Have you tried wishing really hard?i look for somebody to discuss in private ways of committing mass murder without using fire weapon/explosives/vehicle (unless as a passanger).
my contact [email protected]
we can switch to darkweb mail services if you like
bad english, but we'll understand each other. companionship is possible (east europe)
How about writing strongly worded letters getting those who've wronged you to kill themselves for you and giving you the credit?
Or, you could be the first mass strangler. Hopefully your victims are all good sports and won't beat the piss out of you when you start.