I was having a bad time recently and I turned to Jesus and asked him what can I do, and he didn't answer because he's an illegal immigrant from mexico and he can't speak english, he does the lawns on Wednesdays. I ended up fixing the car myself anyway. Good luck.I was thinking if I get some terminal illness like cancer and i’m in extreme pain, I will give myself the same mercy a dying dog would get. But to achieve this my plan is to buy heroin and fentanyl, mix the two in a dangerously high dose, then tie a rope to the ceiling, put it around my neck and then have the shot ready in my hand while standing on a chair ready to kick it. I put the rope around my neck and right as I finish shooting up I kick the chair and only feel pain for 2 seconds before feeling that full heroin bliss that people talk about which is apparently feels like an orgasm x1000 with incredible peace/euphoria unmatched by anything else and I’ve always wondered what it would feel like. The only drug I’ve ever done was alcohol and weed so I never reached those levels. Is this a good idea? Let me know in the replies.


