Have u ever experienced psychosis?

[gabe blackburn]

The only time that I experience what I guess you would call a psychotic break or episode was brought on by a lack of sleep and narcotics. 5 days without sleep shooting speedballs will do that to you by the end of the Marathon me and my friend were talking about eating babies and burning shit down thankfully none of it occurred took some black tar heroin and some benzos and got some sleep woke up two days later feeling as if somebody hit me with a car

 

[GOTTOFORGET]

so you're telling everybody you're sick in your head on a site where we watch people who are sick in their head and you ask us if we are sick in our head ? I mean stop taking poison pharma snake medication bs if it doesn't work which I know it doesn't work, then why take it ? go read a book like the quran maybe that will help ? it helped me in every aspect in life maybe the one and only lord who created you could do the same with you ?

 

[Racist Bastard]

I have the schizophrenic and bipolar with psychotic features gene from my mothers family im still fairly young but due to my drug use and stressful lifestyle I have had full on psychotic breaks before.Which I always deeply “regret” after I come out of it , I’m curious about ur experiences with it cause personally it’s the scariest most haunting thing I have ever experienced .
My first psychotic break was the worst,it sent me to juvenile detention basically that one was caused by lack of sleep , I took a short nap and that’s when it started. u lose all control over urself and u can’t stop it , hallucinations paranoia everything uve ever felt on a bad trip but 10x multiplied
My second break happened randomly at a faculty , I was dating this Shit bag good for nothing guy and we had fought before me going to study there , when I sat down I just felt that initial rush and that out of body feeling, I did have more control cause I knew I had to get somewhere I deemed safe I still had some sanity I basically took my stuff left and when I got outside everyone’s faces started to look demonic people were chasing after me and I started running to the bus stop to where I felt a bit more safe but couldn’t stop staring at this one woman I thought was a witch following me all along
And then there’s the “mini schizophrenic “ moments i get here and there such as delusions of grandeur or just extreme irrational paranoia also word salad or weird disorganised speech as u can probably tell, that one’s more annoying cz it’s harder to hide lol

My problem is too many drugs /unfortunate situations in my childhood. Changed my brain and now I'm very paranoid. Have severe anxiety/ depression . I've been out of my mind a couple times but only remember a bit. Once out of nowhere for no reason at all I nearly strangled a friend to death.

 

[LACEYHATESPEOPLE]

Tik tok is that’s way ~~~~~>
Thanks for playing
The gore is right

so you're telling everybody you're sick in your head on a site where we watch people who are sick in their head and you ask us if we are sick in our head ? I mean stop taking poison pharma snake medication bs if it doesn't work which I know it doesn't work, then why take it ? go read a book like the quran maybe that will help ? it helped me in every aspect in life maybe the one and only lord who created you could do the same with you ?

Maybe she’s your first cousin and y’all can make the love. ? Lil love love? Lil bump and grind? Lil missing a few chromosomes babies?

 

[(G.O.A.T.) Tubemonkey]

so you're telling everybody you're sick in your head on a site where we watch people who are sick in their head and you ask us if we are sick in our head ? I mean stop taking poison pharma snake medication bs if it doesn't work which I know it doesn't work, then why take it ? go read a book like the quran maybe that will help ? it helped me in every aspect in life maybe the one and only lord who created you could do the same with you ?

Fuck off you muslim imbecilic goat fucker. You're in no place to consult on mental illness. Read the koran about a pedophile more-ham-ed

 

[schizogangrape]

No. Have you ever taken meds? Because you definitely need theyy

You sound like you're too young

so you're telling everybody you're sick in your head on a site where we watch people who are sick in their head and you ask us if we are sick in our head ? I mean stop taking poison pharma snake medication bs if it doesn't work which I know it doesn't work, then why take it ? go read a book like the quran maybe that will help ? it helped me in every aspect in life maybe the one and only lord who created you could do the same with you ?

Just curious on others peoples experiences as I can’t really ask this kind of stuff irl , u can imagine why
Im a young adult btw I really have no problem in being honest expressing what I’ve dealt with in the past since I had the courage to overcome it and be considered “normal” or functioning in society , now when it comes to my online presence ofc it’s gonna be different since I have no reason to hide or lie.
And ab the meds , I’ve tried in the past anti psychotics and didn’t like them I find that meditation and working out regularly does the same effect …

You kids, always have to have the latest illness to make yourselves more credible, and announce your ailments to the world, mental health issues is super popular this year, knocking fake tourettes off the top spot .In the old days you kept being a bit nuts to yourself, and frankly it was shameful to even be depressed. I do wish you people would learn to have an actual personality not defined by your special ailments and /or gender/sexual preferences.

The only people who know about my experiences with this in my life are my immediate family and of course my therapist , I really have no reason to lie it’s hard dealing with hard hitting stuff and not really being able to show urself how u really are in the real word so going on anonymous forums is fun for me … ab the new age politics im just as sane as anyone else me dealing with genetic issues doesn’t mean I’m in the new age crowd with trannies and whatever bs they invented .
U seem like u are too eager to display ur contrarianism so you miss the whole point

Tik tok is that’s way ~~~~~>
Thanks for playing
The gore is right

Maybe she’s your first cousin and y’all can make the love. ? Lil love love? Lil bump and grind? Lil missing a few chromosomes babies?

