Serious How do you think you'll die

[Nathan_Yahoo]

I kind of wished I had a clue so I could "go missing" and slip off into some place beautiful and remote so my family could hope instead of the exceptionally painful grief

Wouldnt be better for your family trust me. I happen to know more than a couple families whos sons/fathers/grandfathers went missing for days/years or never found and that is more crushing than knowing theyre dead. Sure there is always that hope you mentioned but its tiny and they live with that uncertainty and it devours their lives..


Ive been close once. Almost fell of a cliff. I was climbing without ropes and equipment and maybe at 10m height a rock maybe half human size started separating from the cliff as i grabbed it with my right hand. Somehow instinct kicked in and i transfered my weight on the left hand while doing a 180°.

And a few times I thought I was close. Once in a car crash. Once I thought I saw an enraged bear at night but it was my huge friend (i have bad eyesight and rarely wear my contacts) trying to scare me in the woods while we were collecting firewood.

Oh this is the best one. I was smoking salvia divinorum with some friends. And I started laughing so loudly and hysterically and by each "ha" it was getting more intense and stronger and I couldnt stop and after maybe 30 seconds or 2 minutes im not sure I was like "wait no way I can withstand this much longer my heart is going to burts.... wtf i will literally die from laughing(we have a saying in my language - dying from laughing - when something is too funny) and than I started laughing even harder but didnt panic I enjoyed every second but you know I was pretty sure it will be my end. Eventually it started to slow down. And no I have no idea what was funny to me in the first place. But thats salvia, people who tried it will know.


I would like to die in battle knowing my family is safe somewhere. Cliche I know.


I will die in a hospital bed, not too old cause I didnt take care enough about my body over the years when I was only chasing pussy and drugs. Stupid

 

[gypsy801]

Cancer

 

[1fktmind]

Probably by suicide. Since I have nothing to live. My life. Is pretty much over. I might as welll be dead.

If this is what you truely think. Seek help, not kidding. There is hotlines for this stuff. At least give it a try.

 

[girl101]

If this is what you truely think. Seek help, not kidding. There is hotlines for this stuff. At least give it a try.

Hotlines don't help they don't give yon money so my life is fucking over since I am losing my allowance

 

[Pump250]

I always wonder if other people think about death as much as I do. I have had a lot of health problems and a few near misses most of which were technically self-inflicted agony. Of course, like everyone else, I would like to just go to sleep and slip into the abyss with no fear or pain. But then my mind makes even that sound like not such a great thing because someone is going to find me, and my family is going to have to widdle my life down to a shoebox of sentimental things. I really want to apologize in advance for all the dildos. But I am pretty sure I'll die from cancer or quite possibly end up with dementia due to the prescription drugs I take. I know smoking causes cancer but so does half the stuff they sell as food in Walmart. I kind of wished I had a clue so I could "go missing" and slip off into some place beautiful and remote so my family could hope instead of the exceptionally painful grief of those left behind after someone decides to remove themselves from the census.

This isn't suicidal idealization or a cry for help I have always been this way even as a kid.

So my questions are... How do you think you'll die, Have you almost died (story time, pictures even better this is GG after all,) and how would you prefer to die?

I'd say suicide but at the right moment though.

Probably by suicide. Since I have nothing to live. My life. Is pretty much over. I might as welll be dead.

Me too. I'm waiting for the right moment though

Hotlines don't help they don't give yon money so my life is fucking over since I am losing my allowance

Your allowance? What's your age girl101?

 

[methedup77]

Cancer

 

[Twiggychick]

Most likely alone. I just hope I’m found before I rot away too much. I have one son out of two who will hopefully think of me before it’s too late. But then again, I’ll be dead and won’t give a shit.

 

[1fktmind]

Hotlines don't help they don't give yon money so my life is fucking over since I am losing my allowance

But maybe they can find you some help to settle your financial situation.

 

[Irishrepublic]

Hoping I quit smoking young enough (38) to avoid lung cancer but my doctor says if I don't cut down on the booze my liver will be fucked. He obviously didn't say "fucked" but whatever the medical term for fucked is

 

[Rover0]

Most likely on the shitter. Always dumping impurities, sin from my ass. Seemingly never ending until the grand shitty finale heart attack.

 

[girl101]

I'd say suicide but at the right moment though.


Me too. I'm waiting for the right moment though


Your allowance? What's your age girl101?

