So I'm a confirmed psychopath

[D.O.A.]

Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.

I didn't read all that I just wanted to ask if you get a framed certificate for it or some type of medical bracelet?

 

[Ericjay76]

Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.

Boss? I'm loss for words? Could say lots of things. But,fact is I believe your being genuinely sincerely honest. Even scary lol! No disrespect. So do you get gratification by your job? Like I'm n Sense of empatheticly? Or is it what you have trained yourself and because you have everything under wraps? Seriously!. I ask for I'm in A fucked situation which involves my girl of 10yrs, which I'm sure she's schizophrenic & All the trimmings etc. The problem is her little bastard of son who's 27yrs and I wouldn't piss on if he was ablaze. I mean that whole heartedly. He, is without All the above. I'm rambling but, I hope you do well and do have a little empathy in your heart. If not already. Take care . Tip my hat to you. Eric

 

[Mudskipper]

Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin

Psychopaths / sociopaths cannot learn to feel empathy. It is a different matter understanding the machinations of empathy to feeling empathetic towards another entity.

Sounds far more misanthropy to me, not that one negates the other and they're not mutually exclusive.

 

[Lucifairy666]

Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.

😎👏

 

[schizogangrape]

Same Do u care in the slightest be honest or would u rather feel empathy i fucking hate developing attachments those r the closest I’ve been to empathy

 

[Zargon the great]

Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.

Just being diagnosed as a "psychopath "or "Sociopath" doesn't mean you are going act on your fantasies So quit bragging, no one is impressed.

 

[ForzaTreblinka]

Welcome to the club....we have been expecting you!!!!

 

[McM]

It's not only black and white. As usual.
You have tendencies, more or less.
40 shades of grey.

 

[limsy]

You're good

 

[mrln]

havent seen this fucker since he posted this.
troll...

 

[Norma bates]

I don't think I learned it I think I developed it I'm sure I had the capacity for empathy otherwise it woulda been impossible.

No, not that that I knew of of this was my first psych test I'm aware of.

n't think I learned it I think I developed it I'm sure I had the capacity for empathy otherwise it woulda been impossible.

Is your empathy logical or emotional? I mean, logically I can recognize that something I do could hurt someone else and I personally wouldn't want that done to me. However, that said, I don't give a fuck. I'm not that person. And imma do whatever I want. So logical empathy is definitely different from emotional empathy where you're supposed to feel the other person's pain like your own I think...

 

[Interregnum]

i dont care about your childhood
even when you got gang raped by 10 big black cocks
im saying that because i almost had the feeling that you wanted to justify your bad behaviour with it
if you have the urge to kill someone then just
kill yourself
win win situation

 

[horseshorse]

wheres everyone from?

 

[M.O.DENGLER]

wheres everyone from?

Your mums bedroom.

 

[Reject]

Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.

Nah, you’re just a pussy👍

 

[Kitty katt]

I do have a question. How did you learn empathy? I am not a psychopath, but I find empathy to be extremely situation specific. I feel tremendous empathy for animals, sometimes children, extremely rarely with adults. I figured I was just an asshole, which is fine. But I don't understand how you learn empathy any more than you can learn any other feeling. You just do or you don't.

I am not arguing with you, I am honestly curious.

Very good question.

 

[Gurgled_Sliced_Throat]

Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.

You can have a psychotic tendencies, it's quite normal. But you're responsible how you channel your hate and anger.

 

[MATAMUERTOS]

 

[pharaoh313]

I wonder if your mental history would show up if you wanted to buy a gun or a government job that unfavor the mentally ill.

 

[lymphangiosarcoma]

a lot to read im not reading this but congratulations!! :3