Torture Fantasy: The Person You've Loathed the Most Anytime in Your Life

[MoxyNoir808]

So, I will just say up front participation in this discussion does not automatically mean that you are a murderous sociopath.😂🤣😂

I think everyone at some point in their life has had an individual that they wish they could murder without repercussions. Maybe there are people that have never hated somebody that much but I would venture to guess most people have had at least one individual sometime in their life that they wish they could watch them die slowly. To me thinking about what you would do that at individual does not necessarily mean you're a sick person, it's better to do it in your mind than in real life.

So, for shits and giggles ...I put this question to you: given the opportunity to torture and kill the individual that you have loathed the most in your life what exactly would you do to make them suffer before putting them out of their misery? And what would be the method of the coup de gras (the killing blow)?

I will wait till some replies come in before I offer up what I would do😁

 

[rottenfresh]

So, I will just say up front participation in this discussion does not automatically mean that you are a murderous sociopath.😂🤣😂

I think everyone at some point in their life has had an individual that they wish they could murder without repercussions. Maybe there are people that have never hated somebody that much but I would venture to guess most people have had at least one individual sometime in their life that they wish they could watch them die slowly. To me thinking about what you would do that at individual does not necessarily mean you're a sick person, it's better to do it in your mind than in real life.

So, for shits and giggles ...I put this question to you: given the opportunity to torture and kill the individual that you have loathed the most in your life what exactly would you do to make them suffer before putting them out of their misery? And what would be the method of the coup de gras (the killing blow)?

I will wait till some replies come in before I offer up what I would do😁

 

[djdeeds]

I used to have a mindset that was fixated on anger about childhood abuse (which I have spoken about in past discussions on here in the past) but I have also spoken about my journey to forgiveness of people that damaged me so much in my most vulnerable years. The hardest was letting go the anger toward my own mother who (I would have assumed) should have known better than to make the ridiculously careless and dangerous decisions she made in life and willingly put her own children in danger in return for financial gain. I've been told I'm totally stupid for ever having anything to do with her .. but surprisingly (and strangely) I feel a sense of power over her by letting all that shit go (as much as I consciously can , and it's very difficult ) .. and watching her become frail and unhealthy and suffering all kinds of misfortunes in her life - from a distance it's a bit like watching karma take its own natural course. She's a fucking loser that everyone hates these days so I don't actively need to do anything to her.
My sister once told me that if one of us had actually choked her in our younger years we'd be out of prison by now .. she's right I guess, but the idea of sinking to the same depths doesn't really make you a better person. In some ways it's a weakness. I dunno. I am compelled to try and be a better person than the cunts that were pieces of shit in my world.

 

[MoxyNoir808]

I used to have a mindset that was fixated on anger about childhood abuse (which I have spoken about in past discussions on here in the past) but I have also spoken about my journey to forgiveness of people that damaged me so much in my most vulnerable years. The hardest was letting go the anger toward my own mother who (I would have assumed) should have known better than to make the ridiculously careless and dangerous decisions she made in life and willingly put her own children in danger in return for financial gain. I've been told I'm totally stupid for ever having anything to do with her .. but surprisingly (and strangely) I feel a sense of power over her by letting all that shit go (as much as I consciously can , and it's very difficult ) .. and watching her become frail and unhealthy and suffering all kinds of misfortunes in her life - from a distance it's a bit like watching karma take its own natural course. She's a fucking loser that everyone hates these days so I don't actively need to do anything to her.
My sister once told me that if one of us had actually choked her in our younger years we'd be out of prison by now .. she's right I guess, but the idea of sinking to the same depths doesn't really make you a better person. In some ways it's a weakness. I dunno. I am compelled to try and be a better person than the cunts that were pieces of shit in my world.

I hear you. And this isn't about hanging on to anger. I'm not talking about carring this vengeful need throughout your life this is more just a fun exercise. Speaking as somebody who was thoroughly abused as a child from my parents beating the shit out of me to family members doing things that family members shouldn't do you don't need to tell me about the power of forgiveness and letting shit go.

There are plenty of people in my life that have wronged me but do I let the animosity that I felt towards them rule my day-to-day life, absolutely not but is it quite entertaining once in a great while to think of somebody that was absolutely despicable to me and think about what I would do to pay them back? Yes.

I will say it would never be anybody in my family. This isn't about being vengeful spirit and carrying hate throughout your life. I'm a very happy person, I actually love my life (for the most part). I've worked hard and I've accomplished a lot.

That doesn't mean that it's not fun every once in a while to fantasize about what I would do to somebody that wronged me in my past. It's cathartic😁

 

[MoxyNoir808]

Hey @rottenfresh! Please forgive me, I'm new. I'm taking your little Emoji as maybe I broke a rule in posting this? If I did, my bad. I can take it down. I'm still new and learning things so didn't mean to flagrantly violate any rules.😊

 

[ggjjl;;;'']

I used to have a mindset that was fixated on anger about childhood abuse (which I have spoken about in past discussions on here in the past) but I have also spoken about my journey to forgiveness of people that damaged me so much in my most vulnerable years. The hardest was letting go the anger toward my own mother who (I would have assumed) should have known better than to make the ridiculously careless and dangerous decisions she made in life and willingly put her own children in danger in return for financial gain. I've been told I'm totally stupid for ever having anything to do with her .. but surprisingly (and strangely) I feel a sense of power over her by letting all that shit go (as much as I consciously can , and it's very difficult ) .. and watching her become frail and unhealthy and suffering all kinds of misfortunes in her life - from a distance it's a bit like watching karma take its own natural course. She's a fucking loser that everyone hates these days so I don't actively need to do anything to her.
My sister once told me that if one of us had actually choked her in our younger years we'd be out of prison by now .. she's right I guess, but the idea of sinking to the same depths doesn't really make you a better person. In some ways it's a weakness. I dunno. I am compelled to try and be a better person than the cunts that were pieces of shit in my world.

