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Id like to commit suicide

the ones that commited suicide , they also said'' I will never kill myself" ,, until calamity falls upon a person and look they are in despair,,(because of their own deeds)
 
heya! it’s good that the title got you to click this, now that your here I wanna make this clear, I am not suicidal. I will not kill myself, and I do not plan on killing myself. now to the post
sometimes I want to kill myself, just to see peoples reactions. of course I would do it under the pretense I would spawn back to life after, but I wonder what people would say. or do honestly you know? what things would change in my "life" and what things I would have lost by cutting it short, i am curious on who would be hurt, old exes? old friends? enemies I have long forgotten? would people look into my will in which I have told all of my friends about incase of anything and have several of at all times. one on my neck, one in my room. and a few hidden that only friends would ever be able to find around the state. would my friends commit suicide at the news? would my closest friends shrug it off? will the people I am closest to not be able to handle the pain, or would they use it to propel themselves forward knowing I am the kinda girl that wants to help all so many questions that can only be answered by the action I will never do.

is there anything I missed out? discuss your thoughts on this below
Nothing missed. People attacking the site because they're stupid ass bitches with no life, and lots of dead people.
 
heya! it’s good that the title got you to click this, now that your here I wanna make this clear, I am not suicidal. I will not kill myself, and I do not plan on killing myself. now to the post
sometimes I want to kill myself, just to see peoples reactions. of course I would do it under the pretense I would spawn back to life after, but I wonder what people would say. or do honestly you know? what things would change in my "life" and what things I would have lost by cutting it short, i am curious on who would be hurt, old exes? old friends? enemies I have long forgotten? would people look into my will in which I have told all of my friends about incase of anything and have several of at all times. one on my neck, one in my room. and a few hidden that only friends would ever be able to find around the state. would my friends commit suicide at the news? would my closest friends shrug it off? will the people I am closest to not be able to handle the pain, or would they use it to propel themselves forward knowing I am the kinda girl that wants to help all so many questions that can only be answered by the action I will never do.

is there anything I missed out? discuss your thoughts on this below
Just think about what Nike would say.
 
If you need to talk to someone if you want to hurt yourself or others please call 1-800-273-8255 someone will be there to help 24-7

now to address this fuckery and your attention seeking, you had a ok start here at goregrish.com now you just fucked yourself . We do not condone people killing or hurting themselves for content to be used here. I want no part in your demise or harming of yourself. This website DOES NOT NEED THE NEGATIVE PRESS ! from your parents or loved ones . You may be joking Today you may be not but I am blocking you from my site so as to not have anything to do with your shenanigans. I may sound like a bitch RN but it’s my choice… BLOCKED
Hmm, according to Anne Rule she worked with Ted Bundy at Lifeline saving lives...
 
If you are feeling bad talk to someone , anyone . don't let thoughts creep into your mind . Oh and ignore any of the ,"do it" dickheads on here
 
Everyone has had intrusive suicidal thoughts at one point or another it’s what separates us from the animals. It’s called conscious thought. But to kill yourself for such weird reasons like, will they be upset, who will remember me, will anyone care. The answer to that is this EVERYONE will care for a LITTLE while then you WILL be FORGOTTEN.

Because that’s what people do subconsciously they move forward to forget the past, sometimes it just takes some people longer but we all move on because we are programmed to
 
Why does it even matter to you 🤔🤔??

Everyone has had intrusive suicidal thoughts at one point or another it’s what separates us from the animals. It’s called conscious thought. But to kill yourself for such weird reasons like, will they be upset, who will remember me, will anyone care. The answer to that is this EVERYONE will care for a LITTLE while then you WILL be FORGOTTEN.

Because that’s what people do subconsciously they move forward to forget the past, sometimes it just takes some people longer but we all move on because we are programmed to
Well....sometimes it can also help others.

My x's dad offed himself in his fav car. Was a firefighter and used something related to that. Not going to give people ideas.
When i saw the pain and hurt he passed on to friends, family, coworkers, people he once said hey to...everyone.....that's when i stopped all my attempts.
So he will never be forgotten.

But never once did i think how other people would react. I was just convinced that everyone would be better off without me.
 
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heya! it’s good that the title got you to click this, now that your here I wanna make this clear, I am not suicidal. I will not kill myself, and I do not plan on killing myself. now to the post
sometimes I want to kill myself, just to see peoples reactions. of course I would do it under the pretense I would spawn back to life after, but I wonder what people would say. or do honestly you know? what things would change in my "life" and what things I would have lost by cutting it short, i am curious on who would be hurt, old exes? old friends? enemies I have long forgotten? would people look into my will in which I have told all of my friends about incase of anything and have several of at all times. one on my neck, one in my room. and a few hidden that only friends would ever be able to find around the state. would my friends commit suicide at the news? would my closest friends shrug it off? will the people I am closest to not be able to handle the pain, or would they use it to propel themselves forward knowing I am the kinda girl that wants to help all so many questions that can only be answered by the action I will never do.

is there anything I missed out? discuss your thoughts on this below
Biggest attention whore
 
Please film and post here if you do it.
will do!

