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home for a bit

hey peeps, im gonna be home from rehab until after christmas so i may be active on here some. hope everyone is doing well, i am and im sober! have a great day/night.
Congrats Gorefriend! Keep up the Good fight! Get Online and Chat if It gets a ltl tuff! U've got this! 🤘🤟🤙...SP
 
no, im on methadone but i tried buprenorphine for a bit
Try to keep the milligrams low my friend! Best of Luck to Ya. U can beat it!!!
It's a Battle;But a Battle U can Win. Chin up and "Fuck Dat Bitch" 🤘🤟🤙...SP

Wishing you strength to stay clean. You're a long time dead, being alive is much more fun, so stay off that shit.
Words of Wisdom! There's My Lady!
🌹🥂'S 🤘🤟🤙...SP
 
growing up i was sexually, verbally and physically abused and the word faggot was used against me a lot so i just kinda got used to. it and i guess it stuck in a weird way
Don't you think its time to put all that behind you? Become a new person and change your outlook on life, get rid of the faggot, just because someone else abused you, you don't have to abuse your self.
 
hey peeps, im gonna be home from rehab until after christmas so i may be active on here some. hope everyone is doing well, i am and im sober! have a great day/night.
The important thing is have always ice cubes for the obvious reasons
 
Well done for getting into rehab. It’s almost 2.5 years since I was admitted to rehab for opiates and alcohol. I’ve been sober since and life is so much better. I opted not to have maintenance therapy with methadone or buprenorphine. Long term, being totally drug free is better, but maintenance therapy is beneficial to many people for a period of time.

Our pasts cannot be changed, they have already happened. We can learn from them and re-parent our emotional responses to them. We can’t control our emotional impulses, but we can chose our response to them, which does take time and regular practice.

Nothing that happened to you in the past is your fault. Our naturally narcissistic child brains take any event as ‘it must be my fault’ which then leads to toxic shame as adults. A deep feeling there is something wrong with us and that we are not worth the love of anyone and even ourselves. Addictions become the pain relief, the numbing effect or the quick mood boost. Ultimately, addiction makes everything worse.

Sobriety allows us to find ourselves again. Find love again, and find happiness again.

It is okay to sometimes feel sad, bored, angry or anxious. These are normal emotions. Learn to sit with them for a period of time, and tell yourself “it is okay to feel like this”. Then, once you have accepted the emotion, you can move towards a nicer or neural emotion in a healthy way, rather than trying to fix it quickly with any addictive behaviour or substance.

Live in ‘the now’. Don’t live in the past, or try to predict the future. Make the present moment your focus, don’t try to control what you can’t control, and good things will come from this.

I wish you all the best in your recovery. You are worth the life you have been given, and the love you will receive.
 
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