This is understandable. When i first joined GG i was honestly just schizo posting and spouting out angry shit whenever i could or wanted to cope with my own shit that was going on. A part of that being shit with my mother. Aswell as a load of other things. Acting like a crazed nazi was a way for me to hide and reroute my anger. But as ive spent my days on this dirt ball im starting to really cringe at what i posted and what i commented. Nonetheless i feel as if i can relate to this post. Letting go is an admirable thing im still working on doing.

 

[MoxyNoir808]

This is understandable. When i first joined GG i was honestly just schizo posting and spouting out angry shit whenever i could or wanted to cope with my own shit that was going on. A part of that being shit with my mother. Aswell as a load of other things. Acting like a crazed nazi was a way for me to hide and reroute my anger. But as ive spent my days on this dirt ball im starting to really cringe at what i posted and what i commented. Nonetheless i feel as if i can relate to this post. Letting go is an admirable thing im still working on doing.

I hear you. Again I'm not an angry person, I promise. This is not me being the angsty person hating the world. Like I said I actually love my life for the most part I grew up dirt poor with very abusive surroundings and I'm actually in a place that I love I've accomplished a lot in my life so this post is not out of a place of being angry at the world it seriously is just a fun hypothetical exercise. I don't want anybody to interpret this post as me being this angry little ball going through life mad at the world. I promise you I'm not. I just thought this would be a forum to have an exercise like this just for the sake of having fun. Seriously though, I promise you ...I've gone through a lot in my life and I've I'm old enough to have processed it to a point where I've carried on and enjoyed my life despite things that have happened.🥰

 

[MoxyNoir808]

So, I will just say up front participation in this discussion does not automatically mean that you are a murderous sociopath.😂🤣😂

I think everyone at some point in their life has had an individual that they wish they could murder without repercussions. Maybe there are people that have never hated somebody that much but I would venture to guess most people have had at least one individual sometime in their life that they wish they could watch them die slowly. To me thinking about what you would do that at individual does not necessarily mean you're a sick person, it's better to do it in your mind than in real life.

So, for shits and giggles ...I put this question to you: given the opportunity to torture and kill the individual that you have loathed the most in your life what exactly would you do to make them suffer before putting them out of their misery? And what would be the method of the coup de gras (the killing blow)?

I will wait till some replies come in before I offer up what I would do😁

Ok ok.... I will let this topic go... apparently there are a lot of people interpreting this like I'm some little amalgamation of Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold😂🤣😂🤣

I really didn't think it was that serious especially for a site like this but I definitely do not want to cause any concerns. This really was just intended to be kind of a light-hearted discussion on a Gore website but it's all good I'll let this dead horse lie😁😘

 

[ggjjl;;;'']

I hear you. Again I'm not an angry person, I promise. This is not me being the angsty person hating the world. Like I said I actually love my life for the most part I grew up dirt poor with very abusive surroundings and I'm actually in a place that I love I've accomplished a lot in my life so this post is not out of a place of being angry at the world it seriously is just a fun hypothetical exercise. I don't want anybody to interpret this post as me being this angry little ball going through life mad at the world. I promise you I'm not. I just thought this would be a fun for him to have an exercise like this just for the sake of having fun. Seriously though, I promise you ...I've gone through a lot in my life and I've I'm old enough to have processed it to a point where I've carried on and enjoyed my life despite things that have happened.🥰

Im not accusing nobody of nothing. Just sharing my point of view. Just said that I USED to be an angry hateful person. Straight up just a POS. I believed in whacky things i no longer believe in. I dont have the luxury of being in my 30s and being able to look back on things with the mentality of them being processed already
The 88 in my name mightve meant something to me in the past. It no longer does. But getting on topic i dont really have anyone in my life that id want to just kill or torture even if theyve wronged me...

 

[MoxyNoir808]

So, I will just say up front participation in this discussion does not automatically mean that you are a murderous sociopath.😂🤣😂

I think everyone at some point in their life has had an individual that they wish they could murder without repercussions. Maybe there are people that have never hated somebody that much but I would venture to guess most people have had at least one individual sometime in their life that they wish they could watch them die slowly. To me thinking about what you would do that at individual does not necessarily mean you're a sick person, it's better to do it in your mind than in real life.

So, for shits and giggles ...I put this question to you: given the opportunity to torture and kill the individual that you have loathed the most in your life what exactly would you do to make them suffer before putting them out of their misery? And what would be the method of the coup de gras (the killing blow)?

I will wait till some replies come in before I offer up what I would do😁

Pearl clutchers😂🤣😂🤣

 

[rottenfresh]

Hey @rottenfresh! Please forgive me, I'm new. I'm taking your little Emoji as maybe I broke a rule in posting this? If I did, my bad. I can take it down. I'm still new and learning things so didn't mean to flagrantly violate any rules.😊

No, no rule broken. I was waiting just as you were.☺️

 

[hedgerow]

no, i have never thought of torturing anyone in my life...although some people getting hit by a bus would be okay