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What's keeping you from killing yourself?

I was tempted to leave a smart assed reply but I see this is a serious discussion so I will refrain this time.

In life, seek fulfillment. Fulfillment comes from finding a purpose. Whether that purpose is your profession, family, hobby, pets, a routine, doesn’t matter. Too many people today are always striving for excitement over fulfillment, but the excitement doesn’t last. You are always chasing your next “high”, but a fulfilling life tends to stick around for awhile.
 
I suffer from depression and often find myself wondering why I even bother to keep going. I was wondering how many others on Goregrish have the same issue and if so, what is it that has stopped you from ending it at all and keeping you here?
In the best place mate,dysfunctional fanny's. Keep the head there's people love yae.Yer the one,

I suffer from depression and often find myself wondering why I even bother to keep going. I was wondering how many others on Goregrish have the same issue and if so, what is it that has stopped you from ending it at all and keeping you
Don't be daft, my aunt hung herself.her daughter's knew ,my uncle done the door.I'll sound like a dick but try a walk if you've no got a dog get one,keep yae sane mate
 
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I suffer from depression and often find myself wondering why I even bother to keep going. I was wondering how many others on Goregrish have the same issue and if so, what is it that has stopped you from ending it at all and keeping you here?
I am in a constant planning stage just now. I'm a woos and thinking of how I can do it and not suffer. How many tablets do I need to take etc.
 
I am naturally cynical, i also didnt understand human psychology most of my life. Therefore i was/kind of still a loner. I have learned over the years, at least in america, there is only one socially acceptable way to act around people. I have learned that humans, through evolution, have evolved to be "feelers," meaning they run mostly on primal emotion which mostly involved feeling good all the time by all means necessary. Therfore, to fit in, i only conversate positive items all the time and make sure to smile. It has worked and unfortunately, most interactions feel void and meaningless. But this is how humans evolved and i have tried to simulate. It is real unfortunate that negative emtions are taboo and thats why labels have been created. All because neurotypical people are feelers
 
Prolly what's stopped me from committing is my family and friends and overall people I care about. I know me being dead would hurt em, and I dont want to be the reason someone's depressed, so I might aswell keep going until everybody hates me.
 
I have real bad BPD and some other shit. Been suicidal most of my life and I'm probably going to post old gored up images/attempts at some point, I've been getting better but still relapse to cutting and ODing occasionally.


But, right now, lifes looking up. At least for now. I was just accepted into college, and I've managed to not relapse for a few months. I've finally been able to find joy in the shit I have at the moment.
Also fear. Not of death or family, just an overwhelming dread.
 
My 2 best buds, I've struggled with my fair share of issues (we all have them) throughout life. I could ask for 50 bucks and they'd send me 80 each, I could be homeless and they'd give me a place to stay, I could be broke and they'd buy me food without asking, not because they feel the need to but because they care about me and my well-being. Having someone in your life who is like that is a huge positive and they have kept me around for awhile.
 
I suffer from depression and often find myself wondering why I even bother to keep going. I was wondering how many others on Goregrish have the same issue and if so, what is it that has stopped you from ending it at all and keeping you here?
Your moms good puss is what stopped me lol
 
Provided you are living a decent,fairly healthy life tomorrow something completely unexpected and welcomed may come your way.
Opportunity is what one makes of it..
Fun rarely knocks on your door
 
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