You may be more likely to kill someone than I am lol, will never happeThat's Cool;But if U slip up abit,and U just happen to Murder and Mutilate some1;Please remember Us!
RECORD AND POST!!! 🤘🏻🤟🤙...SP
Interesting take! I'm inclined to lean in your direction! 🤘🏻🤟🤙...SP
I'm going to say welcome to the club 👍My daughter is on the spectrum, we are very different. Not sure if there is a genetic component but in this case its irrelevant because she is adopted. I've actually never considered autism in regards to myself.
But now you are making me think. In general, I hate people. I don't like when my food touches on a plate (like the potatoes, the veggies, and the meat all need to stay in their own discreet sections or it wigs me out, they cannot blend). I hate the feeling of wet hair on my skin, so I put it up until it dries right after a shower and I never swim. I also do this thing where something about a certain food will ruin it. The best way I can describe it is the food gets "ugly" and I can't eat it. If otherwise completely fresh chicken is slightly too slimy, if there is too much water in a meat package, if the blood is slightly oxidized on a piece of meat.....if it smells like anything other than nothing to me (there have been instances where I KNOW for certain I smell something.....but other people around me think I am nuts and its fine)....then it becomes ugly and I cannot eat it. While I am eating, if I bite a piece of fat, or gristle, or something in any way has a texture or flavor other than exactly what I expect, it also becomes ugly. I don't choose not to eat it, I physically cannot eat it, even if I try. Can't just spit it out, the entire meal is tainted and I cannot eat it. I cannot touch anything velvet. It makes me cringe. I'd rather smash my hand with a mallet than touch velvet, the aversion is truly that strong.
But, I have no problem picking up on social cues like my daughter does....she has tremendous trouble with sarcasm, contextual meanings of things.....the world to her is entirely black and white. Linear and logical. She hates any sort of change, I don't mind change at all. In fact I would say I am very easily bored and maybe crave change a little too much. A lot of my relationships (other than my kids, and my pets) are transient. They are very intense at first, then ultimately I get bored. Never had any problems at school, nothing like that.
So autistic? I don't think it really fits. Crazy? Yeah probably.
I'm going to say welcome to my world lol, I identified with a lot of what you said.My daughter is on the spectrum, we are very different. Not sure if there is a genetic component but in this case its irrelevant because she is adopted. I've actually never considered autism in regards to myself.
But now you are making me think. In general, I hate people. I don't like when my food touches on a plate (like the potatoes, the veggies, and the meat all need to stay in their own discreet sections or it wigs me out, they cannot blend). I hate the feeling of wet hair on my skin, so I put it up until it dries right after a shower and I never swim. I also do this thing where something about a certain food will ruin it. The best way I can describe it is the food gets "ugly" and I can't eat it. If otherwise completely fresh chicken is slightly too slimy, if there is too much water in a meat package, if the blood is slightly oxidized on a piece of meat.....if it smells like anything other than nothing to me (there have been instances where I KNOW for certain I smell something.....but other people around me think I am nuts and its fine)....then it becomes ugly and I cannot eat it. While I am eating, if I bite a piece of fat, or gristle, or something in any way has a texture or flavor other than exactly what I expect, it also becomes ugly. I don't choose not to eat it, I physically cannot eat it, even if I try. Can't just spit it out, the entire meal is tainted and I cannot eat it. I cannot touch anything velvet. It makes me cringe. I'd rather smash my hand with a mallet than touch velvet, the aversion is truly that strong.
But, I have no problem picking up on social cues like my daughter does....she has tremendous trouble with sarcasm, contextual meanings of things.....the world to her is entirely black and white. Linear and logical. She hates any sort of change, I don't mind change at all. In fact I would say I am very easily bored and maybe crave change a little too much. A lot of my relationships (other than my kids, and my pets) are transient. They are very intense at first, then ultimately I get bored. Never had any problems at school, nothing like that.
So autistic? I don't think it really fits. Crazy? Yeah probably.
I might mock up a certificate, that would be awesome next to my other certificates lolI didn't read all that I just wanted to ask if you get a framed certificate for it or some type of medical bracelet?
100% thats the entire point, its not good not bad, how I handle my life is what determines things.You can have a psychotic tendencies,it's quite normal.But you're responsible how you channel your hate and anger.
