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Serious Is suicide a "cowards way out"

It's not always the want to die, it's wanting the pain to stop. My first attempt were 14 being bullied horrifically in the 8th grade. The torment were overwhelming and i were living with the step-dad from hell who mocked, teased and abused me. There were no way out. Luckily days after I turned 16, I were adopted into an amazing home.


The feeling never leaves me tho
 
I don't know if it was a scare tactic at a young age or just a defense mechanism when people gave it thought. But all my life I've been programmed from various angles to believe suicide is a cowards way to go... Is it really a cowards way though. All you know and experience is this life, reality. You have no idea what is next and are banking on absolutely nothing but nothing no conscious just gone, and you lose so much touch with care that you reach that point of ending it when you really don't know and going through and doing it.... In my opinion cowards wouldn't be strong enough in a sense to go through with that.

Damnit I forgot to put tags on this post I usually do. I know what it's like to look for a video and type out clearly what happens in the search and no tags cause nothing to pop up.. nobody wants to find this anyway. But I want to know what the census is in this community's
I believe two things can be true at once. On one hand life takes lots of strength and courage to get through at certain points for everyone. No matter how different the circumstances are between us. I do though, as someone who has contemplated, and had half ass attempts on my life. I think both take courage it's how bad shit is or how willing you are to live.

Either way hope this isn't too deep for these forums.
 
Then you’re an Athiest bigot who rides politicians dicks.

I loved God.

I didn't ride politicians dicks, you brought the topic.

If I believe in hell I might also believe sleep paralysis hallucinations are like ghosts attacking me but they are just a sleep thing, it's not deep just a mechanism.
 
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I don't know if it was a scare tactic at a young age or just a defense mechanism when people gave it thought. But all my life I've been programmed from various angles to believe suicide is a cowards way to go... Is it really a cowards way though. All you know and experience is this life, reality. You have no idea what is next and are banking on absolutely nothing but nothing no conscious just gone, and you lose so much touch with care that you reach that point of ending it when you really don't know and going through and doing it.... In my opinion cowards wouldn't be strong enough in a sense to go through with that.

Damnit I forgot to put tags on this post I usually do. I know what it's like to look for a video and type out clearly what happens in the search and no tags cause nothing to pop up.. nobody wants to find this anyway. But I want to know what the census is in this community's
If it effects anyone else then yes it’s cowardly, if it’s done with no one around or involved then that’s normal suicide
 
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