It happens a lot when listening to classical songs like this one...
In these kind of moments i can feel a pulse in my temples and I imagine myself torturing somebody in many refined ways covered in blood from head to feet, an ecstatic smile on my face, it really is realistic, almost as if I can feel it within my skin.
It's an orgasmic pleasure for me to imagine the bones of my victim cracking and breaking under my imaginary hammer, feeling the flesh tearing apart and the blood flowing like a river of rubies with its intoxicating metallic smell...
Am i the only one experiencing that ? Is it normal ?
I remember telling my psychiatrist about that, she looked a little surprised I think.
In these kind of moments i can feel a pulse in my temples and I imagine myself torturing somebody in many refined ways covered in blood from head to feet, an ecstatic smile on my face, it really is realistic, almost as if I can feel it within my skin.
It's an orgasmic pleasure for me to imagine the bones of my victim cracking and breaking under my imaginary hammer, feeling the flesh tearing apart and the blood flowing like a river of rubies with its intoxicating metallic smell...
Am i the only one experiencing that ? Is it normal ?
I remember telling my psychiatrist about that, she looked a little surprised I think.