Serious What kind of person are you in reality (3 Viewers)

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⛧GOREGRiNDR⛧

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Depends

At work, I'm the most polite person you'll ever meet, very patient with people, though occasionally I'll get really pissed off. Not rude, always helpful, always talk respectfully to people, avoid getting into arguments, and nothing people say bothers me.

Among friends, depends. Sometimes I let my edginess bleed through. When topics of misfortune or sadness bleed through into my friends' conversations, I either pretend I care and offer empty condolences to make them feel better, or tell jokes and distract so their sadness can't piss me off and ruin the vibe of the hangout, depends on what's more socially appropriate.

In my head though, it's a whole different story. Constantly fantasize about my friends committing suicide, or dying in accidents, because I know I wouldn't really react much anyway if they did. Try to imagine situations where I could legally kill someone, and how to get into them, mostly because I don't want to be fucked going through the effort to do anything illegal, that's a level of risk I don't want to fuck around with.

Truth is, I wasn't always this dark, but I always had dark triad traits like low empathy, sadism, and manipulativeness to a degree since I was kid, but after I worked at some car retailer having to deal with fat people and spics all day, I got severely depressed, and I think that shit gave me brain damage, so now I'm uncaring, callous, and want to witness murders/suicides with my own eyes for a chuckle. I'll never let anyone see how deep my callousness goes, but here I know nobody gives a fuck because none of you will find out who I am anyway.

TL;DR - At work, really nice and polite, sometimes helpful, everyone likes me. With friends, edginess can shine through but still come off as normal. In my head/online, borderline evil.

Edit: On an unrelated note, I wonder how much of us are psychopaths, sociopaths, or sadists. I don't even know whether I am, but I'm not paying some fucking shrink to ask me questions I've already asked myself dozens of times to find out.
I have a terribly overwhelming desire to meet you (I know it won't happen). Like all the way down to the 4th paragraph, we must be fucking doppelgangers, wow. Thanks for sharing.
 

Brainfart

Don't take what I say seriously...
Ain't no fuckin way that's you!!! Hahha
Time's passed on since that time...here is a newer one...
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We are gathered here because we love blood, but our real face is strange.
I am a sunny, humorous and popular person. My friends will never think that I would like to watch such things.
what about you?
I am a funny, insightful, and interesting guy and just like you, no one would suspect I’m into this type of shit. My current gf calls herself weird and definitely is a lot like me but she would never think of me the same if I told her I enjoyed the death of others. And that goes for everyone I know not just her.
 

Impyboi

"I'm pee boi" lul
This user was banned
Everyone who knows me would expect me to be on a site like this. Not a single person would be surprised in the least bit.
 

Poopywater

Fresh Meat
I am highly educated. I have a College degree. I am an attractive, successful female. Married, have kids. Im friendly, but have a portal to hell temper if provoked.
 

Lielax

NewbieX
On the internet I'm likely able to express my personal issues and let my mind speak. I watch gore and porn to chill and I don't give a single fuck whenever people call me sick in the head. On the contrary, I'm more pretentious in real life, I've managed to interact with small groups of people. I don't have friends and I'm grateful for that. :)
 
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