my tiktok mutual killed herself

[Dirl]

What the fuck is wrong with you, fucking adult incel

 

[IOUhand]

Anyone notice, 13 viewers on her livestream ... way to go!

 

[hedgerow]

Buff, we all know you have no friends, but do you have any hobbies?
ps - dressing in a gorilla costume and jumping out of bushes at 5 in the morning doesn't count, you weirdo
@lullabyofscreams

 

[Teeshine]

whole lotta words for a whole lotta nothing

Prove the 'nothing' smartgirl, anatomy wise, I've just fucked your head up. Chromosome wise, SAME FUCKING THING, get smart, be a REPUBLICAN. Thats your first mistake. Bidenomics fucked your soft shit UP FOR GOOD. Can't be fixed. Marx and Engels say hi, btw. Keep up that libtarded thinker till it cant think no more. wait, that's you now. dumb ass liberal

 

[YeeterMiester]

With a haircut like that, I'd say she was a retarded self loathing emo sad because she had the ability to live life. One less retard the better I guess. 🤷 People are weird.

 

[Misfit-138-]

I wish my lawn was emo, it would cut it’s down 😂😂 seriously though you must be pretty hard out for friends to need til tok. Looking forward to the under 16 ban, some of the shit posted on there doesn’t need to be repeated

 

[Agoreable]

Listening to H.I.M I'm not surprised she went over the edge.

 

[Leech_Zombie]

21........

That’s shady

 

[Legendary Fuckwad]

adults befriending vulnerable children on tiktok shouldn't be socially acceptable.

 

[that613guy]

i was mutuals with @ificouldhaveafuturewithu (we called her nainai) on tiktok. we became mutuals only about last month because i would often see her in the comments of some tcc edits on tiktok and we had the same fashion style and love the same kind of music. she was only 15 when she decided to jump off a building after drinking. she had always made strange remarks or posted about "ending up on watch people die" but i didnt think that it would actually come true. her best friend had apparently uploaded her killing herself to the website but when i went to check the link, it was not available. i did find the video on twitter on her friends account (Alekaofshtwt) though. i cant hear it well enough to translate it. but you can hear when she lands.


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the videos below are some things she said before she killed herself. i tried my best with the translation but my chinese isnt strong </3


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"im sitting here now, i dont know what im going to do. and uh i just drank... i just drank. and then i took some painkillers. my youtube is already at 50 followers but i cant seem to start the livestream... i dont know why i want to do something else now. ill see if there are other apps that can live stream. and then now, its already like 2 o'clock, but i cant start the live stream now. ill see... if you can change your schedule to 3 o'clock instead. ill just talk at 3 o'clock. i dont know... actully, you know... (heavy breathing) and now i dont know now... im sitting a dozen floors up. i dont know... i dont know anything now. im drunk now. i drank too much. um... woah..."


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"woah oh my god, i like have 50 followers now. do i just restart my phone or? i still cant start that live stream. *sigh* i am now... im on the 20th floor now. im up on the 20th floor now, and i just drank too. i cant stand now... oh my god. i dont know... i dont now what im doing now. i... i am now. just delirious, i just ate a bunch f those painkillers. i took a lot of them. i now am... i here now. thats where im now. (i dont know this). ah... im feeling so sick now..."


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"i just had some more alcohol, oh my god, im now... just another can.... ill finish this then ill start the livestream with my friends account later... after... i dont know now...what did i do just now...? wah... uh... i... i dont know what im doing. i will delete all these videos in a while, then ill start the livestream."


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"ill ask my friend laer to have the livestream started. and then, im very drunk (dizzy/disoriented) now and i cant really think about it. i just drank aagain and then... oh my god... im so sick right now,,, and then im now on the 20th floor now and then... i.... took painkillers and i dont feel any pain now. im now.... i dont know....


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"ill be live right away.. oh my god... i really cant do it now... i feel so sick i feel like throwing up.. and now... (i dont understand) i dont know waht else to say... and now i.... i... i will soon... oh my god..."


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captioned : Alekaofshtwt (her friend's twitter acount. shtwt is self harm twitter)

" its 3 o'clock and im still on the 20th floor.... aiyo... i cant speak now, i cant think, i cant do anything. wah... god help me.... ah come help us now... i really dont know what to do...


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captioned: nya poka (in reference to renata kambolina's last post where she said ня пока) with the song los malaventurados no lloran by panda.

i believe that she was really too young to have died. despite her "problematic" interests, shes a child in my eyes and just didnt have the right support group. not to mention scene/scenecore/emo communities tend to have people who do struggle with mental health issues. i will not post the edit of her that her friend made because i personally feel like its not right.

Nothing about teenagers killing themselves makes me feel bad. I honestly blame the parents and find it funny how they suddenly start to care about their kids... once it becomes public that the kid died. "I loved her so much! I can't understand how this happened?!?"

Most of these kids are dealing with self induced pressures to be something other than who they are. Girls, boys, social media, shit teachers, shit parents... the neglect is the real issue here. I often think I'm over bearing on my child. I ask 20 questions everyday about school, bus rides, lunch, life, etc. I'm not bragging. I'm just active in my kids life. I get that sometimes these kids are just dealt shit hands, right out the gate, and are never actually given a fair shot.

That kid had a phone and accounts online. Drunk. Makeup on. Etc... all things that a half ass patent should notice. She should have held the phone in her hand on the way down and made a real fancy video.

