Hi everyone I'm from Pakistan couple of years ago I left Islam I'm very depressed in my 20s. I can't live here in this shithole surrounded by murderers ignorant psychopaths. I wanna live my only life which we only get once in some free country where there is freedom of speech. I wanna study research and make some progress for myself and for the people but unfortunately living in a third world country is a disease. I can't talk openly about my ideas or perform daily tasks without hurting my mental peace. Please if anyone can give me wise suggestion to get rid of this hell hole and start a new life as a good citizen please let me know can't even talk to my family about my beliefs about religion they would kill me. Punishment for blasphemy in Pakistan is a death penalty. If anyone could give me genuine suggestion It would mean alot to me. Trolls are welcome but please put me in ur position where u torture yourself everyday listen call to prayer 5 times a day parents force you to pray and a continuous risk of losing your life by a mob if you even accidentally said anything against islam. Couple of days ago another man aged around 60 was brutally killed by a fake blashpemy case put against him by his fellow jealous partner. Please Help 🙏🏻😭