Something you did in your past that you regret or kept as a secret ... but can't take back.

[wiggins]

I buried those chicks out on Gilgo beach...

 

[Stormy Llewellyn]

Is that you?..

 

[Captain GhoulAgain]

Is that you?..

Badass right? This is a regret thread. Do either of us regret this conversation?

 

[Smooby]

I was watching over an elderly woman and helping her with general house duties. A few months into helping her I started having problems in my relationship and stopped coming around regularly. One day she fell at home and ended up in the hospital. Because of her old age the injury didn't heal and she started getting bed sores. She ended up in a nursing home and declined rapidly. I started going to see her even less because it was sad to see her going from being a self-sufficient person to a complete invalid. One day I went to visit and found her dead in her bed. The staff didn't even know she passed away. I always think that if I'd put my stupid relationship drama aside and given her more of my attention maybe I could've prevented her slow, painful and lonely death.

 

[Deleted member 46687]

I fucking LOVE this sort of shit you're a fucking legend


Hiro where's your pic gone man? you have been a bit of a staple here from my personal experience watching a lot of your posts from afar - heya, sometimes it's all about knowing your'e right but allowing others to assert they are the righteous one ...while at the same time just quietly knowing your shit don't stink!!~ just let'em think they're right

Hey DJ, I really appreciate you noticing my abcense, I've just been sinking myself I to work, whittling down hobbies so I can spend more time riding my motorbikes and I have just been more social with friends.......that and trying to be a better person, and being here dealing with all the bullshit that I have been, really knocked the wind out me, but I'm in a good frame of mind now and just always trying to improve myself and be a better human. And staying clear of toxic bitches and cunts.

 

[Captain GhoulAgain]

Hey DJ, I really appreciate you noticing my abcense, I've just been sinking myself I to work, whittling down hobbies so I can spend more time riding my motorbikes and I have just been more social with friends.......that and trying to be a better person, and being here dealing with all the bullshit that I have been, really knocked the wind out me, but I'm in a good frame of mind now and just always trying to improve myself and be a better human. And staying clear of toxic bitches and cunts.

Man, I know what you mean. That left hook comes out the dark in life sometimes. I feel ya. Fuck all them fake fukers right? You keep meditation going. It helps me.

 

[Deleted member 46687]

Man, I know what you mean. That left hook comes out the dark in life sometimes. I feel ya. Fuck all them fake fukers right? You keep meditation going. It helps me.

I'm just more happy now and I'm glad I can just be me

 

[Captain GhoulAgain]

I'm just more happy now and I'm glad I can just be me

 

[weedman0420]

Biggest regret ever? Causing a sibling’s death. It’s been 31 years since it happened and I think about it every single day.

 

[Captain GhoulAgain]

Biggest regret ever? Causing a sibling’s death. It’s been 31 years since it happened and I think about it every single day.

So how did this come about? We don't need details, but a quick summery would help.

 

[Freyya]

When I was very young, I would have make tea or coffee for some people I hated. I used to spit in it, proper snort and honk spit. I then got great satisfaction from watching them drink it 🤣 I used to blow my nose on their coats too.
Of course, they never knew.

 

[Punisher_1]

Ok so I was triggered by a recent post on here about a woman shitting in a lift, and I started remembering back when I did a lot of stupid shit when I was young and I really didn't know any better and I admit, I was quite rebellious and challenging when I was young.
I had got a job after leaving school for a cleaning company who had to clean elevators (special cloths and disinfectants and all that crap) and that post took me back to the day I quit one of my first jobs.
I was so churned up about how shit the job was but mostly how I realized that nobody actually knew how really horrific some people's jobs were - anyway I was kinda just really frustrated that morning ...anyway I started the job as usual ..turned up on time etc .. cleaned a couple of lifts , no problemmo .. then opened the doors on a particular lift. The stench and overwhelming putridness of it had me bent over ... litteral shit all over the floor, some junkie giving me a weird one eyed "oh hey dude" surrounded by a stinky pool of piss with a couple of needles floating in it.
I went down the corridor compelled by a strange feeling of frustration that overwhelmed my common sense that would otherwise alert me to realizing I could lose my job if I deviate from company rules and /or protocols.
Complete "Fuck-it" was the menu of that moment and I grabbed the emergency fire hose from the reel and turned it on FULL blast and pressed the doors open button on the lift. When those doors opened and the burst of water gushed in with a power I had not ever expected nor ever imagined .. that drug fucked loony looked like he was rap dancing in there ...swirling around , I reckon the pressure maybe even did some damage to his face! I dunno, but I covered him in his own shit while squirting at him cos I kept aiming the flow of water into his face via all the stinky juice up onto him.
It was bitter sweet, as I knew that I was gonna be fired ... but at the same time it felt good to squirt that cunt. Anyway.. I never talked about what really happened for so many years to anyone , especially family cos it was my Uncle that helped me get that stupid job and I didn't want to look ungrateful or unemployable back in the day.

