Something you did in your past that you regret or kept as a secret ... but can't take back.

[Sonnynerd022]

Ok so I was triggered by a recent post on here about a woman shitting in a lift, and I started remembering back when I did a lot of stupid shit when I was young and I really didn't know any better and I admit, I was quite rebellious and challenging when I was young.
I had got a job after leaving school for a cleaning company who had to clean elevators (special cloths and disinfectants and all that crap) and that post took me back to the day I quit one of my first jobs.
I was so churned up about how shit the job was but mostly how I realized that nobody actually knew how really horrific some people's jobs were - anyway I was kinda just really frustrated that morning ...anyway I started the job as usual ..turned up on time etc .. cleaned a couple of lifts , no problemmo .. then opened the doors on a particular lift. The stench and overwhelming putridness of it had me bent over ... litteral shit all over the floor, some junkie giving me a weird one eyed "oh hey dude" surrounded by a stinky pool of piss with a couple of needles floating in it.
I went down the corridor compelled by a strange feeling of frustration that overwhelmed my common sense that would otherwise alert me to realizing I could lose my job if I deviate from company rules and /or protocols.
Complete "Fuck-it" was the menu of that moment and I grabbed the emergency fire hose from the reel and turned it on FULL blast and pressed the doors open button on the lift. When those doors opened and the burst of water gushed in with a power I had not ever expected nor ever imagined .. that drug fucked loony looked like he was rap dancing in there ...swirling around , I reckon the pressure maybe even did some damage to his face! I dunno, but I covered him in his own shit while squirting at him cos I kept aiming the flow of water into his face via all the stinky juice up onto him.
It was bitter sweet, as I knew that I was gonna be fired ... but at the same time it felt good to squirt that cunt. Anyway.. I never talked about what really happened for so many years to anyone , especially family cos it was my Uncle that helped me get that stupid job and I didn't want to look ungrateful or unemployable back in the day.

I have so many of these kind of stories and I really can't change history, or justify any of my poor decisions that I made .. but I really don't think I'm anything like the person I used to be when I was a teenager or in my early 20's. I've had relationships, had children, lived quite a lot of experiences and grown spiritually etc .

I made this thread as a curious call out to anyone who might remember a bit of a silly or stupid thing they did when they were younger or maybe a bit of a 'life virgin' and think later on as a more educated adult ...whoah, did I really do that? But you never shared with anyone . I'm curious .

I'll leave a couple more just for example sake ... but please share your own , even if it's weird as fuck ... in fact the weirder the better, cos I really like hearing people's experiences or things they might have done but never told anybody cos it was too weird or "wrong" or embarrassing etc.

example : I once drove over a bunch of pigeons with a ride on lawn mower in front of a homeless lady who was feeding them bread... I regret it. I was an angry teenager and it gives me no pride.
example : I used to sell hot dogs out front of a nightclub but I would charge drunk people double then put the extra money in a toolbox and not tell my boss about it.
example : I once accidentally set a neighbor's dress on fire during a Christmas celebration .. she sued my other neighbor but nobody ever knew and still doesn't ...that it was actually me.

THIS IS WHAT THE THREAD IS ABOUT . SHARE YOUR SECRETS OR SECRET REGRETS - it doesn't have to be too serious you can share a laff about it ..... it can be as simple as you stole bubble gum as a kid... or sniffed your sister's underpants or some shit ... bring it on...

In high school there was this social studies teacher I hated a real left wing girl I hated with a passion we where learning about niggs in the sixties and how they where treated done this for few weeks and I got fed up and I asked someone to dare me to do something they did and then I walked in a calmly shouted fuck niggers her face went beatroot with rage and you know what punishment I.got nothing cause I'm a high functioning autist

 

[Htos1av]

I think I once mistakenly rejected an advance from a strikingly beautiful brunette-I JUST couldn't remember her name as I don't possess the photo memory NEEDED in showbiz. Looking back, with 20/20 vision, she was just a sweet soul-and I reacted like a shocked hyena, jumping up, in the middle of our date, handing her a couple hundred dollars (as I had driven us that night), and left. Never saw her again. Good thing, as she'd be justified in running me through after THAT behavior (dating). That's WHEN I retired from both arenas....(but mainly, work)
I SHOULD have went with her instead of crazy Tammy from CBS music....dammit!

 

[Fäthër Cörpsë]

I think I once mistakenly rejected an advance from a strikingly beautiful brunette-I JUST couldn't remember her name as I don't possess the photo memory NEEDED in showbiz. Looking back, with 20/20 vision, she was just a sweet soul-and I reacted like a shocked hyena, jumping up, in the middle of our date, handing her a couple hundred dollars (as I had driven us that night), and left. Never saw her again. Good thing, as she'd be justified in running me through after THAT behavior (dating). That's WHEN I retired from both arenas....(but mainly, work)
I SHOULD have went with her instead of crazy Tammy from CBS music....dammit!

