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I've been reading up on how psychedelics are helping military personnel deal with trauma, ptsd, depression related issues with very positive results. Another option to look at.
Good luck 👍
yea you gotta show us so we can make sure its not infected.I’m more concerned about the little nicks from shaving my taint.
What are your options at this point?So long story short, because I just don't have the energy right no w. I'm reaching a point in my life where I really have to make a decision If I want to go on like this and it's not a phase of bullshit. I've struggled for my entire life and I'm older now of building a good life and getting taken out by severe depression and intense waves of relapse. Like real hardcore benders that take you to crash out. I can't do this anymore man. I can't recover this time and I don't want to period. If I go this time it's gonna be to the death of me I'll make sure of it. I don't even care about taking care of myself or eating when I'm on them and I get good jobs man but it's always something and I'm back to nothing and having to build back it gets draining and is this who I really am? I got to go to work this morning in a couple hours I've been out Friday, all weekend and Monday and I just didn't even call in on Friday. I haven't ate or showered or changed my clothes and did anything but spend all my time and money numbing myself, real hardcore depression. And I justs started another bende I have to decide what I'm gonna do for real I can't and won't build it back this time.
My friend, I hope it’s not in this forest that you want to recharge your batteries ...Pick a country, few grand
Go full forest gump
Looking to do the same this year or early next 😅
What are your options at this point?
Can you take the overall goal of getting clean with smaller steps? Instead of looking at the whole thing at once which is overwhelming, take it in smaller pcs.
Focus on today - what do you need to do? Take a shower. Change your clothes. Go to work on time.
Start with those.
I cannot say much, as I do not know you. Regardless I believe that your life is your choice. If you truly believe your life as a whole is negative, you have the option to cut it short. Personally, I just do stupidly risky climbing and ignore my responsibilities while focusing on the small joys to me: cooking for myself, drawing, and reading.So long story short, because I just don't have the energy right no w. I'm reaching a point in my life where I really have to make a decision If I want to go on like this and it's not a phase of bullshit. I've struggled for my entire life and I'm older now of building a good life and getting taken out by severe depression and intense waves of relapse. Like real hardcore benders that take you to crash out. I can't do this anymore man. I can't recover this time and I don't want to period. If I go this time it's gonna be to the death of me I'll make sure of it. I don't even care about taking care of myself or eating when I'm on them and I get good jobs man but it's always something and I'm back to nothing and having to build back it gets draining and is this who I really am? I got to go to work this morning in a couple hours I've been out Friday, all weekend and Monday and I just didn't even call in on Friday. I haven't ate or showered or changed my clothes and did anything but spend all my time and money numbing myself, real hardcore depression. And I justs started another bende I have to decide what I'm gonna do for real I can't and won't build it back this time.
Have you ever considered going to Church and singing along with all the other people in there.So long story short, because I just don't have the energy right no w. I'm reaching a point in my life where I really have to make a decision If I want to go on like this and it's not a phase of bullshit. I've struggled for my entire life and I'm older now of building a good life and getting taken out by severe depression and intense waves of relapse. Like real hardcore benders that take you to crash out. I can't do this anymore man. I can't recover this time and I don't want to period. If I go this time it's gonna be to the death of me I'll make sure of it. I don't even care about taking care of myself or eating when I'm on them and I get good jobs man but it's always something and I'm back to nothing and having to build back it gets draining and is this who I really am? I got to go to work this morning in a couple hours I've been out Friday, all weekend and Monday and I just didn't even call in on Friday. I haven't ate or showered or changed my clothes and did anything but spend all my time and money numbing myself, real hardcore depression. And I justs started another bende I have to decide what I'm gonna do for real I can't and won't build it back this time.
Could you stream your suicide online, please? Maybe it'll end up on here one day.So long story short, because I just don't have the energy right no w. I'm reaching a point in my life where I really have to make a decision If I want to go on like this and it's not a phase of bullshit. I've struggled for my entire life and I'm older now of building a good life and getting taken out by severe depression and intense waves of relapse. Like real hardcore benders that take you to crash out. I can't do this anymore man. I can't recover this time and I don't want to period. If I go this time it's gonna be to the death of me I'll make sure of it. I don't even care about taking care of myself or eating when I'm on them and I get good jobs man but it's always something and I'm back to nothing and having to build back it gets draining and is this who I really am? I got to go to work this morning in a couple hours I've been out Friday, all weekend and Monday and I just didn't even call in on Friday. I haven't ate or showered or changed my clothes and did anything but spend all my time and money numbing myself, real hardcore depression. And I justs started another bende I have to decide what I'm gonna do for real I can't and won't build it back this time.
Get your shots firstWorse
Thinking of doing a counter clockwise circuit of india
😅
To each kali and bhairava temple
Until laya
Going to walk the coast paths here through summer, minimal hiking gear. save up money till next year and get gone for roughly the same time.
Certainly worth a go eh, insane or otherwise.
WorseMy friend, I hope it’s not in this forest that you want to recharge your batteries ...
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There are real ppl behind the usernames with real life struggles.For real.... you must be desparate if youre pouring your heart out HERE.... I honestly was surprised at the support they received. Aww you big ole softies. 😘