Serious How do you think you'll die

[PurrGirl]

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But I do not work. Because I am full time caretaker of my parents (cancer and end stage dementia and my parents estate. I am unmarried housewife with special needs kIds aka my parents

I can't work because myself because I am fighting stomach cancer

My allowance is access to my parents bank accounts to bills, property tax etc, both are end stage now.

An allowance is a certain amount of money someone gives you on a regular basis. Access to your parents' bank accounts to pay bills is not an allowance. Why was your access removed? Who removed it? Makes no sense unless you were mismanaging it.

And yes, you too can get a job and earn money. If you're able to take care of your parents, you can get a job and take care of yourself. If you don't have enough money to live, for whatever reason, you stop taking care of your parents for free and you put on your own life preserver.

 

[girl101]

An allowance is a certain amount of money someone gives you on a regular basis. Access to your parents' bank accounts to pay bills is not an allowance. Why was your access removed? Who removed it? Makes no sense unless you were mismanaging it.

And yes, you too can get a job and earn money. If you're able to take care of your parents, you can get a job and take care of yourself. If you don't have enough money to live, for whatever reason, you stop taking care of your parents for free and you put on your own life preserver.

I can not have a job because my parents my parents need 24 hour supervision and can not be left alone at.all. regarding my parents money they have several pensions. 6 between them. When they die the money pensions go bye bye. Meaning no allowance for me
No-one has taken my money access I also have full control of power and medical Attorney as well no wonder why I want out of my life via death

 

[PurrGirl]

I can not have a job because my parents my parents need 24 hour supervision and can not be left alone at.all. regarding my parents money they have several pensions. 6 between them. When they die the money pensions go bye bye. Meaning no allowance for me
No-one has taken my money access I also have full control of power and medical Attorney as well no wonder why I want out of my life via death

Ok, yeah, you're right. You should just give up and kill yourself after they die, rather than trying anything else whatsoever to improve your situation.

 

[heleyliddellx]

Tôi luôn tự hỏi liệu người khác có nghĩ về cái chết nhiều như tôi không. Tôi đã gặp rất nhiều vấn đề về sức khỏe và một vài vấn đề suýt xảy ra, hầu hết đều là do tôi tự gây ra sự đau đớn về mặt kỹ thuật. Tất nhiên, giống như mọi người khác, tôi chỉ muốn đi ngủ và rơi xuống vực thẳm mà không hề sợ hãi hay đau đớn. Nhưng rồi tâm trí tôi lại cho rằng điều đó nghe có vẻ cũng không phải là một điều tuyệt vời lắm bởi vì ai đó sẽ tìm thấy tôi, và gia đình tôi sẽ phải biến cuộc đời tôi thành một hộp giày chứa đầy những thứ tình cảm. Tôi thực sự muốn xin lỗi trước cho tất cả các dương vật giả. Nhưng tôi khá chắc chắn rằng mình sẽ chết vì ung thư hoặc có thể bị mất trí nhớ do dùng thuốc theo toa. Tôi biết hút thuốc gây ung thư nhưng một nửa số thứ họ bán dưới dạng thực phẩm ở Walmart cũng vậy. Tôi ước gì mình có manh mối để có thể "mất tích" và lẻn đến một nơi nào đó đẹp đẽ và xa xôi để gia đình tôi có thể hy vọng thay vì nỗi đau buồn đặc biệt của những người bị bỏ lại sau khi ai đó quyết định loại mình khỏi cuộc điều tra dân số.

Đây không phải là lý tưởng hóa tự tử hay tiếng kêu cứu. Tôi đã luôn như vậy ngay cả khi còn nhỏ.

Vì vậy, câu hỏi của tôi là... Bạn nghĩ mình sẽ chết như thế nào, Bạn có suýt chết không (thời gian kể chuyện, hình ảnh thậm chí còn hay hơn đây là GG) và bạn muốn chết như thế nào?

Tôi hy vọng bạn sẽ sớm khỏe lại

I always wonder if other people think about death as much as I do. I have had a lot of health problems and a few near misses most of which were technically self-inflicted agony. Of course, like everyone else, I would like to just go to sleep and slip into the abyss with no fear or pain. But then my mind makes even that sound like not such a great thing because someone is going to find me, and my family is going to have to widdle my life down to a shoebox of sentimental things. I really want to apologize in advance for all the dildos. But I am pretty sure I'll die from cancer or quite possibly end up with dementia due to the prescription drugs I take. I know smoking causes cancer but so does half the stuff they sell as food in Walmart. I kind of wished I had a clue so I could "go missing" and slip off into some place beautiful and remote so my family could hope instead of the exceptionally painful grief of those left behind after someone decides to remove themselves from the census.

This isn't suicidal idealization or a cry for help I have always been this way even as a kid.

