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Id like to commit suicide

BigTittyGothBitch

Big Titty Goth Bitch
heya! it’s good that the title got you to click this, now that your here I wanna make this clear, I am not suicidal. I will not kill myself, and I do not plan on killing myself. now to the post
sometimes I want to kill myself, just to see peoples reactions. of course I would do it under the pretense I would spawn back to life after, but I wonder what people would say. or do honestly you know? what things would change in my "life" and what things I would have lost by cutting it short, i am curious on who would be hurt, old exes? old friends? enemies I have long forgotten? would people look into my will in which I have told all of my friends about incase of anything and have several of at all times. one on my neck, one in my room. and a few hidden that only friends would ever be able to find around the state. would my friends commit suicide at the news? would my closest friends shrug it off? will the people I am closest to not be able to handle the pain, or would they use it to propel themselves forward knowing I am the kinda girl that wants to help all so many questions that can only be answered by the action I will never do.

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I’d imagine a lot of people feel that way mainly because they are questions you just can’t get the answer to, when you die a lot of people would honestly fake it. I don’t think many people attending funerals care about the deceased more than the people “mourning”
 
If you need to talk to someone if you want to hurt yourself or others please call 1-800-273-8255 someone will be there to help 24-7

now to address this fuckery and your attention seeking, you had a ok start here at goregrish.com now you just fucked yourself . We do not condone people killing or hurting themselves for content to be used here. I want no part in your demise or harming of yourself. This website DOES NOT NEED THE NEGATIVE PRESS ! from your parents or loved ones . You may be joking Today you may be not but I am blocking you from my site so as to not have anything to do with your shenanigans. I may sound like a bitch RN but it’s my choice… BLOCKED
 
If you need to talk to someone if you want to hurt yourself or others please call 1-800-273-8255 someone will be there to help 24-7

now to address this fuckery and your attention seeking, you had a ok start here at goregrish.com now you just fucked yourself . We do not condone people killing or hurting themselves for content to be used here. I want no part in your demise or harming of yourself. This website DOES NOT NEED THE NEGATIVE PRESS ! from your parents or loved ones . You may be joking Today you may be not but I am blocking you from my site so as to not have anything to do with your shenanigans. I may sound like a bitch RN but it’s my choice… BLOCKED
Damn a lil harsh u think?.
 
heya! it’s good that the title got you to click this, now that your here I wanna make this clear, I am not suicidal. I will not kill myself, and I do not plan on killing myself. now to the post
sometimes I want to kill myself, just to see peoples reactions. of course I would do it under the pretense I would spawn back to life after, but I wonder what people would say. or do honestly you know? what things would change in my "life" and what things I would have lost by cutting it short, i am curious on who would be hurt, old exes? old friends? enemies I have long forgotten? would people look into my will in which I have told all of my friends about incase of anything and have several of at all times. one on my neck, one in my room. and a few hidden that only friends would ever be able to find around the state. would my friends commit suicide at the news? would my closest friends shrug it off? will the people I am closest to not be able to handle the pain, or would they use it to propel themselves forward knowing I am the kinda girl that wants to help all so many questions that can only be answered by the action I will never do.

is there anything I missed out? discuss your thoughts on this below
I've suffered bouts of suicidal thoughts on and off since early adolescence. Ultimately, the thing that has held me back, even at my darkest hours, is the thought that I'd blow my brains out a minute before some event would have turned everything around- a sort of optimistic fear. Five years ago I finally got to a point where I sought professional help for my depression/anxiety/PTSD. Today I'm on a low dose antidepressant that has miraculously pushed the blue clouds away. Today I'm proud to declare that rather than suicidal, I am strictly homicidal.
 
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You remind me of this crazy alcoholic chick that used to be in here. Her name was Xena something. @Maleficent I think the xena chick might be back! ;)
Not longwinded enough and she didn't mention Walmart.
If you need to talk to someone if you want to hurt yourself or others please call 1-800-273-8255 someone will be there to help 24-7

now to address this fuckery and your attention seeking, you had a ok start here at goregrish.com now you just fucked yourself . We do not condone people killing or hurting themselves for content to be used here. I want no part in your demise or harming of yourself. This website DOES NOT NEED THE NEGATIVE PRESS ! from your parents or loved ones . You may be joking Today you may be not but I am blocking you from my site so as to not have anything to do with your shenanigans. I may sound like a bitch RN but it’s my choice… BLOCKED
The . Bro be talking sense.

Yes I have had similar thoughts to yours, weed makes me think of alsorts of crazy shit but I don't make threads about it.
 
heya! it’s good that the title got you to click this, now that your here I wanna make this clear, I am not suicidal. I will not kill myself, and I do not plan on killing myself. now to the post
sometimes I want to kill myself, just to see peoples reactions. of course I would do it under the pretense I would spawn back to life after, but I wonder what people would say. or do honestly you know? what things would change in my "life" and what things I would have lost by cutting it short, i am curious on who would be hurt, old exes? old friends? enemies I have long forgotten? would people look into my will in which I have told all of my friends about incase of anything and have several of at all times. one on my neck, one in my room. and a few hidden that only friends would ever be able to find around the state. would my friends commit suicide at the news? would my closest friends shrug it off? will the people I am closest to not be able to handle the pain, or would they use it to propel themselves forward knowing I am the kinda girl that wants to help all so many questions that can only be answered by the action I will never do.

is there anything I missed out? discuss your thoughts on this below
If you kill yourself I would probably say nuthing cuz I wouldn't care ..but I'll love to see how the human body break or suffer at the right moment of the impact. Train, jump, gun, pills, hung??? Could be super nice for me if you set good cameras and angles on a rail trail. That's is super cool to watch. So don't forget been online at the time otherwise will everything for nuthing like an idiot. Chao.
 
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