If you need to talk to someone if you want to hurt yourself or others please call 1-800-273-8255 someone will be there to help 24-7

now to address this fuckery and your attention seeking, you had a ok start here at goregrish.com now you just fucked yourself . We do not condone people killing or hurting themselves for content to be used here. I want no part in your demise or harming of yourself. This website DOES NOT NEED THE NEGATIVE PRESS ! from your parents or loved ones . You may be joking Today you may be not but I am blocking you from my site so as to not have anything to do with your shenanigans. I may sound like a bitch RN but it’s my choice… BLOCKED
I made it abundantly clear I am not going to kill myself

Why not focus on doing something with your life that makes you happy and fulfilled, rather than wasting time wondering what would happen if you die? Life is short, and you will die soon enough. Don't waste your time, grow up some and do something great and positive. Better to be respected and alive than dead and forgotten.
I do. I am busy every day. again I am not going to kill myself . I was just saying. I wonder what would happen

If you are feeling bad talk to someone , anyone . don't let thoughts creep into your mind . Oh and ignore any of the ,"do it" dickheads on here
I thought I made it clear i am not suicidal at all. i am actually hella happy, just wanted to state a what if

You require a LOT of attention don't you. Maybe a bit narcissistic
I don’t need attention and i am most certainly not a narc

if I could take this thread down I would lol. I did not know it would cause so much hate, I just wanted to see what others thought about death. I will not kill myself, I am extremely happy, and I am sorry if I worried anyone
 
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BTGB is more coherent than Xena was
Xena was coherent when she 1st got here---& we all saw how that turned out!

My x's dad offed himself in his fav car. Was a firefighter and used something related to that. Not going to give people ideas.
When i saw the pain and hurt he passed on to friends, family, coworkers, people he once said hey to...everyone.....that's when i stopped all my attempts.
So he will never be forgotten.

But never once did i think how other people would react. I was just convinced that everyone would be better off without me.
That's what these suicides don't realize, it's all the pain & hurt they leave behind, I've not much sympathy for suicides.
 
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heya! it’s good that the title got you to click this, now that your here I wanna make this clear, I am not suicidal. I will not kill myself, and I do not plan on killing myself. now to the post
sometimes I want to kill myself, just to see peoples reactions. of course I would do it under the pretense I would spawn back to life after, but I wonder what people would say. or do honestly you know? what things would change in my "life" and what things I would have lost by cutting it short, i am curious on who would be hurt, old exes? old friends? enemies I have long forgotten? would people look into my will in which I have told all of my friends about incase of anything and have several of at all times. one on my neck, one in my room. and a few hidden that only friends would ever be able to find around the state. would my friends commit suicide at the news? would my closest friends shrug it off? will the people I am closest to not be able to handle the pain, or would they use it to propel themselves forward knowing I am the kinda girl that wants to help all so many questions that can only be answered by the action I will never do.

is there anything I missed out? discuss your thoughts on this below
Boooooooooo.... GO kill yourself and have you're mom post it on goregish!
 
heya! it’s good that the title got you to click this, now that your here I wanna make this clear, I am not suicidal. I will not kill myself, and I do not plan on killing myself. now to the post
sometimes I want to kill myself, just to see peoples reactions. of course I would do it under the pretense I would spawn back to life after, but I wonder what people would say. or do honestly you know? what things would change in my "life" and what things I would have lost by cutting it short, i am curious on who would be hurt, old exes? old friends? enemies I have long forgotten? would people look into my will in which I have told all of my friends about incase of anything and have several of at all times. one on my neck, one in my room. and a few hidden that only friends would ever be able to find around the state. would my friends commit suicide at the news? would my closest friends shrug it off? will the people I am closest to not be able to handle the pain, or would they use it to propel themselves forward knowing I am the kinda girl that wants to help all so many questions that can only be answered by the action I will never do.

is there anything I missed out? discuss your thoughts on this below
Just make sure u record it and post it lol
 
heya! it’s good that the title got you to click this, now that your here I wanna make this clear, I am not suicidal. I will not kill myself, and I do not plan on killing myself. now to the post
sometimes I want to kill myself, just to see peoples reactions. of course I would do it under the pretense I would spawn back to life after, but I wonder what people would say. or do honestly you know? what things would change in my "life" and what things I would have lost by cutting it short, i am curious on who would be hurt, old exes? old friends? enemies I have long forgotten? would people look into my will in which I have told all of my friends about incase of anything and have several of at all times. one on my neck, one in my room. and a few hidden that only friends would ever be able to find around the state. would my friends commit suicide at the news? would my closest friends shrug it off? will the people I am closest to not be able to handle the pain, or would they use it to propel themselves forward knowing I am the kinda girl that wants to help all so many questions that can only be answered by the action I will never do.

is there anything I missed out? discuss your thoughts on this below
I have had the same thoughts wondering what people would think or do or miss me if I did that
 
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