47.
But I do not work. Because I am full time caretaker of my parents (cancer and end stage dementia and my parents estate. I am unmarried housewife with special needs kIds

 

[Pump250]

Ok. I didn't mean anything by it. When you mentioned allowance I just making sure I wasn't giving anyone underage bad advice. I'm trying really hard to wait until my son is 18 to end myself. He's a Year and 8 months now. Do you think you can hang on a bit longer?

 

[Tottie]

I always wonder if other people think about death as much as I do. I have had a lot of health problems and a few near misses most of which were technically self-inflicted agony. Of course, like everyone else, I would like to just go to sleep and slip into the abyss with no fear or pain. But then my mind makes even that sound like not such a great thing because someone is going to find me, and my family is going to have to widdle my life down to a shoebox of sentimental things. I really want to apologize in advance for all the dildos. But I am pretty sure I'll die from cancer or quite possibly end up with dementia due to the prescription drugs I take. I know smoking causes cancer but so does half the stuff they sell as food in Walmart. I kind of wished I had a clue so I could "go missing" and slip off into some place beautiful and remote so my family could hope instead of the exceptionally painful grief of those left behind after someone decides to remove themselves from the census.

This isn't suicidal idealization or a cry for help I have always been this way even as a kid.

So my questions are... How do you think you'll die, Have you almost died (story time, pictures even better this is GG after all,) and how would you prefer to die?

You think too much, enjoy it laugh like fuck ,make a joke ,it's not that serious

 

[captaingore27]

I always wonder if other people think about death as much as I do. I have had a lot of health problems and a few near misses most of which were technically self-inflicted agony. Of course, like everyone else, I would like to just go to sleep and slip into the abyss with no fear or pain. But then my mind makes even that sound like not such a great thing because someone is going to find me, and my family is going to have to widdle my life down to a shoebox of sentimental things. I really want to apologize in advance for all the dildos. But I am pretty sure I'll die from cancer or quite possibly end up with dementia due to the prescription drugs I take. I know smoking causes cancer but so does half the stuff they sell as food in Walmart. I kind of wished I had a clue so I could "go missing" and slip off into some place beautiful and remote so my family could hope instead of the exceptionally painful grief of those left behind after someone decides to remove themselves from the census.

This isn't suicidal idealization or a cry for help I have always been this way even as a kid.

So my questions are... How do you think you'll die, Have you almost died (story time, pictures even better this is GG after all,) and how would you prefer to die?

I lowkey feel like I will die by a wild animal
Or some kind of adrenaline junkie accident.
I love nature, I respect it and keep my
Distance but I hike the mountains out west with no fear, I’m armed but still.
I also love to do daredevil type shit

 

[Donkeyd]

I think my past will catch up with me. I'm fit now, don't smoke and don't drink but jeez up until 25 I lived life on the edge.

 

[PurrGirl]

Hotlines don't help they don't give yon money so my life is fucking over since I am losing my allowance

Your allowance?? How the fuck old are you, 12? Get a job.

 

[girl101]

Your allowance?? How the fuck old are you, 12? Get a job.

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But I do not work. Because I am full time caretaker of my parents (cancer and end stage dementia and my parents estate. I am unmarried housewife with special needs kIds aka my parents

I can't work because myself because I am fighting stomach cancer

My allowance is access to my parents bank accounts to bills, property tax etc, both are end stage now.

 

[1fktmind]

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But I do not work. Because I am full time caretaker of my parents (cancer and end stage dementia and my parents estate. I am unmarried housewife with special needs kIds aka my parents

I can't work because myself because I am fighting stomach cancer

My allowance is access to my parents bank accounts to bills, property tax etc, both are end stage now.

How is it possible to be a housewife when not married? Sorry Im confused.
Anyway, is it not time for you to atleast focus on what you CAN enjoy, rather than what you can't do anything about.

 

[girl101]

How is it possible to be a housewife when not married? Sorry Im confused.
Anyway, is it not time for you to atleast focus on what you CAN enjoy, rather than what you can't do anything about.

Sorry I think my job as a caretaker slave. Equivalent to housewife

I do everything what a married housewife does

 

[1fktmind]

Sorry I think my job as a caretaker slave. Equivalent to housewife

I do everything what a married housewife does

Well im sure some can also be a happy houseiwfe, with the right setting. Please find something that makes you happy or excited. This allows us to cope with all the hard stuff in life