Serious Has anyone ever personally seen someone commit suicide or were the first to see the person afterwards?

[TheDevilRullz]

I saw it when I was about 13 years old, it was 6pm and it was already getting dark... It was behind a football field and under some very large trees there were some toys like a slide and a swing, the guy tied the rope to a tree branch next to the slide, I saw him tying the rope and ignored it, when I looked again he already had it around his neck, standing on top of the slide and jumped. The trees made the place very dark and some lights passed between them, I remember there was no sound of birds or anything, the scene was very strange. Some people approached it in the dark just to look, I went and took a 5 second look at about 5 meters and left.

 

[NJLV073]

I have seen some fresh dead meat, one guy took a lot of medication and he died because of that, swelled up belly and lots of foam from his mouth.

I have seen someone jump in front of a train while i was waiting for it to pass.
Have seen some shredded people due to car accidents

 

[TheDevilRullz]

I have seen some fresh dead meat, one guy took a lot of medication and he died because of that, swelled up belly and lots of foam from his mouth.

I have seen someone jump in front of a train while i was waiting for it to pass.
Have seen some shredded people due to car accidents

I've seen it that way too, but in this case I mentioned I saw it exactly at the time... I remember very well he was walking slowly looking down, he was tying the rope very carefully, when I think about the details something comes to mind.

 

[hedgerow]

Before my older brother electrocuted himself in his bathtub, he taped the phone numbers of myself and my younger brother to the front door, who got there first, so i never saw him dead in the tub....probably for the best.

My younger brother had a mental breakdown afterward, and has rarely communicated with anyone since, although he did text me recently after two years of no contact, and said he hasn't been out of his apartment in over two months, but recently got a new therapist, so hopefully he'll get better.
I repeatedly tried to initiate contact during this period, but he rebuffed me, so my conscience is clear. Life moves forward.

Not saying the two are exactly related, as it certainly wouldn't have given me a breakdown, although i was always the strongest mentally of the 3.
I wonder if the frequent beatings we all got as young children (<10) with belts and wooden sticks caused older brother's suicide and younger brother's breakdown, but i'll never permit this rotten world to knock me down.

 

[jewel13]

Before my older brother electrocuted himself in his bathtub, he taped the phone numbers of myself and my younger brother to the front door, who got there first, so i never saw him dead in the tub....probably for the best.

My younger brother had a mental breakdown afterward, and has rarely communicated with anyone since, although he did text me recently after two years of no contact, and said he hasn't been out of his apartment in over two months, but recently got a new therapist, so hopefully he'll get better.
I repeatedly tried to initiate contact during this period, but he rebuffed me, so my conscience is clear. Life moves forward.

Not saying the two are exactly related, as it certainly wouldn't have given me a breakdown, although i was always the strongest mentally of the 3.
I wonder if the frequent beatings we all got as young children (<10) with belts and wooden sticks caused older brother's suicide and younger brother's breakdown, but i'll never permit this rotten world to knock me down.

Okay, there's no good smilie for this. I am so sorry for your losses. I mean, you basically lost them both. But I am happy you have a good head on your shoulders.

 

[hedgerow]

Okay, there's no good smilie for this. I am so sorry for your losses. I mean, you basically lost them both. But I am happy you have a good head on your shoulders.

Thanks bud, i appreciate that, although not too sure about the head on my shoulders either. I've never derailed in life, but i've come close several times...thankfully i re-centered in the end, though.

I'm starting to suspect there may actually be a crazy gene somewhere in my lineage

 

[jewel13]

Thanks bud, i appreciate that, although not too sure about the head on my shoulders either. I've never derailed in life, but i've come close several times...thankfully i re-centered in the end, though.

I'm starting to suspect there may actually be a crazy gene somewhere in my lineage

As long as it's the good kind if crazy, you should be just fine!

 

[sierrarara]

I saw it when I was about 13 years old, it was 6pm and it was already getting dark... It was behind a football field and under some very large trees there were some toys like a slide and a swing, the guy tied the rope to a tree branch next to the slide, I saw him tying the rope and ignored it, when I looked again he already had it around his neck, standing on top of the slide and jumped. The trees made the place very dark and some lights passed between them, I remember there was no sound of birds or anything, the scene was very strange. Some people approached it in the dark just to look, I went and took a 5 second look at about 5 meters and left.

I watched my brother commit suicide. It was a Ronnie mcnutt sort of death. But worse. I watched his shoot himself through the chin, his skull and brain were split in half. Then I watched half of his brain just.. fall out, and squelch onto the floor. I stood there for 3 and a half hours, it felt like 20 minutes. I sat on the floor unable to take my eyes off of him. I couldn’t cry, I couldn’t do anything. After I hit the 4 hour mark it was already 2:00 am. I stood up, walked to the living room, grabbed the home phone and dialed 911. I couldn’t tell them what happened because I was in such terror but all I said was our address, I stated that it was a brutal suicide and he was already dead. Last of all I informed them I was only 8 years old.