This is very ironic coming from a female who blatantly shows her face and identity on a gore site for attention

 

[M.O.DENGLER]

I've experienced many things. I can't be expected to remember all of them.

I'm old.

 

[DropOfVenom]

I have a simular diagnosis. Scitzoaffective Bipolar with psychosis. When I was younger (17-21) and it first started emerging and I didn't know what was happening, I ended up getting locked into different wards because I didn't know how to control my reactions to hallucinations. It's not that I hurt people while hallucinating, but I wasn't able to distinguish them, so I would talk to them as if they were there and it obviously scared people.
It wasn't until I figured out how to distinguish my mind from reality (mostly) I started having psychotic breaks with violent outburst. During them, I literally CANNOT calm down. All logical thought ceases. And it's damn near impossible to not react to stimuli. My hallucinations get so loud and violent, if I don't isolate myself someone gets hurt. Anything that ends up near my hands ends up breaking (remotes, glasses, windows) and I disassociate so hard trying to drown out the noise, I don't even feel like it's me actually in my body.
Once I eventually calm down, I always feel like shit (physically and emotionly) and try to apologize for my actions. Then things will be great until the next time I get triggered enough.
My family is unfortunately understanding of my issues, but it takes a special kind of person relationship wise. I honestly don't see how my husband puts up with me, but I couldn't be more appreciative. Everytime it happens, I just wanna put a bullet in my head to feel in control, but after a few incidents, I've gotten better at getting myself out of it without going to such drastic means. It's a hard knock life though.
Just thought I'd share my little experience since you are on a simular boat. Stay strong. Your mind is stronger than you think.

 

[IExist]

I am officially diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, according to some psyche ward out in Vegas. Judging by the Google search I just did, it's basically me being bipolar and on the rag 24/7. I'm not officially diagnosed with anything else, but I do know that, unlike a lot of people with my same condition, I'm not suicidal and I won't act out my violent tendencies.

 

[Interregnum]

kids dont do drugs.
just watch gore and enjoy life.



then kill urself and post ur ugly corpse here

 

[Sauerkraut]

Does unknowingly smoking a joint laced with PCP count?

 

[WhatIsLife64]

I really wish they'd re-open the mental hospitals that were closed years ago to save money.

 

[Genital_giant]

Had a bad trip recently on marijuana. Never tried it before so my brother thought fuck it, heres 3 joints for your birthday (im 31).

First joint, nice relaxing but nothing special. Smoked it slow and steady as he told me to.

2nd join, fuck it let's get high, whats the worse that can happen right? I smoked the whole thing in about 30 seconds.

In 20 minutes I was tripping balls. I had a massive panic attack and my mind was going crazy. Complete hallucinations and paranoia to the point I was completely terrified fighting my own thoughts. The trip lasted about 6 hours, probably because my body isn't used to smoking it at all since the kast joint only lasted about an hour ish.

When I woke up the next morning I felt like I'd been mentally tortured. Took me days to fully recover lol.

Mannnn i feel that i ripped a bong at a house party once and it sent me fully on west was suffering in my head my mates had to put me to sleep only for me to crawl out on my hands screaming they are coming for me because i was sat in the dark worst experience ever, the mental recovery is awful as well

 

[Chasm Creature]

I have the schizophrenic and bipolar with psychotic features gene from my mothers family im still fairly young but due to my drug use and stressful lifestyle I have had full on psychotic breaks before.Which I always deeply “regret” after I come out of it , I’m curious about ur experiences with it cause personally it’s the scariest most haunting thing I have ever experienced .
My first psychotic break was the worst,it sent me to juvenile detention basically that one was caused by lack of sleep , I took a short nap and that’s when it started. u lose all control over urself and u can’t stop it , hallucinations paranoia everything uve ever felt on a bad trip but 10x multiplied
My second break happened randomly at a faculty , I was dating this Shit bag good for nothing guy and we had fought before me going to study there , when I sat down I just felt that initial rush and that out of body feeling, I did have more control cause I knew I had to get somewhere I deemed safe I still had some sanity I basically took my stuff left and when I got outside everyone’s faces started to look demonic people were chasing after me and I started running to the bus stop to where I felt a bit more safe but couldn’t stop staring at this one woman I thought was a witch following me all along
And then there’s the “mini schizophrenic “ moments i get here and there such as delusions of grandeur or just extreme irrational paranoia also word salad or weird disorganised speech as u can probably tell, that one’s more annoying cz it’s harder to hide lol

I'm diagnosed with psychosis. It gets a bit intense at times. People who don't understand will always have some smart ass remark to make about it, but I guarantee they wouldn't be able to handle it. I'm 36 and my psychosis still bothers me and bums me out at times. It can be bad sometimes, but don't stress about it, okay? It will pass like most things. When you feel it start to get symptomatic, throw on some chill music or play some rpg games to try to help zone you back a bit.