Tammy Wynette?

 

[nehgah]

I stabbed my dad 4 times. 2 in the back 1 in the stomach and 1 in the neck. He survived. Went to jail for that.

 

[Pensacola333]

As a kid we tied a rope between metal trash cans ( they were big metal trash cans back then....1965 ) and put each can on either side of the street. It was nighttime. The first car that came by you know what happened....it hit the rope going about 45 mph and....BOOM !!! Both cans hit either side of the car. They threw on the brakes...jumped out of the car....and started looking for us! Then they called the cops! We were hiding in the attic. We didn't get caught. But peed our pants we were so

scared!

 

[antonisnat258]

Unlived 4 cats

 

[Pensacola333]

As a kid we tied a rope between metal trash cans ( they were big metal trash cans back then....1965 ) and put each can on either side of the street. It was nighttime. The first car that came by you know what happened....it hit the rope going about 45 mph and....BOOM !!! Both cans hit either side of the car. They threw on the brakes...jumped out of the car....and started looking for us! Then they called the cops! We were hiding in the attic. We didn't get caught. But peed our pants we were so View attachment 842907scared!

As a kid we tied a rope between metal trash cans ( they were big metal trash cans back then....1965 ) and put each can on either side of the street. It was nighttime. The first car that came by you know what happened....it hit the rope going about 45 mph and....BOOM !!! Both cans hit either side of the car. They threw on the brakes...jumped out of the car....and started looking for us! Then they called the cops! We were hiding in the attic. We didn't get caught. But peed our pants we were so View attachment 842907scared!

My dear man I would have loved to been there. I would have fucked Sheri or weirded her out. Either way the cut would be deep.

What city was that? You didn't do anything wrong...I thought what you said was quite funny actually...

That neighbor, his wife, AND the police need to get a sense of humor !!!

 

[Captain GhoulAgain]

Okay, look.. I killed 3 daisies in one night. I had blow, and you know those blond head cock suckers with chipped nails will smell it out. . It was so easy. The counter was marble... the corner was right there, all I had to do was push... fast. And hard.

 

[Misfit-138-]

Younger days.. bunch of mates, heaps of piss & handfuls of amphetamines. Guaranteed to act up..
I remember one night we where chattering our heads off and rocked up to a party one of the mates brother was at, owner was at the pub. Man we trashed that place. Punched holes in the walls, poured alcohol all over the computers & electronics. I watched two of my mates waltz dance through a bedroom wall. Anyways the chick came home lost her shit and we blamed it on the younger people at the party, young kids being rowdy is all & left.

 

[Dichotomy Is Me]

I stabbed my dad 4 times. 2 in the back 1 in the stomach and 1 in the neck. He survived. Went to jail for that.

Did he fuck you or something?

 

[Imi]

It happened and although I regret it, the past cannot be undone, maybe work on the future so that it doesn't happen again
I don't tend to think too much about the past because it's gone and will never come back, it's just a waste of time for the present or your future
And a secret is a secret, you shouldn't tell anyone

It happened and although I regret it, the past cannot be undone, maybe work on the future so that it doesn't happen again
I don't tend to think too much about the past because it's gone and will never come back, it's just a waste of time for the present or your future
And a secret is a secret, you shouldn't tell anyone

 

[hedgerow]

It happened and although I regret it, the past cannot be undone, maybe work on the future so that it doesn't happen again
I don't tend to think too much about the past because it's gone and will never come back, it's just a waste of time for the present or your future
And a secret is a secret, you shouldn't tell anyone

It happened and although I regret it, the past cannot be undone, maybe work on the future so that it doesn't happen again
I don't tend to think too much about the past because it's gone and will never come back, it's just a waste of time for the present or your future
And a secret is a secret, you shouldn't tell anyone

i like your ideas

 

[oceanblood]

In highschool , I told my mom one of our trips was 200 dollars when it was only 50. I brought weed and a new outfit.

We've all done that!

 

[Imi]

i like your ideas

Thank you

 

[girl101]

A shot load of things for me.