Parents, go hug your kid and tell them you love them. Might be all they need to get through another day... or they might just be a loser fuck like this girl and go kill themselves anyways 😶

 

[bfdifan2763]

my friend found a screen recording of her livestream on tiktok and sent it to me once.. idk i was kinda shocked (?) to find it on her tho 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

 

[TimTomYumPlum]

This is what happens when you listen to garbage music

 

[Vier]

Prove the 'nothing' smartgirl, anatomy wise, I've just fucked your head up. Chromosome wise, SAME FUCKING THING, get smart, be a REPUBLICAN. Thats your first mistake. Bidenomics fucked your soft shit UP FOR GOOD. Can't be fixed. Marx and Engels say hi, btw. Keep up that libtarded thinker till it cant think no more. wait, that's you now. dumb ass liberal

Hey just telling you that nai nai was biologically female, so yeah, you were saying a whole lotta nothing. She was born a girl and identified as one lmao. Cis female. So by your logic she would be female. You came here saying all this stuff but there's no reason, she was a girl by both of our standards and you just wanted to talk about your thoughts. Do that somewhere where the person is actually a tranny, not where you made that up in your mind.

 

[Qtek2020]

i was mutuals with @ificouldhaveafuturewithu (we called her nainai) on tiktok. we became mutuals only about last month because i would often see her in the comments of some tcc edits on tiktok and we had the same fashion style and love the same kind of music. she was only 15 when she decided to jump off a building after drinking. she had always made strange remarks or posted about "ending up on watch people die" but i didnt think that it would actually come true. her best friend had apparently uploaded her killing herself to the website but when i went to check the link, it was not available. i did find the video on twitter on her friends account (Alekaofshtwt) though. i cant hear it well enough to translate it. but you can hear when she lands.


View attachment 927136


the videos below are some things she said before she killed herself. i tried my best with the translation but my chinese isnt strong </3


View attachment 927119

"im sitting here now, i dont know what im going to do. and uh i just drank... i just drank. and then i took some painkillers. my youtube is already at 50 followers but i cant seem to start the livestream... i dont know why i want to do something else now. ill see if there are other apps that can live stream. and then now, its already like 2 o'clock, but i cant start the live stream now. ill see... if you can change your schedule to 3 o'clock instead. ill just talk at 3 o'clock. i dont know... actully, you know... (heavy breathing) and now i dont know now... im sitting a dozen floors up. i dont know... i dont know anything now. im drunk now. i drank too much. um... woah..."


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"woah oh my god, i like have 50 followers now. do i just restart my phone or? i still cant start that live stream. *sigh* i am now... im on the 20th floor now. im up on the 20th floor now, and i just drank too. i cant stand now... oh my god. i dont know... i dont now what im doing now. i... i am now. just delirious, i just ate a bunch f those painkillers. i took a lot of them. i now am... i here now. thats where im now. (i dont know this). ah... im feeling so sick now..."


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"i just had some more alcohol, oh my god, im now... just another can.... ill finish this then ill start the livestream with my friends account later... after... i dont know now...what did i do just now...? wah... uh... i... i dont know what im doing. i will delete all these videos in a while, then ill start the livestream."


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"ill ask my friend laer to have the livestream started. and then, im very drunk (dizzy/disoriented) now and i cant really think about it. i just drank aagain and then... oh my god... im so sick right now,,, and then im now on the 20th floor now and then... i.... took painkillers and i dont feel any pain now. im now.... i dont know....


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"ill be live right away.. oh my god... i really cant do it now... i feel so sick i feel like throwing up.. and now... (i dont understand) i dont know waht else to say... and now i.... i... i will soon... oh my god..."


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captioned : Alekaofshtwt (her friend's twitter acount. shtwt is self harm twitter)

" its 3 o'clock and im still on the 20th floor.... aiyo... i cant speak now, i cant think, i cant do anything. wah... god help me.... ah come help us now... i really dont know what to do...


View attachment 927133

captioned: nya poka (in reference to renata kambolina's last post where she said ня пока) with the song los malaventurados no lloran by panda.

i believe that she was really too young to have died. despite her "problematic" interests, shes a child in my eyes and just didnt have the right support group. not to mention scene/scenecore/emo communities tend to have people who do struggle with mental health issues. i will not post the edit of her that her friend made because i personally feel like its not right.

We all know that alcohol push her of the building so we need to find alcohol right now or another ladyboy will be kill by that serial killer alcohol.

 

[WooMee]

Took her long enough!

 

[Robert-White-88]

I deeply regret making sexual comments about her. I didn't know she was a minor.

 

[miketeevee13]

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My brother went full emo one time. Glad I beat that phase out of him

 

[Robert-White-88]

Rest in peace, Xin. I don't know what happened to make you take your own life at such a young age, but I doubt anyone really understood you. I was in the same situation and no one helped me; I had to help myself.
You lost the battle, and that doesn't make you a worse person. I hope you find peace now.

Heaven should be proud; now it will have another angel.

 

[Ingoranz]

Rest in peace, Xin. I don't know what happened to make you take your own life at such a young age, but I doubt anyone really understood you. I was in the same situation and no one helped me; I had to help myself.
You lost the battle, and that doesn't make you a worse person. I hope you find peace now.

Heaven should be proud; now it will have another angel.

I am sure she'll read it... Well done... Oh, wait, it was just about you right? Well done...

 

[Eat Shit And Die]

Rest in peace, Xin. I don't know what happened to make you take your own life at such a young age, but I doubt anyone really understood you. I was in the same situation and no one helped me; I had to help myself.
You lost the battle, and that doesn't make you a worse person. I hope you find peace now.

Heaven should be proud; now it will have another angel.

According to the bible she will absolutely not be getting into heaven.