 

[Mr An onymous]

Mannnn i feel that i ripped a bong at a house party once and it sent me fully on west was suffering in my head my mates had to put me to sleep only for me to crawl out on my hands screaming they are coming for me because i was sat in the dark worst experience ever, the mental recovery is awful as well

It's horrific isnt it? I'm pretty sure people have their bad trip stories but damn, I really felt like I'd been tortured inside my head. Took about a week for me to feel normal. Really

 

[Genital_giant]

It's horrific isnt it? I'm pretty sure people have their bad trip stories but damn, I really felt like I'd been tortured inside my head. Took about a week for me to feel normal. Really

Yeee it's awful kept my thinking my mates where talking about killing me and doing horrible stuff hands down worst experience ever, since that day I stay away smoking weed and stayed away scared of experiencing it again

 

[Mr An onymous]

Yeee it's awful kept my thinking my mates where talking about killing me and doing horrible stuff hands down worst experience ever, since that day I stay away smoking weed and stayed away scared of experiencing it again

I had a hit last night but straight away started feeling anxious. It was no where near the same as before but I could tell if I was really high, it'd probably happen again. I think I'll stay away from it complete now. Obviously doesn't suit me well

 

[Graziani]

I have the schizophrenic and bipolar with psychotic features gene from my mothers family im still fairly young but due to my drug use and stressful lifestyle I have had full on psychotic breaks before.Which I always deeply “regret” after I come out of it , I’m curious about ur experiences with it cause personally it’s the scariest most haunting thing I have ever experienced .
My first psychotic break was the worst,it sent me to juvenile detention basically that one was caused by lack of sleep , I took a short nap and that’s when it started. u lose all control over urself and u can’t stop it , hallucinations paranoia everything uve ever felt on a bad trip but 10x multiplied
My second break happened randomly at a faculty , I was dating this Shit bag good for nothing guy and we had fought before me going to study there , when I sat down I just felt that initial rush and that out of body feeling, I did have more control cause I knew I had to get somewhere I deemed safe I still had some sanity I basically took my stuff left and when I got outside everyone’s faces started to look demonic people were chasing after me and I started running to the bus stop to where I felt a bit more safe but couldn’t stop staring at this one woman I thought was a witch following me all along
And then there’s the “mini schizophrenic “ moments i get here and there such as delusions of grandeur or just extreme irrational paranoia also word salad or weird disorganised speech as u can probably tell, that one’s more annoying cz it’s harder to hide lol

You are bipolar Bobby. Welcome do goregrish

 

[mrln]

Had a bad trip recently on marijuana. Never tried it before so my brother thought fuck it, heres 3 joints for your birthday (im 31).

First joint, nice relaxing but nothing special. Smoked it slow and steady as he told me to.

2nd join, fuck it let's get high, whats the worse that can happen right? I smoked the whole thing in about 30 seconds.

In 20 minutes I was tripping balls. I had a massive panic attack and my mind was going crazy. Complete hallucinations and paranoia to the point I was completely terrified fighting my own thoughts. The trip lasted about 6 hours, probably because my body isn't used to smoking it at all since the kast joint only lasted about an hour ish.

When I woke up the next morning I felt like I'd been mentally tortured. Took me days to fully recover lol.

ya learned the hard way.
one or two,maybe three hits should be suffice.
leave the rest to us experienced smokers.

I had a hit last night but straight away started feeling anxious. It was no where near the same as before but I could tell if I was really high, it'd probably happen again. I think I'll stay away from it complete now. Obviously doesn't suit me well

different kinds give different results. edibles are good body high as well.

 

[Venture _Capitalist]

I have the schizophrenic and bipolar with psychotic features gene from my mothers family im still fairly young but due to my drug use and stressful lifestyle I have had full on psychotic breaks before.Which I always deeply “regret” after I come out of it , I’m curious about ur experiences with it cause personally it’s the scariest most haunting thing I have ever experienced .
My first psychotic break was the worst,it sent me to juvenile detention basically that one was caused by lack of sleep , I took a short nap and that’s when it started. u lose all control over urself and u can’t stop it , hallucinations paranoia everything uve ever felt on a bad trip but 10x multiplied
My second break happened randomly at a faculty , I was dating this Shit bag good for nothing guy and we had fought before me going to study there , when I sat down I just felt that initial rush and that out of body feeling, I did have more control cause I knew I had to get somewhere I deemed safe I still had some sanity I basically took my stuff left and when I got outside everyone’s faces started to look demonic people were chasing after me and I started running to the bus stop to where I felt a bit more safe but couldn’t stop staring at this one woman I thought was a witch following me all along
And then there’s the “mini schizophrenic “ moments i get here and there such as delusions of grandeur or just extreme irrational paranoia also word salad or weird disorganised speech as u can probably tell, that one’s more annoying cz it’s harder to hide lol