The 'socially Acceptable' you vs the goregrish you

[1fktmind]

I am not much different in real life. I have no sense of humor and very straight forward. I love to travel the world. I rather hurt people then lie. Professionally I do surgery and research in hospital and have postdoc in medicine, will not reveal field for privacy reasons. My original path to this website was to become familiar with death. But it turns out a lot of interesting people is present in this forum, so I keep comming back even sometimes with years in between.

 

[1fktmind]

I'm not accepted socially 🤣.

I'm 43, 2 kids and lover of animals. People know I HATE people and that I'm weird, akward and a loser.
Most of my time is spend in my couch. I don't have friends. I don't do social stuff.

People think I'm a dedicated belive.

When i on FB posted all the shit men have put me through. All the rapes, the incest, the gang rapes and so on... in the name of "metoo" they got to see some of my dark side.

But most don't know about my rage. And my fantasies about killing. Except my one half sister... we share.
And im not that dedicated to my belief... actually I suck.

It's not life itself that makes life hard, it is the stupidity around you. Isolated people understands this. Best advise - Delete all this social media and bad relatives - everytime you read it you loose 0.002% points of your IQ - find your pleasure in life and stick with it. I don't allow anyone to intoxicate my life with stupidity and I am so happy and satisfied with my life!!

 

[Gurgled_Sliced_Throat]

The 'socially Acceptable' you​

No such person exists...

Totally agree, i'm very much the same IRL. I'm not an internet warrior or put on a fake persona. Idgaf what people think, i'm not aggressive (unless i need to be) but very assertive, quiet and reserved at times, but also observant and aware. I can be very blunt, or caring. I have a good job, good friends, and most of all, i'm close to my family.

 

[kaijucore]

I’m pretty much the same person, only minor differences.
I don’t deal well with conflict, so don’t engage in a lot of flaming on here or even voice many opinions as a whole - I like to try and be friendly and I prefer to observe.The same applies irl, but I’m definitely more outspoken, especially politically. I see no point in discussing any of my beliefs here because it’s counterproductive.
I’m probably quieter on here than I am irl because I can better control what I say - irl I tend to talk a bit too much, end up embarrassing myself/annoying others, at least I feel I do. I have c-ptsd, so I tend to assume folks don’t want me around, even when logic tells me otherwise, which makes it hard to maintain friendships - I’m very good at making friends, and getting others to like me, but can’t commit to getting close, so I have a small circle. In a way the interactions I have on here are easier - they’re less intense, and more genuine. I don’t have to second guess the intentions of anyone on here and experience anxiety about it - the very nature of this site is to be brutally real, and I like that. There’s no uncertainty. So I probably seem more confident and collected here because of that. None of the weird shit I sometimes hit out with is embarrassing here, it fits in if anything.

 

[Gurgled_Sliced_Throat]

Hmmm lets see....Goregrish me has tattoos, purple hair, watches gore and sometimes gets too emotional about things.

Real life me has tattoos, purple hair that will be red instead on Thursday, watches gore, and always gets too emotional about things.

Have 4 grown kids who know about all of the above and somehow turned out normal (ok one didn't turn out all that great but I am 3 for 4). I am an upper level manager even with all this, so I must have done something right. I don't shout my beliefs on anything because I don't have anything to prove....so me not always blabbering on about "what I think" isn't a downer. I don't tell people shit about what I think because idgaf what their opinions are on the same. So it all works out I suppose.

I am always me I guess. Take it or leave it.

Beautifully put

 

[Yumisan]

I'm jus the same wherever I am.

 

[Gurgled_Sliced_Throat]

I just say it how it is 🤷‍♂️ when everyone had to wear masks etc and they had people on the doors of shops making sure people wore them, I would just walk straight past them and not even reply to them or look at them and 80% of the time they would just leave me alone and the other times I would just simply say fuck off and most times they did and if they didn't I would just say I'm exempt...

And majority of the confrontations I've had in shops have been caused by other people, the last one I had was because some guy who was about 40/45 said to my mother who is approaching 70 and is very very ill "where the fuck is your mask" to which she replied "I'm exempt" he then replied "it's because of cunts like you why the virus is spreading so much" he didn't realise I was with my mum because we were both at opposite ends of the Isle and I flew in to a rage grabbed him by his throat and pushed him backwards in to the fridges and his wife was begging me to leave him alone and my mum and partner calmed me down and I let go of him, I then told him I would be waiting outside for him and left the supermarket,

A few minutes later two security guards came out to talk to me and ask me to let him leave, when I told them what he had said they both agreed that if he spoke to their mother like that they would have done the same, but said they would have to call the police if I wouldn't allow him to leave, I said to the guards tell him to apologise to my mum and I would leave it at that, which he did and that was the end of it

That's good sportsmanship, at least you're honest about it. Yeah, that's fucked up for him to lash out at your mother like that. People like that are insufferable cunts.