 

[Whatdoesthefoxsay]

I am from India...this website depend on us

 

[nygganygga]

I watched my brother commit suicide. It was a Ronnie mcnutt sort of death. But worse. I watched his shoot himself through the chin, his skull and brain were split in half. Then I watched half of his brain just.. fall out, and squelch onto the floor. I stood there for 3 and a half hours, it felt like 20 minutes. I sat on the floor unable to take my eyes off of him. I couldn’t cry, I couldn’t do anything. After I hit the 4 hour mark it was already 2:00 am. I stood up, walked to the living room, grabbed the home phone and dialed 911. I couldn’t tell them what happened because I was in such terror but all I said was our address, I stated that it was a brutal suicide and he was already dead. Last of all I informed them I was only 8 years old.

I wish u the best in life man. I saved my brother from a intentional overdose. Not one day goes by where i dont think of that event…

 

[TheDevilRullz]

I watched my brother commit suicide. It was a Ronnie mcnutt sort of death. But worse. I watched his shoot himself through the chin, his skull and brain were split in half. Then I watched half of his brain just.. fall out, and squelch onto the floor. I stood there for 3 and a half hours, it felt like 20 minutes. I sat on the floor unable to take my eyes off of him. I couldn’t cry, I couldn’t do anything. After I hit the 4 hour mark it was already 2:00 am. I stood up, walked to the living room, grabbed the home phone and dialed 911. I couldn’t tell them what happened because I was in such terror but all I said was our address, I stated that it was a brutal suicide and he was already dead. Last of all I informed them I was only 8 years old.

If this story is real, how heavy. I can't even imagine going through that.

 

[dedshite]

Train suicide guts and shit everywhere

 

[sierrarara]

If this story is real, how heavy. I can't even imagine going through that.

Someone I was friends with made a joke about it. Called him retarded and said something along the lines of “she’s clearly lying, because he didn’t even have a brain” and I beat her ass half to death. I dragged her body by the leg behind a garbage can, even though she was already passed out I kept hitting. Her teeth were knocked in. She looked dead. She survived, me and her are dating now. ❤️

I wish u the best in life man. I saved my brother from an intentional overdose. Not one day goes by where i dont think of that event…

Thank you man I appreciate it. It’s not every day that you find someone wishing you the best on a gore website.

 

[Xoem_3]

I was 12 when my mother had another bipolar melt down. Her and my father (divorced already) were in an argument about child support, my mother decided the best way to win the argument was to pull out a handgun and commit standing in between me and my father. I've never seen my father cry before.

 

[maxar666]

not me but my bf watched me try to hang myself. he didn't really give a shit until like 3-4 minutes later when he eventually got up because my parents were trying to call me. I was the one who had to comfort him after he cut me down and he still complains about it to this day and on occasion says he wish it'd worked. i fuckin hate this

 

[dedshite]

Just dump the kunt

 

[TheDevilRullz]

not me but my bf watched me try to hang myself. he didn't really give a shit until like 3-4 minutes later when he eventually got up because my parents were trying to call me. I was the one who had to comfort him after he cut me down and he still complains about it to this day and on occasion says he wish it'd worked. i fuckin hate this

I think it's better to be alone than to have a "boyfriend" like that.

 

[mrln]

not me but my bf watched me try to hang myself. he didn't really give a shit until like 3-4 minutes later when he eventually got up because my parents were trying to call me. I was the one who had to comfort him after he cut me down and he still complains about it to this day and on occasion says he wish it'd worked. i fuckin hate this

he sounds like a fucking asshole.
are you still with him? if so,then the only way i see you getting out of that relationship, is if you went into the woods and found a tree.
show him whose boss!

I am from India...this website depend on us

yes because we like to watch stupid people jump on trains and grab the power lines.

Before my older brother electrocuted himself in his bathtub, he taped the phone numbers of myself and my younger brother to the front door, who got there first, so i never saw him dead in the tub....probably for the best.

My younger brother had a mental breakdown afterward, and has rarely communicated with anyone since, although he did text me recently after two years of no contact, and said he hasn't been out of his apartment in over two months, but recently got a new therapist, so hopefully he'll get better.
I repeatedly tried to initiate contact during this period, but he rebuffed me, so my conscience is clear. Life moves forward.

Not saying the two are exactly related, as it certainly wouldn't have given me a breakdown, although i was always the strongest mentally of the 3.
I wonder if the frequent beatings we all got as young children (<10) with belts and wooden sticks caused older brother's suicide and younger brother's breakdown, but i'll never permit this rotten world to knock me down.

when was this? how old were you all?
glad your the stronger of the three,because i dont think we'd ever meet any of the other two,if it were you.