bizarre Why Doesn't He Join Them

[jhon floyd]

I raised & financially supported a baby that wasn't mine. When she was born, she was half black, so there wasn't any room for doubt. Just because you're in a relationship or marriage with a woman doesn't mean she's your property.
... My fiance was bisexual and I'm only a man. So for her, we agreed with each other that she could have sex with women, as long as she would let me know if love started manifesting with any of the women. We agreed that other men would still be off limits for her, as well as other women for me (I'm not bisexual, so the same agreement wasn't necessary for men).
... Her mother introduced us when I used to sell dope. They were both turning tricks, so I did a little pimping/security. Casual sex & business evolved into feelings after a while, but didn't really get serious until some time later. As we started falling in love, I asked her if she could stop tricking so that we could actually give things a fighting chance. At first she didn't want to stop, but after I dated other women she finally agreed, and I agreed to stop pimping & having sex with other women as well.
... There were some golden years in-between the 10+ years we had the privilege spending with each other. But we had the occasional fights & temporary break-ups. Mostly because I wanted to break our addiction. At the time I had the will power, but she struggled a little bit more. Unfortunately I would lose my patients sometimes, and overreact. That was the beginning of the end.
... I expected her to get clean while working 70 hours a week. Without me being there to help give her the support she needed. I expected too much, too soon. She still managed to get clean, but she did it for me instead of for herself. Any addict will tell you that it rarely works that way. Any time we got in a fight, she would go out and use. Eventually that led to her seeing an ex-bf and cheating on me.
...It was what it was. I was happier with her than without her, and vice versa. So I did something that mature men do when they actually love their partner, I forgave her. Why? Because I'm not perfect, you're not perfect, no one is perfect. And especially because I knew that there was no way in fucking hell that her ex would work hard enough to make sure that her and that innocent child were taken care of.
... You're clearly not a man, but a boy. Using shit like "smash" tells me that you lack intelligence, and have the maturity level of a teenager. Acting in spite, because of how insecure you are tells me how pitiful you abilities are in bed. I can say without a doubt that you don't know how to please a woman, let alone give them an orgasm. So your closed minded, sexually inadequate & repressed, and have such low self-esteem that you wish the same on others that you feel threatened by. Maybe down the road you might be able to fix your flaws, but you have to acknowledge that they exist first.

im not reading that shit, go fucking kill yourself

 

[indishrooms]

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eh if you can't beat em join em!