I have so many of these kind of stories and I really can't change history, or justify any of my poor decisions that I made .. but I really don't think I'm anything like the person I used to be when I was a teenager or in my early 20's. I've had relationships, had children, lived quite a lot of experiences and grown spiritually etc .

I made this thread as a curious call out to anyone who might remember a bit of a silly or stupid thing they did when they were younger or maybe a bit of a 'life virgin' and think later on as a more educated adult ...whoah, did I really do that? But you never shared with anyone . I'm curious .

I'll leave a couple more just for example sake ... but please share your own , even if it's weird as fuck ... in fact the weirder the better, cos I really like hearing people's experiences or things they might have done but never told anybody cos it was too weird or "wrong" or embarrassing etc.

example : I once drove over a bunch of pigeons with a ride on lawn mower in front of a homeless lady who was feeding them bread... I regret it. I was an angry teenager and it gives me no pride.
example : I used to sell hot dogs out front of a nightclub but I would charge drunk people double then put the extra money in a toolbox and not tell my boss about it.
example : I once accidentally set a neighbor's dress on fire during a Christmas celebration .. she sued my other neighbor but nobody ever knew and still doesn't ...that it was actually me.

THIS IS WHAT THE THREAD IS ABOUT . SHARE YOUR SECRETS OR SECRET REGRETS - it doesn't have to be too serious you can share a laff about it ..... it can be as simple as you stole bubble gum as a kid... or sniffed your sister's underpants or some shit ... bring it on...

Wow I did stuff but you are a monster.... FFS guy

 

[scott13214]

I needed the recommendation of my high school chemistry teacher to take a special college level advanced program . He refused saying although I’m gifted , he feels I am too young.

I saw this teacher drinking and smoking weed with a group of girls at a tree hidden gazebo in a state park. Now at this time the war on drugs was BIG. Weed was considered a horrible danger and deadly.

I called the park police. He was arrested, lost his teaching license and did jail time. The girls said the alcohol and weed was his. He was also charged with providing drugs to minors. Later on the girls admitted it was theirs but under the law at the time as an adult it didn’t matter.

A month later, the principal congratulated me for being accepted into a very competitive program. He showed me the letter that teacher wrote on my behalf. Long story short he said I was one of the most brilliant students he ever had the honor of teaching. He was worried at my young age this program would be too much pressure for me. He also said academically I was more than capable of shining in this program.

Apparently students have committed suicide because the stress of classes was too much and failing was just not an option.
This teacher really only cared about what he felt was best for me and I fucked his life up over it because I was mad he told me he would not give me a reference letter.
I don’t know if the teacher ever did anything like this before. (the weed and alcohol). I think he just walked in on the party and joined. Probably a one time thing for him. I wish he was just honest with me, and I wish I never hurt him.

 

[Too$hort]

One time I told a chic on a dating site that I lived 16 hours away and instead I really lived 8 hours , so I told her that I would meet her half way and made her drive the entire 8.

 

[scott13214]

One time I told a chic on a dating site that I lived 16 hours away and instead I really lived 8 hours , so I told her that I would meet her half way and made her drive the entire 8.

This girl must have really liked you to make an 8 hour drive. How did it work out?

 

[Chief Queef]

I did a touring stage production throughout middle school and into high school. It was called Testament: A holocaust tale. Might even still be on youtube. I'm sure you could figure what it was about. Anyway, I was a young kid and believed all the bullshit about the jews and nazis and I really felt like I was making a difference. Years later, I look back on it in shame as it only served to keep and cement lies...