 

[Courtland]

I had a Jewish teacher his name was Mel Gilbert in grade 10 a senior student said he would give me a half pack of cigarettes if I drew a swastika on the chalkboard I did and Mr Gilbert litteraly had a meltdown( I never even heard about what Germany did to the news so he had a meltdown and someone in my class told the headmaster I had done it I got suspended for a month I flipped out in the office when I was told about the suspension as I was leaving and acting like a real badass the secretary stood up from her desk and said" look it you ignorant little puke his entire family ants uncle's you name it were slaughtered by the people that reprsented that signe you drew on the chalkboard(remember this is the secretary) she then said to the priest that was the headmaster "father Hart" was his name I think Patrick should Wright a essay on a placé called. Auschwitz and I did and 28 days later I found Mr Gilbert and apologized and he said because of your ignorance I forgive you((I forged notes and even my father's voice and actually my parents never even knew I missed a month of school

 

[nehgah]

Did he fuck you or something?

He beat me and my mom very badly when I was growing up

 

[Dichotomy Is Me]

He beat me and my mom very badly when I was growing up

My phone left out a word because I spelt up as ip sorry bout that

 

[fl3shed_magg0ts]

Ok so I was triggered by a recent post on here about a woman shitting in a lift, and I started remembering back when I did a lot of stupid shit when I was young and I really didn't know any better and I admit, I was quite rebellious and challenging when I was young.
I had got a job after leaving school for a cleaning company who had to clean elevators (special cloths and disinfectants and all that crap) and that post took me back to the day I quit one of my first jobs.
I was so churned up about how shit the job was but mostly how I realized that nobody actually knew how really horrific some people's jobs were - anyway I was kinda just really frustrated that morning ...anyway I started the job as usual ..turned up on time etc .. cleaned a couple of lifts , no problemmo .. then opened the doors on a particular lift. The stench and overwhelming putridness of it had me bent over ... litteral shit all over the floor, some junkie giving me a weird one eyed "oh hey dude" surrounded by a stinky pool of piss with a couple of needles floating in it.
I went down the corridor compelled by a strange feeling of frustration that overwhelmed my common sense that would otherwise alert me to realizing I could lose my job if I deviate from company rules and /or protocols.
Complete "Fuck-it" was the menu of that moment and I grabbed the emergency fire hose from the reel and turned it on FULL blast and pressed the doors open button on the lift. When those doors opened and the burst of water gushed in with a power I had not ever expected nor ever imagined .. that drug fucked loony looked like he was rap dancing in there ...swirling around , I reckon the pressure maybe even did some damage to his face! I dunno, but I covered him in his own shit while squirting at him cos I kept aiming the flow of water into his face via all the stinky juice up onto him.
It was bitter sweet, as I knew that I was gonna be fired ... but at the same time it felt good to squirt that cunt. Anyway.. I never talked about what really happened for so many years to anyone , especially family cos it was my Uncle that helped me get that stupid job and I didn't want to look ungrateful or unemployable back in the day.

I have so many of these kind of stories and I really can't change history, or justify any of my poor decisions that I made .. but I really don't think I'm anything like the person I used to be when I was a teenager or in my early 20's. I've had relationships, had children, lived quite a lot of experiences and grown spiritually etc .

I made this thread as a curious call out to anyone who might remember a bit of a silly or stupid thing they did when they were younger or maybe a bit of a 'life virgin' and think later on as a more educated adult ...whoah, did I really do that? But you never shared with anyone . I'm curious .

I'll leave a couple more just for example sake ... but please share your own , even if it's weird as fuck ... in fact the weirder the better, cos I really like hearing people's experiences or things they might have done but never told anybody cos it was too weird or "wrong" or embarrassing etc.

example : I once drove over a bunch of pigeons with a ride on lawn mower in front of a homeless lady who was feeding them bread... I regret it. I was an angry teenager and it gives me no pride.
example : I used to sell hot dogs out front of a nightclub but I would charge drunk people double then put the extra money in a toolbox and not tell my boss about it.
example : I once accidentally set a neighbor's dress on fire during a Christmas celebration .. she sued my other neighbor but nobody ever knew and still doesn't ...that it was actually me.

THIS IS WHAT THE THREAD IS ABOUT . SHARE YOUR SECRETS OR SECRET REGRETS - it doesn't have to be too serious you can share a laff about it ..... it can be as simple as you stole bubble gum as a kid... or sniffed your sister's underpants or some shit ... bring it on...

When I was a bit younger and my father passed, it was the first time I EVER did drugs and smoked for the first time. Nothing too insane, dabs and cigarettes that I took out of his giant fucking industrial cigarette bag.
Told myself he'd never notice and I'd say the assumption was on par for the course.
I use it to blame myself for what happened, but given if he didn't die, I'm 99% sure he would've done some gross shit to me.

Also I love seeing posts like this here. Keeps shit fun and light for the most part.

 

[Mohinder]

I told a guy if he cooperated he wouldn't be hurt, x a few dozen.

Sabu is mad I helped torture his family haha. Faggot.