody notice when they see me irl I’m a shitbag waste of cum
 

Sicksicle

Well Known Member
Empath here. When I was 3, my dad had started molesting me. As it went on for years, I became more cynical. More sadistic. But I've managed to keep it deep inside. I don't what these gore videos for any sort of relief. I watch them so I feel less sorry about my pathetic life.

I prefer watching child death videos so I may sympathize with them as no many people or family care too. This world is just so sad and full or hate. The innocent suffer with no cause or reason. Targeted because we are weak.
totally get that.
 
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