An Ode To The Girls Who Rejected Me In High School

[nol3afclover]

Extreme pain is what they need to feel for the rest of their lives
Misery and despair leaves their souls when infinity ends
Let them taste the wrath as the agony consumes them
Swallowed by the darkest light a blackened state of dismay
Survival is the only thing left for them
This grievous revelation is a new beginning
Led to the solution against their will
Deprivation thrives as the therapy continues
Sullen mastery is an answer uncontested
Denial is the only thing left for them
Life as they knew it is a distant memory
Scores of victims lust for apathy
Make them suffer!
While they plead for cessation
Entirely demoralized and close to mass extinction
Damned to please supremacy
The reason for their martyrdom they will never know
Make them suffer!
Make them suffer!
Make them suffer!
Make them suffer!
While they bleed through damnation
Begged for retribution before meeting with demise
Cursed by animosity
Once chosen for this mad ordeal there is no escape
Domination reigns supreme the evil has no end
Spent of all their energy now worthless and degraded
Slow death is the only thing left for them
Physically and mentally devoid of dignity
Languished immortality
Make them suffer
While they plead for cessation
Entirely demoralized and close to mass extinction
Damned to please supremacy
The reason for their martyrdom they will never know
Make them suffer!
Make them suffer!
Make them suffer!
Make them suffer!
While they bleed through damnation
Begged for retribution before meeting with demise
Cursed by animosity
Once chosen for this mad ordeal there is no escape
Make them suffer!
Make them suffer!
Forever

Not interested in your personal problems. Seek counseling if you want to cry about it

 

[BeHappy⚕️]

I apologize for making this cancer of a thread. Mods, please delete.

No!
You have to own this now lol
Just pretend it was low brow grind lyrics or something

 

[BeHappy⚕️]

which one is the one thats an almost guarantee to get laid site? grinder or tinder? i always thought tinder.

Grinder... surely Snapchat and kik are cesspools.. tinder pretty bad, fabswingers, fabguys all these are like std central

Never any need to write homicidal poems about rejection if you just wanna fuck lol

Love however
Love!!!!! 😭😱
Love!!! Aaaaaaaarrrrggh

I once was in love
I thought it was true
Till they packed up their shit
And said I'm leaving you
Now they call every night
To rub it in while I cry.
Even baked me a fruit cake for valentines!
So I can eat through the pain...
Therapists coming to me
"We won't make you a mental health case"
That's what they say
Meanwhile
🤪😵‍💫🥴😵‍💫🤪
Borderline.
Thought we would get married this year
That was the plan
New years eve comes around
Fucking over.
Cabin is gone, love is gone
House is going, land has gone
They have gone
Yet... I still have fruit cake
Therapy Tuesday!



Also
I clipped an artery last night, posterior interosseous artery in my forearm..
Was squirting with my heart beat.
Because I'm not that tough at some point after looking at it for a few minutes I went very white, my ears were ringing, I started sweating and damn near passed out, went and unlocked the door just incase 😅 but no hospital time wasted in the end.
Took hours to stop.. had to keep my arm above my head, wrapped tightly..
Thought it stopped after an hourish.. went to the loo for a wee and when I lowered my arm to my waist.. it started spraying again 😑, slightly concerning v.v
So came back to bed and resumed a 2 hour arm in the air stint... then re-wrapped with meditape and.. a pad of kitchen roll (I'm not a nurse okay).. and guess what.. guess fucking what
It started bleeding again, bastard thing
Soaked the pad in no time 😅🥹😱🥴
Aaaanyway, I just "applied more pressure" and let the tissue get soaked.. then dry up and harden. Fell asleep 😴
Woke up (that's always a good start) this morning and carefully pulled the pad off..
We're okay! But it hasn't fully scabbed! There's still a little like cm of bright red jelly in there..
I didn't realise when I did it for a while o.o blood was bright red but didn't squirt at first just wouldn't stop bleeding so I wrapped my arm in a towel.

Then like an hour later I was feeling a bit woozy, took the towel off and yeah with every heartbeat it shot 😳
Couldn't believe it aha... until the pale faced sweating ringing happened.


Anyway
You can get through anything with meditape, tcp and kitchen roll.
Rejection included.
Fruit cake does help as well, fruit cake and hot chocolate will get you through alot of shit.

 

[mrln]

Grinder... surely Snapchat and kik are cesspools.. tinder pretty bad, fabswingers, fabguys all these are like std central

Never any need to write homicidal poems about rejection if you just wanna fuck lol

Love however
Love!!!!! 😭😱
Love!!! Aaaaaaaarrrrggh

I once was in love
I thought it was true
Till they packed up their shit
And said I'm leaving you
Now they call every night
To rub it in while I cry.
Even baked me a fruit cake for valentines!
So I can eat through the pain...
Therapists coming to me
"We won't make you a mental health case"
That's what they say
Meanwhile
🤪😵‍💫🥴😵‍💫🤪
Borderline.
Thought we would get married this year
That was the plan
New years eve comes around
Fucking over.
Cabin is gone, love is gone
House is going, land has gone
They have gone
Yet... I still have fruit cake
Therapy Tuesday!



Also
I clipped an artery last night, posterior interosseous artery in my forearm..
Was squirting with my heart beat.
Because I'm not that tough at some point after looking at it for a few minutes I went very white, my ears were ringing, I started sweating and damn near passed out, went and unlocked the door just incase 😅 but no hospital time wasted in the end.
Took hours to stop.. had to keep my arm above my head, wrapped tightly..
Thought it stopped after an hourish.. went to the loo for a wee and when I lowered my arm to my waist.. it started spraying again 😑, slightly concerning v.v
So came back to bed and resumed a 2 hour arm in the air stint... then re-wrapped with meditape and.. a pad of kitchen roll (I'm not a nurse okay).. and guess what.. guess fucking what
It started bleeding again, bastard thing
Soaked the pad in no time 😅🥹😱🥴
Aaaanyway, I just "applied more pressure" and let the tissue get soaked.. then dry up and harden. Fell asleep 😴
Woke up (that's always a good start) this morning and carefully pulled the pad off..
We're okay! But it hasn't fully scabbed! There's still a little like cm of bright red jelly in there..
I didn't realise when I did it for a while o.o blood was bright red but didn't squirt at first just wouldn't stop bleeding so I wrapped my arm in a towel.

Then like an hour later I was feeling a bit woozy, took the towel off and yeah with every heartbeat it shot 😳
Couldn't believe it aha... until the pale faced sweating ringing happened.


Anyway
You can get through anything with meditape, tcp and kitchen roll.
Rejection included.
Fruit cake does help as well, fruit cake and hot chocolate will get you through alot of shit.

next time use duct tape. that shit is the best at stopping blood!
you have any cake left?

 

[Astralnaut]

LonesomeLoser