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I mentioned lifelover on my second post to this forum!
I hope to offer and not take. Not a gore hound, how the hell do ya'll find the quality of images of gore posted here anyhow? lol I watched mexican chainsaw beheading and knew I had to sign up or go home. lol My likes are: deviant criminal behaviour, DSBM (depressive suicidal black metal) For a taste, listen to Happy Days, the mighy Lifelover, Kaltetod, Eindig, Vil, Suicidal Inc. and so many others. I also play the guitar as well as take a lot of pictures of sunsets. I am my most happy when I have a hot cup of coffee in front of me and I am mixing guitar tracks and vocals/creating lyrics.
Oh yeah I lied, I first knew 2-3 weeks ago I would be registering after I found the Ricardo Lopez video which I watched in its entirety. That's how I found the forum in the first place. Thanks for reading and nice to be amongst such a community.
 
lol here it is (:

I need to say sorry
Sorry for not saying the words
I'm about to say before
But never did i know
That I would have such a deep void left
Now that you're not here
Things just aren't the same and nothing I do
Can bring you back for you're gone
My words are left in the back of my throat
They have nowhere to go
They should have been spoke
They should have been said
But panic now sets in and I would do anything
To have you here with me
I would give everything to look across the room
And see you sitting there
Words can be said and worded every which way
But they do no not convey my loss I feel
I've lost an opportunity
And realize from now on I'm gonna have to live
Without you and find a way
To exist now that you're not here
I must carry on hereafter
They say our souls continue to exist
And only with you gone will I live a life
As if conscience were real
Legitamacy something never considered
I don't want to live in this world now
But to fail you wherever you are
Just does not feel right
No matter what happens I have to find a way
For you to truly hear the words I didn't say
They sit there lost with nowhere to go
I'm just as lost as them
I'm sorry
 
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