So my whole life, bro idk man it hasn't been easy to be a normal man. I struggled a lot and still do. But my grandma really believed in me and really saw the real me and it was just really nice. But I never, I promised her she would see me change and she did, so she thought. It was a mask in a sense but I just wasn't ready. Anyway.. we had a really close relationship and this woman was an old woman who has been there done it but never let it define her just a woman one of real wisdom. Anyway I was in prison right and my mom was telling me I don't think you'll make it in time to see grandma pass. She was going downhill fast like it caught up with her. So in a letter right I told her "Grandma please send me a sign from the afterlife so I know it real. Idk why she said okay it's gonna be the number 7 the shape of a circle and the object a monarch butterfly. So I make it home in time thank god and take care of her personally literally up until the point of me coming home from work and finding her dead bagging the body with the coroner whole nine just was there for the end in full ...Whatever I just go on, I find myself back in jail and right before I was to get out I had a vivid dream like a really lucid vivid dream of my grandma sitting in front of me like 5 ft away with red eyebrows and red hair looking 40 years old. Never in my life have I seen her like this, sure in pictures but she was at her prime in the dream I felt. And the smile, omg the smile was breath taking. You know what her only words to me were. "Hey ty what time is it?" The next scene is me looking at a watch and saying "it's 7 oclock gram" and then the next scene she is by the door as I walk out and back to waking life. I sat up and thought about it and realized wait a second I looked at a circular faced watch and said it's 7 oclock and the smile she gave me at the end was like she played an inside joke on me. It brought me so much peace man and she did it she really did you know what's funny I knew she would too somehow. She was just that type of woman cared so deeply about me and I was just a fuck up bro but she really saw me trying it idk man I don't want to think about it anymore


