Have you ever talked with someone your gore interests?

[SparseWolf]

A random wolf here. I know I'm newbie, I know that, at some point, isn't normal to take a peek in gore forums and have zero sympathy for the victims, since a common citizen would be horrified
I was 2 months "sober" about seeing gore media. I always talk to myself that is for my mental tranquility, but again, since I remember my password successfully, I enter the forum again.
I consider myself a normal person. I mean, I know the moral implications of the violence. Despite of that, I was fascinated with the violent media, specially suicide media. The main reason to search for suicidal images was to convince myself that it doesn't worth it.
But again, I don't want to start an bullshit, moralistic thread. I want to know why gore media became a little drug to me. I know I'm long to commit any crime, because I don't have the balls to survive in a prison.
I don't want to talk with my therapist about it. The mental health people are always moralistic and surely I will put in my a kind of suicide watch or something, despite I'm feeling okay, in comparison to past months or years.
The ironic part is that a lot of people called me an angel , a good person!
Since some people had their lives destroyed because a nude photos leaked, or some politician got caught in bribery or corruption, I fear a lot that someone discovers my insensitive hobby or tendency.
That's why this wolf doesn't leave its cavern too often.
Cheers, humans.

 

[Smokinrav]

No. And I live in fear of my phone getting a forensic exam by authorities lol

 

[Bill Murray]

Nope. The real world thinks I'm a kind, decent and thoughtful person.

 

[Gh0zt™]

Yea , now they all think im weird and dont really talk to me anymore

 

[Wolf]

No point in discussing it with people. Most have blinders on to the reality around them. Those who want to know find their way to sites like this one, just as you did. It means you're alive and aware and dealing with it in your own way.

 

[malevolence_liour]

I've been lurking on gore forums and sites since the beginning of my teen years and practically grew up in it. I didn't tell anyone until I was 19 or so -- I discussed the effects of exposure to gore at a young age in one of my ethics classes, and eventually also told my then-SO about it. My then-SO had a visceral reaction to it and basically made me choose between his "godly" way or this way... And I'm here lmao.

 

[Legendary Fuckwad]

I used to show my depressed ex girlfriend suicide videos

 

[Deleted User 201666]

It's my lil secret n mine alone tbf nobody else would be interested

 

[SagittariusA*]

yes, but my "interests" arent that special like those of others i see here

 

[Grand Mal Caesar]

No. But people have their suspicions.

 

[Denim Chicken]

NO. I get sick pleasure from
carrying this shit around with me in silence. Only if someone else brings it up
do I ever ever mention it.

 

[sd0891]

NO. I get sick pleasure from
carrying this shit around with me in silence. Only if someone else brings it up
do I ever ever mention it.

Me too, not mentioning this to my SO or parents, maybe showed my father some gruesome stuff but nothing compared to what I see.

 

[Chernika]

A few. it was a friend of mine that introduced me to this particular site. When I was younger my parents were disgusted but didn’t really give a damn and didn’t object to my watching it.

 

[Ivan Drago]

My brother. He thinks I should see a psychiatrist.

 

[mrln]

my wife knows. but she already knows im "off" shes said it before she knew about this anyway.

 

[Interregnum]

I only use my mouth for food

 

[McM]

No, they think I'm looking for Hitler pics.

 

[Kitty katt]

A random wolf here. I know I'm newbie, I know that, at some point, isn't normal to take a peek in gore forums and have zero sympathy for the victims, since a common citizen would be horrified
I was 2 months "sober" about seeing gore media. I always talk to myself that is for my mental tranquility, but again, since I remember my password successfully, I enter the forum again.
I consider myself a normal person. I mean, I know the moral implications of the violence. Despite of that, I was fascinated with the violent media, specially suicide media. The main reason to search for suicidal images was to convince myself that it doesn't worth it.
But again, I don't want to start an bullshit, moralistic thread. I want to know why gore media became a little drug to me. I know I'm long to commit any crime, because I don't have the balls to survive in a prison.
I don't want to talk with my therapist about it. The mental health people are always moralistic and surely I will put in my a kind of suicide watch or something, despite I'm feeling okay, in comparison to past months or years.
The ironic part is that a lot of people called me an angel , a good person!
Since some people had their lives destroyed because a nude photos leaked, or some politician got caught in bribery or corruption, I fear a lot that someone discovers my insensitive hobby or tendency.
That's why this wolf doesn't leave its cavern too often.
Cheers, humans.

Thank you for your post, and honesty. 👍

 

[Cadaver_blowjob]

My girlfriend works as a surgeon assistent in a hospital. I show her some gore and ask her what they can do to help the victim in the pic or video..

She isn't into the gore like I am but she understands that people find it fascinating.

My best friend and biker buddy is also into gore. So we talke alot about it woth eachother. So yeah. Everyone around me knows I love gore.. I don't got the nickname redneck for nothing here you know haha

 

[girl101]

No. This is my dirty little secret that I will take to the grave