Impusivity & Insanity

[ThunderCat]

Man, you guys are fucked up....😳

init !!!
Some PROPER Mental patients on this forum....😂🤣
Making ME feel fucking NORMAL now.🤔🤗

 

[SickoPsycho01]

The Fed analysts reading this shit will be in re-hab for a loooonnnnng time.

As a fed I would look at people like me and go “you know what… as long as we have no reason to believe he’s actually harming anyone or anything, it’s best not to touch this freak with a ten foot pole unless absolutely 100% necessary” and I never even had a hurting animals phase, so I’m actually doing better than most like me. I don’t even have a criminal record. They can monitor me all they want, and I know they are.. but as long as they don’t come knocking and stirring up some unnecessary shit over something I typed I’m cool with that I think.

As a fed I would look at people like me and go “you know what… as long as we have no reason to believe he’s actually harming anyone or anything, it’s best not to touch this freak with a ten foot pole unless absolutely 100% necessary” and I never even had a hurting animals phase, so I’m actually doing better than most like me. I don’t even have a criminal record. They can monitor me all they want, and I know they are.. but as long as they don’t come knocking and stirring up some unnecessary shit over something I typed I’m cool with that I think.

Because that’s all I’m guilty of at the moment. having a ‘colorful’ vocabulary.

 

[Guipago]

As a fed I would look at people like me and go “you know what… as long as we have no reason to believe he’s actually harming anyone or anything, it’s best not to touch this freak with a ten foot pole unless absolutely 100% necessary” and I never even had a hurting animals phase, so I’m actually doing better than most like me. I don’t even have a criminal record. They can monitor me all they want, and I know they are.. but as long as they don’t come knocking and stirring up some unnecessary shit over something I typed I’m cool with that I think.


Because that’s all I’m guilty of at the moment. having a ‘colorful’ vocabulary.

Most of the serial killers never did have criminal records, that's what made them so hard to track down, with a criminal record your a known entity, without--- you might just be worth a pre-emptive look, your game plan though.

 

[SickoPsycho01]

Most of the serial killers never did have criminal records, that's what made them so hard to track down, with a criminal record your a known entity, without--- you might just be worth a pre-emptive look, your game plan though.

The fed is living on borrowed time in my personal assessment. Soon there will be civil conflict unlike any other in this country, and I could in theory creep around in the chaos and death and go unnoticed. Soon enough there will come a day when the sheepdogs (cops) will realize that their owner (the fed) has abandoned them and they will walk off to take care of their own families. And then when the sheepdogs have retired, wolves like me who have been casing the perimeter for years will move in and finally fucking rip and slash into the herd, one straggler at a time until only the cautious remain, just as Darwin intended. You can’t contain me because I’m a product of my environment. I see bits of me in other guys I meet, I’ve personally met two people who have shared with me their cannibalistic fantasy just going about my life. there are a lot more opportunistic sickos than you think out there.

 

[lechmich]

Sounds like you might be a little bit on the borderline spectrum. Insanity is a term that tends to be used in AA kitchens while washing up ashtrays

 

[D.O.A.]

Tell me, is anyone like me?

I have what is like bloodlust episodes, where I experience impusive thoughts and have a desire for blood, murder, pain, carnage ect. Sometimes I act on this, of course, using myself as a vice. My upper right thigh is covered in deep and thin slices, I've torn flesh off of my muscle with a straight face. It makes me happy. But sometimes I'm scared I'll do this to someone else. Maybe I need therapy, but it is like a hunger, a desire even, to kill someone with my own hands. Nobody in particular. Just a random human would do. I've been like this ever since I was young, hurting other children because their cries were funny to me. I'd push them into the sharp woodchips at the park, stare at the bloodied scrape they'd get on their knee or elbow. It was hilarious. Even when I was with my baby sister when I was younger. I'd never do anything physically or say anything, of course, but sometimes I used to playfully take toys away from her, just to hear her cry. Then give them right back. No, she did not get affected by it. She still loves me, and doesn't even remember those times now.

Sometimes when I slash my thigh, I collect the blood on my finger, and rub it into my tounge. The copper and salty tastes are almost perfect to me. And sometimes I have ate parts of my flesh, chewy but hard to break down in my mouth. It was fun. Maybe this isn't mentally good for me, but personally I couldn't give less of a fuck. If I want to consume myself, and I don't think it's bad, why should people stop me? I should be able to do whatever I want to my body, it will grow back anyway.

So, my question is, I anyone like me? Or do you find it distasteful, and disgusting? Tell me about it. Be mean. I couldn't care.

If you were truly insane we wouldn't be having this discussion. You'd be painting your name on the walls of your cell with your own shit. Lunatics don't slice themselves up with a razorblade they hold down the guy who the voices said is a CIA agent and they slice that fucker up instead.

 

[Zargonthe great]

Jesus dude, check yourself into a hospital get some medication.

 

[tricksterspirit]

i don't really want to kill anyone as far as i know but sometimes i do get the urge to cut myself. i'm sure you understand. it usually happens when i begin to dissociate, so i'm out of the house when it happens (inconvenient) i have to lock myself in a bathroom somewhere and do what needs to be done. not very glorious. of course i clean everything before and after. cleaning and bandaging the wound makes me feel like anton chirguh in no country for old men, in that scene where he's taking care of a gunshot wound in his leg