Serious How has your mental health been?

[SJW-Snowflake❄️]

It hasn't been good for 26 years. But I'm still here. Barely.

 

[machopants]

I be awesome everyday

 

[hedgerow]

Fairly good, worse when I'm drinking alcohol.
Dis shrooms last week and it gave me the reset I needed😍

you had said you were going to take an alcohol break right? now's a good time to start.

 

[GenericMale]

you had said you were going to take an alcohol break right? now's a good time to start.

Yeah you remember correctly. I've been back on it for a couple of weeks on and off again but tbh its never worth it😩

Only on day two alcohol free right now but I'm going to take a break from drinking for a while, you're definitely right about starting now, thanks brother!🙏

 

[Gorefriend]

Absolute dog shit. Making the most I've ever made in my life and I can barely afford to live. Im on two different anti depressants and I still hate it here

 

[evil retard]

my feelings? i feel hungry.

 

[Guipago]

It's not me that's crazy---it's everybody else!

 

[SickoPsycho01]

I’m at a point where I just don’t know anymore. I feel like a time bomb, but also simultaneously in remarkable control.

 

[Lido Ernie]

I do not know if this is already a thread, but I could not find it, if there was.

I am just genuinely curious on how all of the people in this community deal with their mental health. I have always been interested on how people deal with their problems.

For me, anyways, not getting too specific, but honestly, Goregrish has almost been a way where I can have my mind distracted. That has been a good way of me keeping my mind in check. The community is always entertaining and the videos do have the shock value to just keep your eyes non stop focused on the screen.

Of course I have other ways to deal with mine, but I am more waiting on see if this gets approved since this is my first thread on here. If you cannot tell, I am very much of an idiot that is 90% of the time not even sober enough to walk.

Maybe we can have some serious discussions below. I would love to see if anyone can relate to me, let alone if this turns into a little miniature therapy session, h

I do not know if this is already a thread, but I could not find it, if there was.

I am just genuinely curious on how all of the people in this community deal with their mental health. I have always been interested on how people deal with their problems.

For me, anyways, not getting too specific, but honestly, Goregrish has almost been a way where I can have my mind distracted. That has been a good way of me keeping my mind in check. The community is always entertaining and the videos do have the shock value to just keep your eyes non stop focused on the screen.

Of course I have other ways to deal with mine, but I am more waiting on see if this gets approved since this is my first thread on here. If you cannot tell, I am very much of an idiot that is 90% of the time not even sober enough to walk.

Maybe we can have some serious discussions below. I would love to see if anyone can relate to me, let alone if this turns into a little miniature therapy session, haha.

I am suffering from stress trauma and bipolar disease

 

[IkeaPsyco]

How i deal...
-My religion
-My husband
-Hydroxyzine
-Motiron
-Risperidone
-My dog
-My garden
-Books, podcasts and movies
-GoreGrish
-Psych ward

When shit hits the fan my husband is super to guide me through my psychotic episodes and the hallucinations. The panic attacks and the anxiety. And when its beyond him...the psych ward is good at taking care of me.

My religion comforts me. Always.

I try to keep sane, with walks with my dog and just enjoying his goofy happiness., Reading, Podcasts and movies gives me a pause and break from reality.
And gardening keeps me grounded and calm.

When things are on the edge Goregrish is the place to be for me.

At this time of my life the chronic depression and the borderline is kinda small compared to the other things.

 

[asiki]

extremely morbid
In reality, I am not exposed to cigarettes, alcohol, addictive drugs, high-calorie fast food, or addiction to electronic products.
But I have horrible sexual fantasies inside of me, and I wish I could be part of a beautiful girl, a beautiful white girl, or a beautiful Asian girl, and I live inside her and whatever she is doing, I know it. You know, when she sleeps, I will control her body to do some perverted things, such as masturbating, or having sex with men. When the owner of the body wakes up, she finds that her vagina is red and full. Semen, even if the owner knew what was going on, there was nothing she could do about it and she had to accept the fact that someone was sharing her wonderful body.
A gentleman with healthy living habits and cheerful appearance, but he has repressed sexual fantasies in his heart.
I can't do anything about it, I quit smoking, drinking and other things, but I can't stop being exposed to porn, I won't go to a psychiatrist, then they will judge me as crazy and get booked, and most importantly, they Only drugs are prescribed that stimulate the brain, and when addiction develops, things get worse.
To be honest, I am actually very tortured. I think the best way is to find a girl who is equally crazy. When the madness is over, my mind will gradually calm down.

