djdeeds
Constantly laughing at the world
Yes it sounds a little melancholy to say , the closer I get to the end of this life I have become ridiculously sentimental and just sad about what no longer exists. I used to see people be like it and not understand why it seemed to matter so much to them but now I 100% understand it.Talk about opening memory lane. I was born in 1959 when Dwight Eisenhower was president and I have lived to see the first man launched in space, the assassination of both John F and Robert Kennedy as well as Dr Martin Luther King. I remember the drills in case of nuclear attack. I remember the first time I saw a calculator and digital watch. I remember Neil Armstrong walking on the moon. I remember having 8 other families on our phone line, then dial phones, then push button.
I remember when everyone smoked and drank, even driving. I remember our first color TV, first microwave. I remember when I had to literally program a computer using Cobal, Fortran and Basic, then type punch cards to run a computer. It took up the entire basement of the college student Union.
I remember DOS, the first portable computer with floppy 320k discs. The first digital phone. First digital camera. Days before seatbelts. $.25 gallon gasoline. Days when the internet was only used by geeks and the US Govt.
I recall all of the American conflicts, big and small. And I’m still kicking. I feel 30 ish but my children, grandchildren and hairline remind me I’m not.
There is so much more, much I have forgotten. I can’t imagine what a person born today will have seen by their 65th birthday.
Sadly it happens so far along in life that it's too late and impossible to go back in time to correct poor decisions, change things where I can see all the forks in the road that I went left instead of right, or to visit my Dad who never heard a lot of things that were in my head but I never said before he died.
I don't think I'll ever stop trying to figure out the meaning of life and why we are all here and what it's all for, and why it needs to be so darn sad.
Thanks for writing that, I really liked that.


