Obsessive over music (not necessarily enjoyable always But it keeps me focused on something)When you boil it all down there is no 'meaning' to life. You need to find your own or create your own,
For some people it's work. Which is great until they retire.
For some it's diving deep, dark caves (I've recently watched 'Deeper' on Netflix about the Wet Mules and their dives to ever greater depths in darkness)
For me a moment came when, depressed with the onset of winter, I started x country ski touring and camping out in the snow. Suddenly I looked forward to winter.
There is a whole world of books out there on every subject you could imagine and on many subjects you couldn't.
Of course for these pursuits to be meaningful you need to give them meaning. As in the greater scheme of things we are on a tiny blob of matter in a great vacume going around a little star, one of untold billions going around our galexy once every 100 000 years or so, which in turn is part of our local cluster of galaxies doing their own gravitational dance etc etc etc.
You are over thinking it all my friend... get a pet or have a kid or get a hobby.
I can't have kids..
But always like to have a pet around
And shallow as it is I like to be in some sort of a relationship
I have to watch that.. but having someone else to.. kinda.. worry about and to "get on with things" for
Is pretty much what does it on my end these days

Can't really unthink the overthinking though 😅