 

[mrln]

exhausted. took my brother back to the hosp. YET AGAIN. this is the 4th time in 2 1/2 months. hes bi-polar schitzo. he needs long term care. but the hosp keeps him in for 2 weeks then sends him on his merry way. on meds that zombify him. he is a highly functioning schitzo. he had a job,house,marriage. all that. now its all vanished. the hosp keeps him for only 2 weeks to see how the meds they gave him,work. he needs more than meds,but these "dr's" think that throwing meds solve the problem. he was staying at my house recently. today wudda been 3 wks. but took him back lastnite. we have to have one of the worst med health care in the world! 4x's in 2 months should raise a flag! let alone when he went in the last time. it was 3x's in a month! but "here try these and see how they work". thats no longer working. he needs long term to get better. last time he was here,he was in the bdrm for 3 wks. isolated himself. hardly ate anything. there was days he wouldnt eat. at all. i had to drag him out of the room. and when he ate dinner,thats the longest hed be out of the room. it reminded me of the situation with monica,on shameless. when she had her breakdown and the kids couldnt get her out of bed. omg theres so much,idk where to begin,with this. but i blame it on politicians who make policies. and i start with ronald reagan for changing things up in the mental health care system. all the way down to the local politician who did nothing to help change things. im so frustrated and im about ready to go off.
now hes saying he doesnt want to live any more. lets see how long the dr's keep him before they discharge him again.

 

[Jenny]

exhausted. took my brother back to the hosp. YET AGAIN. this is the 4th time in 2 1/2 months. hes bi-polar schitzo. he needs long term care. but the hosp keeps him in for 2 weeks then sends him on his merry way. on meds that zombify him. he is a highly functioning schitzo. he had a job,house,marriage. all that. now its all vanished. the hosp keeps him for only 2 weeks to see how the meds they gave him,work. he needs more than meds,but these "dr's" think that throwing meds solve the problem. he was staying at my house recently. today wudda been 3 wks. but took him back lastnite. we have to have one of the worst med health care in the world! 4x's in 2 months should raise a flag! let alone when he went in the last time. it was 3x's in a month! but "here try these and see how they work". thats no longer working. he needs long term to get better. last time he was here,he was in the bdrm for 3 wks. isolated himself. hardly ate anything. there was days he wouldnt eat. at all. i had to drag him out of the room. and when he ate dinner,thats the longest hed be out of the room. it reminded me of the situation with monica,on shameless. when she had her breakdown and the kids couldnt get her out of bed. omg theres so much,idk where to begin,with this. but i blame it on politicians who make policies. and i start with ronald reagan for changing things up in the mental health care system. all the way down to the local politician who did nothing to help change things. im so frustrated and im about ready to go off.
now hes saying he doesnt want to live any more. lets see how long the dr's keep him before they discharge him again.

Sorry to hear that. Have you discussed these EXACT things you just said with his doctors? If you haven't, you absolutely need to! Even if it means literally showing them this post you just made so, they can read it & know where you're coming from.
I hate to tell you but, also, even if they can commit him for longer & do, it may only be "covered" by something like Medicaid or Medicare for 6 of every 12 month calender year & the rest of the financial burden is put on his family.

 

[mrln]

Sorry to hear that. Have you discussed these EXACT things you just said with his doctors? If you haven't, you absolutely need to! Even if it means literally showing them this post you just made so, they can read it & know where you're coming from.
I hate to tell you but, also, even if they can commit him for longer & do, it may only be "covered" by something like Medicaid or Medicare for 6 of every 12 month calender year & the rest of the financial burden is put on his family.

yes i said that to his dr lastnite. i called her. he needs to be set up with assistance by a social worker. declare if hes permanently disabled or not. and if so,he needs to go thru all the proper steps to get set up on assistance. which only they can provide. they know the system and can get things done in a timely fashion.
last time he was here,was only a few days. he came to my house on a fri and went in the hosp on mothers day. then let him out a few days after. when he has here that time,he was almost himself. but with 3-4 other personalities. but he was alive! social,out going,ambitious,husterical (he always had a good personality and funny as fuck) and had a healthy appetite. but this time? complete opposite. i could barely even make him smile.
he needs the long term care,so he can sort shit out. put it this way,he had a lot of money once. now he doesnt have a dime to his name. its the disease that did it. but the ins company says only 2 weeks. but how many times is it gunna be 2 weeks? how many more does it take? all these 2 weeks,could add up to be more money than if they just helped him in the first place!

