Serious Im lost

[(G.O.A.T.) Tubemonkey]

I'm glad you disclosed your pain to your crew. All the positive responses give testament to how tight knit this community can be. I hope that brings you some comfort in these trying days. Prayers your way come, mate.

 

[PinkE]

Ghouly, you have a right to mourn, horseman, but don't let it consume you. Take a short time, you owe her that but you also owe her more than that. She sacrificed so much to give you a good loving, happy life. She would want you to do your best to be happy and not get caught up in the past. She lives in your heart now, make sure her home us a happy home like she made sure for you when you were an innocent, helpless child. That's the best, most honorable way to carry her memory. Be the man she would want you to be and find joy in every day💕
Love, Pinky

 

[Lord Gutsy]

Almost 2 days ago my grandmother of 90 years age passed away. I was with her in her home when it happened. She was a tough woman who could be really mean, but also just as sweet. One of my favorite memories of my childhood involved just her and me. She was more like my mother to me than my actual mother. She quit her job to raise me once I was born. I asked her to not go cause I needed her, but it was okay to if she was hurting. The last thing I told her was I would bust hell wide open to get her if I had to. That's something she use to tell me. I loved both of my grandparents greatly and I was prepared when my grandfather passed. It hurt me bad but I was ready. This I wasn't. The home they built the year I was born is now empty for the first time. I haven't been myself as some of my recent post may show. The doctors knew she was dying but couldn't tell us why. It's like she just got done with it all. I been drinking and taking sleeping meds since it happened. It's hard to eat, it's hard to wakeup, it's hard to just exist at this point. I know there will be some trolls try and feed off my sorrow and thats fine. I don't do social media cause I think people should say whatever you want. I will remember if you strike me when I'm down though. Whatever you do when you have a death in your family, please do that for me. A prayer, a drink, a high five, whatever it is. I want my mother to go into her next life knowing I cared more than she knew.
Thanks @Dolly this was a good idea.

Yeah it's 1 of the hardest things to go through in life.....i lost my grandmother in 2019 and it was tough....i used to drink till i pass out to cope with the pain....condolences to u and the family during this tough time...will definitely take a shot of rum for her.

 

[Ex Spatula King]

I know we don't know each other but my heart goes out to you. Losing a grandparent is hard enough, let alone one that helped shape you into the man you are today. I'll have a drink to her and to you our Captain 😉

 

[Mr. Ser Jr]

First, I'm sorry for your loss.

Second,I envy you cuz You at least had a grandma whom you loved...
In my case they didn't give a shit about neither their children nor grandchildren.


Not even at Christmas or Birthdays did they ever call us.

lol

people need to appreciate those around them, be it a pet (dog, cat ,whatever), or human being, and live their life like it's golden

 

[Fentanyl Floyd]

Wish I knew what to say other than "sorry for your loss" because everyone says that and it's not like it makes it hurt any less.....I hope things get better for you soon though, you have a great albeit crazy community to lean on for some extra support if you need it

 

[Prince 👑 Harming]

90 is a very full life ... she molded the man that you see in the mirror and will live for ever in that reflection

 

[Enzo DA]

Sorry for your loss

 

[Genital_giant]

Sorry to hear off your loss, the storm always passes stay strong! 💪

 

[TehBitch]

Grandparents are such a gift..I lost all 4 of mine and have such fond memories.
I'm sorry for your loss. ❤️

 

[dubya]

Almost 2 days ago my grandmother of 90 years age passed away. I was with her in her home when it happened. She was a tough woman who could be really mean, but also just as sweet. One of my favorite memories of my childhood involved just her and me. She was more like my mother to me than my actual mother. She quit her job to raise me once I was born. I asked her to not go cause I needed her, but it was okay to if she was hurting. The last thing I told her was I would bust hell wide open to get her if I had to. That's something she use to tell me. I loved both of my grandparents greatly and I was prepared when my grandfather passed. It hurt me bad but I was ready. This I wasn't. The home they built the year I was born is now empty for the first time. I haven't been myself as some of my recent post may show. The doctors knew she was dying but couldn't tell us why. It's like she just got done with it all. I been drinking and taking sleeping meds since it happened. It's hard to eat, it's hard to wakeup, it's hard to just exist at this point. I know there will be some trolls try and feed off my sorrow and thats fine. I don't do social media cause I think people should say whatever you want. I will remember if you strike me when I'm down though. Whatever you do when you have a death in your family, please do that for me. A prayer, a drink, a high five, whatever it is. I want my mother to go into her next life knowing I cared more than she knew.
Thanks @Dolly this was a good idea.

whenever we have a death in our family we simply say “well that’s that” and move on.
i expect my children to say the same thing, and so on.
it’s your choice whether you get over this or not, or what way you comprehend death. remember this though, nothing can change what happened, no matter what road you take. what’s done is done, and that’s that.

 

[Can'tSleep]

Imagine the ship and crew she's putting together for the trip to the afterlife, gonna be legendary!

 

[Shady as Fuck]

Almost 2 days ago my grandmother of 90 years age passed away. I was with her in her home when it happened. She was a tough woman who could be really mean, but also just as sweet. One of my favorite memories of my childhood involved just her and me. She was more like my mother to me than my actual mother. She quit her job to raise me once I was born. I asked her to not go cause I needed her, but it was okay to if she was hurting. The last thing I told her was I would bust hell wide open to get her if I had to. That's something she use to tell me. I loved both of my grandparents greatly and I was prepared when my grandfather passed. It hurt me bad but I was ready. This I wasn't. The home they built the year I was born is now empty for the first time. I haven't been myself as some of my recent post may show. The doctors knew she was dying but couldn't tell us why. It's like she just got done with it all. I been drinking and taking sleeping meds since it happened. It's hard to eat, it's hard to wakeup, it's hard to just exist at this point. I know there will be some trolls try and feed off my sorrow and thats fine. I don't do social media cause I think people should say whatever you want. I will remember if you strike me when I'm down though. Whatever you do when you have a death in your family, please do that for me. A prayer, a drink, a high five, whatever it is. I want my mother to go into her next life knowing I cared more than she knew.
Thanks @Dolly this was a good idea.

I'm sorry for your loss. I lost my mom last year and I haven't been the same

 

[Ellzibette]

I am very sorry you lost someone so important to you. I am sure she knew just how special she was to you, and I am sure you were just as special to her.

 

[Sweet Death]

Sorry for your loss, losing a beloved family member is rough, a drink and a prayer to you both!

 

[Windowshopper]

Just know that all her worries and pains are now over. She rests in peace. At 90 she's been through/seen ALOT this life has to show, in my eyes thats a good thing. Cherish the memories. 'Till you meet again.

 

[Guipago]

That Sucks, been some good advice given, I've found Bach Flowers Rescue Remedy is heads for stress in situations like this, really helps pull the brain into line, we also shallow breath at times like this so deep breaths! Chin up sport.

 

[Captain GhoulAgain]

That Sucks, been some good advice given, I've found Bach Flowers Rescue Remedy is heads for stress in situations like this, really helps pull the brain into line, we also shallow breath at times like this so deep breaths! Chin up sport.

My grandmother wouldn't want me to put my chin down. It is heavy now, but I'm a leader and a leader must lead.

 

[mrln]

sorry to hear dude. it wasnt easy when my gram passed either. the matriarch.

 

[Mysterious_business]

I’m truly sorry to hear of your loss love. I was working at the same hospital when my grandmother passed, but now I have her “baby” to love and remember her by. She was the only one out of all 4 of my grandparents who even cared for me.

I’m always here if you need.