Partially true, it's up to the parent i guess, their fitness to parent well decides if that infant grows up hard.i dont mean me but people trying to escape real life because its mostly too hard for them.
are people in germany not allowed to have problems or to have a hard life?
its not me or you, who decides which human has a hard or life or not ,because its a subjective perception
If you keep someone in a dark room for 15+days on acid they say you can make the brain a clean slate (I do not know if this is true but I do not consider it to be a good thing)no indeed ... if you do it every you'll end up crazy .. i'd see it as something from the past you need to go trough .. but it helps .. but that's my opinion.
Yep... I can see that ahaa ah.. fuck..If you keep someone in a dark room for 15+days on acid they say you can make the brain a clean slate (I do not know if this is true but I do not consider it to be a good thing)
Never dabble?...Sober now for nearly 9 years, I was a functional addict of opiates, til I couldn't function, and so I am now begrudgingly and firmly not an opiate addict anymore. It isn't so much the drug that I miss, it's the way it makes you have no feelings. Dealing with feelings mehhhh
I smoked smack for over 10 years, been taking methadone for 2. I dont mind a bag or two if its been a tough week....I mean... I've had more than a few one time relapses. It's not the drug, so it never stuck again like it was and drinking and other drugs are fine. But I admit, opiates bested me for a while. How about you?
Weed as much as possible, only a gram a day generally.. mostly due to fucking scarcity of dealers around where I am at the moment, ran out a few days ago and it's been a struggle.
Codeine... Two a day, every day, really not sure why v.v I get given packs of the stuff so we'll have to use them really.
Used to take psychedelics every day (those who say you can't trip every day just haven't tried hard enough, you can.. got to mix things up a bit and keep your serotonin and dopamine up with supplements but you can) so lsd, 25i, 2cb, mescaline, mushrooms, peyote were a daily thing (alternating) till last November when I reached my limit (spent two days in a black and white spiral listening to ticking, stretching sounds... Last thing I remember before that started was being in a 4sided room with 8 doors, banging on each one I turn for what felt like an eternity with no answer, then luckily a friend answered, I made it to his couch, he locked me in there and two days later I emerged wearing a towel shouting "I'm not the Messiah!" Lmao fuck.. him and the other two lads I'd given my stash two were sat watching league of gentlemen looking like dog shit, think the cosmos let me go just to bring some fucking life back to the room they were in, bearing in mind it was in my flat! (I only kept that flat a few months lol, went back to drifting pretty much straight away, wasn't right for me)..
Had datura before twice which is something else, tried to make a witches flying brew once before with poppy milk, nightshade and datura..
You know that picture of the New York work force sat on the beams eating lunch? I went there..
So now, just weed, tobacco and codeine (I take mdma at a friend's from time to time)
And occasionally when I'm feeling rebellious I'll buy an alcoholic ginger beer or a hobgoblin (ale)..
Yeah.. live and learn lol
Yep... I can see that ahaa ah.. fuck..
Once spent a week at a "self proclaimed shamans" house in Plymouth, UK (I know, what a joke) permanently tripping whilst sitting in a grow tent (foil room, cannabis plants and burning light).. not quite a dark room but fucking hell that changed me.
Used to love tripping on my own through the night, laid on the floor with a blindfold and ear plugs...
Ended up depersonalised for some time, wasn't really sure of anything at all
Other than I "knew" there was a god, got lost in Hermeticism and alchemy (still am, but I feel normal again)
Still I've been keeping a dream journal for years, and every night I wake up around 5am sweating buckets, write my dream down, date it, put the time...
You'd be fucking shocked how much comes true
As Jung said
"When you make the subconscious conscious, it will direct you and you will call it fate"
And also as Jung said
"I don't believe, I know"
They're bad... But so so so fucking golden if you don't end up in the rubber room! ;P
Also little warning...
If you take acid routinely for more than a few years (I know alot of people who got sectioned and a few who are just "missing")
Doesn't matter how strong you are
The paranoia will get you
But you can get out
Nasty stuff, should be used only in detox clinics for some weeks max. Not for years, it's an unhealthy shit when it's taken in larger quantities over long time.I'm tapering off methadone, it's worse than dope for me. I started methadone 5 years ago after a particularly bad relapse. I've got a few more months and hopefully done with it. But that shit gets in your bones. I've had withrawls 50 ways to Sunday. Jail, rehab, more jail. Hense the name, ad seg. Honestly, methadone is taking forever to get off of and I should have just stuck out the dope withdrawal. Doesn't matter now, I suppose. Do you like methadone? Our system in the states suck
Lucky fucker! Where's this majestic land?Nasty stuff, should be used only in detox clinics for some weeks max. Not for years, it's an unhealthy shit when it's taken in larger quantities over long time.
Since 2015 morphine is allowed here, that's still the best for a longer substitution.
Hmmm..Since 2015 morphine is allowed here, that's still the best for a longer substitution.
Originally, I was prescribed oxycodone because of a car accident that kept me in a wheelchair for a long time. Had my doctor been a good doctor, he would have told me this. I keep needing more and more, higher and higher doses, and the good doctor complied. I was 21 and had never touched opiates in my life. It makes your pain seem worse and before you realize it your addicted. This was right before opiates became an epidemic in my country. Thank fuck people know that now, it's a hungry monster addiction of any sort though. Props to anyone to pull throughHmmm..
I had to consume morphine for a while because of an injury that i suffer in my back, and the doctors gave me other information regarding morphine...
They told me that the problem with morphine is that the body ends up getting used to the dose. When that happens, it loses the effect, and there is no other option but to increase the dose to maintain the effect (and so on). So it is not a drug that can be used for a long time, on the contrary, except in terminally ill patients, it is a drug that must be replaced in a short period of time.
Yes, when I had the back injury, I was prescribed with morphine to calm the extreme pain, but then I had to see several specialists to recover, and they all said exactly the same thing in relation to morphine.Originally, I was prescribed oxycodone because of a car accident that kept me in a wheelchair for a long time. Had my doctor been a good doctor, he would have told me this. I keep needing more and more, higher and higher doses, and the good doctor complied. I was 21 and had never touched opiates in my life. It makes your pain seem worse and before you realize it your addicted. This was right before opiates became an epidemic in my country. Thank fuck people know that now, it's a hungry monster addiction of any sort though. Props to anyone to pull through