 

[Jenny]

yes i said that to his dr lastnite. i called her. he needs to be set up with assistance by a social worker. declare if hes permanently disabled or not. and if so,he needs to go thru all the proper steps to get set up on assistance. which only they can provide. they know the system and can get things done in a timely fashion.
last time he was here,was only a few days. he came to my house on a fri and went in the hosp on mothers day. then let him out a few days after. when he has here that time,he was almost himself. but with 3-4 other personalities. but he was alive! social,out going,ambitious,husterical (he always had a good personality and funny as fuck) and had a healthy appetite. but this time? complete opposite. i could barely even make him smile.
he needs the long term care,so he can sort shit out. put it this way,he had a lot of money once. now he doesnt have a dime to his name. its the disease that did it. but the ins company says only 2 weeks. but how many times is it gunna be 2 weeks? how many more does it take? all these 2 weeks,could add up to be more money than if they just helped him in the first place!

Sorry. 😕 What did they say when you asked how many more times is it gonna take?
There's a criteria for permanent commitment.
My eldest brother was a schitzo too & absolutely nuts, until he died so, sorry. I say all the time things wouldn't have gone the way they did, had they locked him up in a mental institution way back when I was a kid but, he did get better too, for a while, once he got off the hard drugs. He stayed better for long periods at a time as well seemingly but, then he would get worse again too. I wish I could tell you there's a cure but, there's not. Just symptom management, meds.
If he's violent, wash your hands of him ASAP would be my advice. If he's not, pray he never gets that way.

 

[Imi]

Not exactly looking at dead people strengthens mental health, in fact it actually worsens it
You can help your nervous system with sports, sex,Vitamin C - B6-B12 and Magnesium, or there is lavender tea that you drink in the evening and it has a very good stress-relieving effect the next day and it is not addictive, you can't get used to it, you can stop taking it at any time without side effects or withdrawal symptoms

 

[Sassylapse]

Yeah nah not bad, about as healthy as a vegan in a chook pen

 

[Jenny]

Yeah nah not bad, about as healthy as a vegan in a chook pen

I haven't heard that saying since I was 3 years old. 🥺 If I ever get a rooster, imma name him Chook.

 

[IkeaPsyco]

Just came back from 2 weeks in the closed ward...so there's that 😬

 

[mrln]

Sorry. 😕 What did they say when you asked how many more times is it gonna take?
There's a criteria for permanent commitment.
My eldest brother was a schitzo too & absolutely nuts, until he died so, sorry. I say all the time things wouldn't have gone the way they did, had they locked him up in a mental institution way back when I was a kid but, he did get better too, for a while, once he got off the hard drugs. He stayed better for long periods at a time as well seemingly but, then he would get worse again too. I wish I could tell you there's a cure but, there's not. Just symptom management, meds.
If he's violent, wash your hands of him ASAP would be my advice. If he's not, pray he never gets that way.

hes not violent and he doesnt need a life time banishment to the rubber room. he just needs to have his meds adjusted and then observed to see if its the right concoction. he also needs to talk with someone. vent his problems and helo get them sorted and prioritized. because like i mentioned. hes a highly (or was and should be again) functioning skitzo. he just needs to be on his meds religiously. thats it in a nutshell basically.
sorry to hear about your bro. but sometimes i think people who are way out there and meds dont really help,are better off dead. its like theres no hope left for them. especially after they dont recognize you anymore. its a double edge sword too. the meds they are on arent all that great for the brain either. they can make one zombified till they wear off. then all the concoctions thats been given to them over time,to find the right one doesnt do any brainial favors either. it comes to a point that they become a zombie anyway. what kind of life is that? at least a gold fish has a reflex when you tap the tank.