 

[Gurgled_Sliced_Throat]

that's nice!


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Even though i'm American, I have watched Mrs. Brown's Boys. Fucking hilarious the Grandpa is my favorite character.

 

[hedgerow]

Even though i'm American, I have watched Mrs. Brown's Boys. Fucking hilarious the Grandpa is my favorite character.

lol, i only recently learned about that funny show, and was hoping to hadn't seen it...next time!

 

[IkeaPsyco]

It's not life itself that makes life hard, it is the stupidity around you. Isolated people understands this. Best advise - Delete all this social media and bad relatives - everytime you read it you loose 0.002% points of your IQ - find your pleasure in life and stick with it. I don't allow anyone to intoxicate my life with stupidity and I am so happy and satisfied with my life!!

It's totally fucking people, that makes it unbearable!!
I have deleted most. Including "family". Pleasure in life will be traveling but unfortunately I have to wait a bit until that happens. 1 1/2 years approximately.

I'm glad that you found happiness 💗💗💗

 

[ministerofpropaganda]

Socially acceptable me doesn’t exist, so I’m a recluse

 

[Pikeru]

Not that much different but honestly have to watch what i say since i live in a liberal fag state. At least when Im out. Am more let loose with my family. They told me to never change.

 

[NoConvexity]

I'm always the same person because I'm not a fake ass.
There's enough fake asses.

 

[TexasMassacre]

I’m the same both ways, only thing that’s hidden is the fact I come on here lol

 

[Bad Hippo]

Lady Penelope, Mary Poppins and Mother Theresa.

Fake, annoying, and dead?

Or did I misread into your comment there? If I did, I apologise.

On Goregrish, I'm probably more provocative then usual. A glittery troll.

In real life, I'm not a troll, I'm more of an ogre. My large size and frame (and apparently sour disposition) tends to keep people at a distance, which is great for when I want to sit on a bus without anyone taking the seat next to me. I typically get served first in a pub - when I rarely go for a drink - and unusually I seldom get drawn into fights. The old addage is that if you stand out, you get thumped, but when you're as big as me (hence "Hippo") people tend to think twice, three times, and then forget about doing anything truly stupid.

I'm straight-talking, direct to the point of being blunt, but I do have a broad sense of humour, frequently openly laughing at other people's misfortune. Again, my size typically prevents others from openly stating their displeasure at my booming laugh. One of the perks of being 6-ft 6-in, and built like the ass end of a tank: it's not pretty, but it's helluva functional, and people worry that I might just roll over them if they get caught in my way.

I can turn my charm on at will and can chat easily with nearly anyone, but I find it difficult to make genuine friendships work. When you're open about your sexuality, I've found that men tend to get uncomfortable in my company, especially if they are straight. I'm big into consent, but I guess some guys look at me and think "he could violate me if he really wanted to". And sometimes, it is very pleasing to see the fear in the eyes of other men. Did I mention I'm also a sadist? No? Oh well. I am.

 

[badangel7]

i'm a cyborg
i do what i'm programmed to do which is infiltrate, establish trust, report findings to superiors aboard the mother ship, and orchestrate the complete annihilation of the human raaaaaa... uh oh



umm, i'm totally the same, on or off the airwaves, dudes

 

[Dolly]

Fake, annoying, and dead?

If Mary Poppins annoys you then there is something very wrong with you, shes practically perfect in everyway.

 

[Chief Queef]

I stand behind everything I post and respond to. I don't hide behind an avatar and I have no issue reinstating my beliefs to the whites of your eyes...

 

[GenericMale]

I don't put up any fronts anymore because it's bad for my mental health to pretend to be someone I'm not.
My most toxic traits are that truth be told, after the shit people have put me through in my life I don't really feel love in my heart for 99.9% of people any more, but also neither do I feel grudges or ill intent, I let all that shit just go for my own mental healths sake.
I'll admit I'm not a probably not a good person and I'm a right fucking perv but I keep that shit locked down indoors, it doesn't affect anybody lmao, except me.
If I don't like someone, I don't pretend to. I just do what I need to do, I'm always nice to children and animals and I try to look after myself.
I generally tend to believe that all people are equal, as long as they are given the same decent upbringing and are given the same core values.
But yeah the basketball people problem is genuinely a problem and a plague, but it's too late to stop it now.

 

[Bad Hippo]

a right fucking perv but I keep that shit locked down

What perversions do you have, or do you enjoy?