So my questions are... How do you think you'll die, Have you almost died (story time, pictures even better this is GG after all,) and how would you prefer to die?

i hope you will get well soon, bro

 

[ThunderCat]

I can not have a job because my parents my parents need 24 hour supervision and can not be left alone at.all. regarding my parents money they have several pensions. 6 between them. When they die the money pensions go bye bye. Meaning no allowance for me
No-one has taken my money access I also have full control of power and medical Attorney as well no wonder why I want out of my life via death

If they have an Estate, ie...Money why can they not hire some help, or you seek to get a government grant towards help with them. Give you a bit of breathing space. I KNO from experience HOW HARD it is to look after the dying. It's bloody hard as a job let alone your own family or friends.
There Must be help out there. As a carer that can come over for like 4/6/8 hours a day to help YOU out. It's a hell of a lot to take on by yourself. What abouy other family members?

Oh and DON'T feel guilty about getting some help in. I'm positive your parents would understand. You need you time, we all do when under that sorta pressure and uoset

 

[Asbestos]

I'd like to die of old age, maybe but I doubt it

A: Toxic gas inhalation
B: Drowning
C: Shot

my reasons being:

A: I wanna be a chemist
B: I wanna be a marine biologist
C: if none of those work, I can always go and be a war photographer

 

[cunningstuff]

I wanna go with my favorite chefs knife in my hand stabbing cops.

 

[D.O.A.]

Heart attack, I'm almost due for one

 

[Enocrates]

"For the wages of sin is death: but the gift of God is eternal life, through Jesus Christ our Lord."

Romans 6:23

 

[SanTheMan]

Probably by accidental gunshot wound something will probably break or cant control full auto in the future something gun related but not suicide, accidental.

 

[Donkeyd]

Judging by all the drugs I've taken I reckon I'll probably die of dementia. I just feel for my poor family

 

[Bender41]

By excessive mastrubation

 

[tricksterspirit]

i think i would like to die having sex. i will probably die of a heart attack or cancer if i don't stop smoking. if i stop smoking it will be dementia or a brain tumor. both my grandfathers had brain tumors.

 

[TexasMassacre]

Knowing me?
I’d either die by some freak accident or by suicide. I’ve always been suicidal and I’ve thought about death a lot.
If anything, I’d want to go out on my own terms, but sometimes life just has its ways and shit happens

 

[Ravishing Rick Rude]

I’ve contemplated death many times. Having an interest in palliative care, I find trying to give the patient the death I would want for myself helps me give them ‘a good death’. However, it’s not a negative or intrusive thought pattern for me.

The best deaths I’ve seen, are people dying at home from old age or a progressive terminal illness, where their family are around them joking and having fun. When the family are positive, the dying patient rarely needs any medications to ease them through death. All of these patients had a serene facial expression, and often a kind of smile at the moment of death. So that always appealed to me.

I went to verify the death of one of these patients a couple of years back during Easter weekend. The family were joking about him being resurrected like Jesus as it was Easter and I was laughing as I performed the examination to verify the death. His wife asked if I could close his eyes, which I explained is almost impossible if they remain open after death. They didn’t close, to which his wife said “well he was a stubborn bugger in life so no change in death”. Then his son put his sun glasses on the patient and crossed his arms to make him look “like a cool dude”. Then we all pissed ourselves laughing. To me, this guy had a very good death, and didn’t need any medications.

@RD81 it sounds like your thoughts are more an OCD pattern of intrusive thoughts. Did you experience a death in the family as a younger person? Maybe your thoughts are happy and calm, but if they bother you consider getting the book Overcoming Obsessive Compulsive Disorder second edition by David Veale and Rob Wilson.

My dad passed on May 6th of this year, he was in palliative care and he went unconscious around May 1st / coma like state and passed 5 days later , I never saw him but it was said he had a bit of a smile on his face as well, so he basically fell asleep and never woke up , I guess that's the best way to go , he was 74

 

[Lovinight]

I know lots of ways to prevent cancer if you're interested, dementia, stay away from aluminum, don't drink out of it or cook with it for that. Personally I think I will be murdered, not because I'm a bad person, it is just something I have felt since a very young age, no idea how, or where, but I don't think it will be pretty. I have often contemplated suicide just to avoid it.

 

[slickrick27]

Hopefully happily.

I'm a looser 51yo loose my job two years ago no kid no wife no friend ALONE I'm dazed in Madness I WANT TO DIE QUICLKY !!!

Yea I'd want to die quickly too

 

[mangled]

Maybe hanging, but I prefer something sleeping, overdose of chems

 

[magic420]

Suicide, alot of trust issues can't even have friendship without thinking there just going to stab me in the back when right for them

 

[Bill Murray]

Diagnosed with cancer at age 67 with a three year life expectancy, will either OD on fentanyl (or whatever they're handing out in 2040ish) or blow my head off.