 

[Cauntsniff]

As a kid like 7 or 8 yrs old I was out late and was being a complete nob this old fella that was our neighbour had just gotten a brand new car after owning 1 car for his entire marriage like 50 odd years! So anyway I'm out fooling around as kids do when I decide to jump on the bonnet of his new car denting it in jumping around on it alarms sounded and old doug was out goin hell for leather thing is a young black girl in her late teens (about 15/16) my sister friend got caught and he battered her and I got off scot free and never said I had done it then she got sent to like a kind if juvenile centre which caused her mother to lose her shit and commit suicide......... always kinda blamed myself for that......🤔

 

[mrln]

well... this one time when i was a kid about 7-8,we had a neighbor who owned a vw bug. i stuck branches in both of its tail pipes,and snapped them off.

 

[deezNuttzzz]

Ok so I was triggered by a recent post on here about a woman shitting in a lift, and I started remembering back when I did a lot of stupid shit when I was young and I really didn't know any better and I admit, I was quite rebellious and challenging when I was young.
I had got a job after leaving school for a cleaning company who had to clean elevators (special cloths and disinfectants and all that crap) and that post took me back to the day I quit one of my first jobs.
I was so churned up about how shit the job was but mostly how I realized that nobody actually knew how really horrific some people's jobs were - anyway I was kinda just really frustrated that morning ...anyway I started the job as usual ..turned up on time etc .. cleaned a couple of lifts , no problemmo .. then opened the doors on a particular lift. The stench and overwhelming putridness of it had me bent over ... litteral shit all over the floor, some junkie giving me a weird one eyed "oh hey dude" surrounded by a stinky pool of piss with a couple of needles floating in it.
I went down the corridor compelled by a strange feeling of frustration that overwhelmed my common sense that would otherwise alert me to realizing I could lose my job if I deviate from company rules and /or protocols.
Complete "Fuck-it" was the menu of that moment and I grabbed the emergency fire hose from the reel and turned it on FULL blast and pressed the doors open button on the lift. When those doors opened and the burst of water gushed in with a power I had not ever expected nor ever imagined .. that drug fucked loony looked like he was rap dancing in there ...swirling around , I reckon the pressure maybe even did some damage to his face! I dunno, but I covered him in his own shit while squirting at him cos I kept aiming the flow of water into his face via all the stinky juice up onto him.
It was bitter sweet, as I knew that I was gonna be fired ... but at the same time it felt good to squirt that cunt. Anyway.. I never talked about what really happened for so many years to anyone , especially family cos it was my Uncle that helped me get that stupid job and I didn't want to look ungrateful or unemployable back in the day.

I have so many of these kind of stories and I really can't change history, or justify any of my poor decisions that I made .. but I really don't think I'm anything like the person I used to be when I was a teenager or in my early 20's. I've had relationships, had children, lived quite a lot of experiences and grown spiritually etc .

I made this thread as a curious call out to anyone who might remember a bit of a silly or stupid thing they did when they were younger or maybe a bit of a 'life virgin' and think later on as a more educated adult ...whoah, did I really do that? But you never shared with anyone . I'm curious .

I'll leave a couple more just for example sake ... but please share your own , even if it's weird as fuck ... in fact the weirder the better, cos I really like hearing people's experiences or things they might have done but never told anybody cos it was too weird or "wrong" or embarrassing etc.

example : I once drove over a bunch of pigeons with a ride on lawn mower in front of a homeless lady who was feeding them bread... I regret it. I was an angry teenager and it gives me no pride.
example : I used to sell hot dogs out front of a nightclub but I would charge drunk people double then put the extra money in a toolbox and not tell my boss about it.
example : I once accidentally set a neighbor's dress on fire during a Christmas celebration .. she sued my other neighbor but nobody ever knew and still doesn't ...that it was actually me.

THIS IS WHAT THE THREAD IS ABOUT . SHARE YOUR SECRETS OR SECRET REGRETS - it doesn't have to be too serious you can share a laff about it ..... it can be as simple as you stole bubble gum as a kid... or sniffed your sister's underpants or some shit ... bring it on...

Sleep with your mom I can’t never take that back

 

[Too$hort]

This girl must have really liked you to make an 8 hour drive. How did it work out?

We ended up married after 2 years and she got pretty pissed off when she found out