Did someone in your family commit suicide?

[Pr0nographic]

my 12yr old cousin was bullied at her school. i lived close by and took her into my home and such.
i moved from gotland to a place called växjö (nigger infested nowdays).
i get a call from my other cousin, also her best friend.
minna had hanged herself in the woods behind her house. one week before turning 13

it sucked ass. i blame myself alot for moving away from her.

 

[MyGenerationZz]

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[Jennaliscous]

So the reason I'm asking this is because my dad committed suicide 5 years ago by setting himself on fire behind the house. I wonder how people that aren't as introvert as i am handle this situation..

I got over it pretty quick but I never stopped thinking about why he chose that way. Me and him had a pretty good relationship. But he didn't even wrote a goodbye letter or something, he just left a little bit of money but nothing else.. I didnt speak with many people about it because I think that most of the people around me are too stupid to understand me and my weird ways to think about all that stuff.. I think I even got a little psychopathic/schizophrenic about everything and I just can't find a way out of this crap. Don't get me wrong, I'm living a pretty normal funny and positive live but in the nighttime all this shit comes up..

What are your experiences with this theme?

Thanks for listening I guess

So the reason I'm asking this is because my dad committed suicide 5 years ago by setting himself on fire behind the house. I wonder how people that aren't as introvert as i am handle this situation..

I got over it pretty quick but I never stopped thinking about why he chose that way. Me and him had a pretty good relationship. But he didn't even wrote a goodbye letter or something, he just left a little bit of money but nothing else.. I didnt speak with many people about it because I think that most of the people around me are too stupid to understand me and my weird ways to think about all that stuff.. I think I even got a little psychopathic/schizophrenic about everything and I just can't find a way out of this crap. Don't get me wrong, I'm living a pretty normal funny and positive live but in the nighttime all this shit comes up..

What are your experiences with this theme?

Thanks for listening I guess.
-P

Lost my mom and brother to suicide a day apart in March 2019. I'm still dealing with it. Life goes on as they say....

 

[stok3d]

So the reason I'm asking this is because my dad committed suicide 5 years ago by setting himself on fire behind the house. I wonder how people that aren't as introvert as i am handle this situation..

I got over it pretty quick but I never stopped thinking about why he chose that way. Me and him had a pretty good relationship. But he didn't even wrote a goodbye letter or something, he just left a little bit of money but nothing else.. I didnt speak with many people about it because I think that most of the people around me are too stupid to understand me and my weird ways to think about all that stuff.. I think I even got a little psychopathic/schizophrenic about everything and I just can't find a way out of this crap. Don't get me wrong, I'm living a pretty normal funny and positive live but in the nighttime all this shit comes up..

What are your experiences with this theme?

Thanks for listening I guess.
-P

You aren't 'over' it, you've just ferreted the feelings away. They'll come out later in one way or another.

 

[hispammic]

I feel your pain. Had a brother commit suicide 8 years ago without leaving a note sliced his wrists in the bath tub. The pain eases with time, although never really goes away. I got a tattoo saying "the most painful goodbyes are the ones never said or never explained. Stay strong =]

lol took notes from netlfix #13reasons

 

[DumbHoe666]

My mum killed herself in September 2019, it came as a complete shock even though she had suffered with her mental health all her adult life. It was truly gut wrenching she didn't leave a note nothing, so there's so many unanswered questions, i hold a little resentment towards her cause she chose to hang herself while my 13 year old brother was at home with her.. ultimately leading him to being the one to find her.

Before all that I was out every weekend drinking having fun, having a life as a 19 year should but basically after it happen I shut down, rarely left my house started experiencing anxiety leaving house now 2022 i get migraines everyday, I don't leave my house, I have 0 real life friends. I basically live my life online now

Sometimes maybe good, sometimes maybe shit