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What Are Your Plans For the Day?

1
Get up, shower, make myself "presentable".
Meds, food, Copious tea...
Try and force myself to play the guitar, even if just for 5 minutes.

2
Ignore the bloody ticking of the radiator by playing random YouTube videos over it in the background (why does it tick!...)
See the psych nurse (done) give em mi crisis plan'n'get transferred over to the long term psychologist or "cap".
Answer messages, don't ignore everyone 😳
.. exist ..

3
At some point I should get a call and have a blooming meal brought to me and a mini fridge (what the fuck eh.. can't believe how things are at the mo, social services bringing me a hot meal everyday.... ashamed af, I'd have never asked but they insist since i dont have cooking facilities, like.. thats my issue eh. Bless em)
Don't snap...

4
Ah goodness.. erm then a friend is popping round this evening (they are on my list of allowed visitors ha, safeguarding..)
Bringing me a couple smoothies (I insisted that I really don't need anything, but any excuse to pop round here I guess.. bless them too)
And yeah... hold out till like 10pm, pop some mirtazapine and thank the Lords for sleep.

Said friend has acquired some acid... Just the 1 tab as well so... I might get that this evening 🤔
Bit of a gamble really but might be worth a go...

"Thinking at some point over the next while I'll try and get out (haven't been outside really since October... not really)
I mean since being at this travelodge I've popped round the back a couple times for a smoke and done like two walks round a field with the support worker (poor gal lmao, she's fantastic but not really psychologically trained, talk about being thrown in the deep end, lovely though)
So I'm thinking I'll try and make a little picnic up. Bluetooth speaker, pop on some glad rags and head over to the beach that's here and have that tab.. see if I can reset myself a little or get a spark going anyway."

Anyway, that's too much writing for anybody to read 😁

Long story short
Probably sod all
 
I'm gonna shit then head out to the gun range, what about you?
I have my rifle and ammo but unfortunately I don't have a holster for the gun so I can't go out and shoot
It's been cold so far anyway, now it's raining 6 out of 7 days, so I would be up to my neck in mud and my gun would be full of water, which is also not an advantage.
I usually shoot in wooded or deserted places or maybe very rarely at a friend's garden, I don't pay unnecessarily for the shooting range
 
1
Get up, shower, make myself "presentable".
Meds, food, Copious tea...
Try and force myself to play the guitar, even if just for 5 minutes.

2
Ignore the bloody ticking of the radiator by playing random YouTube videos over it in the background (why does it tick!...)
See the psych nurse (done) give em mi crisis plan'n'get transferred over to the long term psychologist or "cap".
Answer messages, don't ignore everyone 😳
.. exist ..

3
At some point I should get a call and have a blooming meal brought to me and a mini fridge (what the fuck eh.. can't believe how things are at the mo, social services bringing me a hot meal everyday.... ashamed af, I'd have never asked but they insist since i dont have cooking facilities, like.. thats my issue eh. Bless em)
Don't snap...

4
Ah goodness.. erm then a friend is popping round this evening (they are on my list of allowed visitors ha, safeguarding..)
Bringing me a couple smoothies (I insisted that I really don't need anything, but any excuse to pop round here I guess.. bless them too)
And yeah... hold out till like 10pm, pop some mirtazapine and thank the Lords for sleep.

Said friend has acquired some acid... Just the 1 tab as well so... I might get that this evening 🤔
Bit of a gamble really but might be worth a go...

"Thinking at some point over the next while I'll try and get out (haven't been outside really since October... not really)
I mean since being at this travelodge I've popped round the back a couple times for a smoke and done like two walks round a field with the support worker (poor gal lmao, she's fantastic but not really psychologically trained, talk about being thrown in the deep end, lovely though)
So I'm thinking I'll try and make a little picnic up. Bluetooth speaker, pop on some glad rags and head over to the beach that's here and have that tab.. see if I can reset myself a little or get a spark going anyway."

Anyway, that's too much writing for anybody to read 😁

Long story short
Probably sod all
Radiator ticking is from expanding/contracting metal as it heats and cools. That’s just physics, yo.
 
Cleaned the glass and framework on the conservatory ( outside only ) Getting reflective film to put on the inside in a week or 2.. there's gonna be a couple of houses overlooking from the back soon.. I don't want them watching me eating my breakfast.
 

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