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How Do You Think?

Stormy Llewellyn

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My girls never understood my sense of humor while they were growing up, so today, as grown young women, they worry, unnecessarily, about me in public settings. You know, as you would an addled brain individual. Yes, I do think differently than most. I get that, but the car wreck that left a dent in my head while my mother held me in the front seat as we tumbled over and over (not my dad's fault!) made me really see and understand things.

My point. If you are on this site, you think differently too. Not bad or wrong or dark...just differently. What do you think differently that goes against the crowd's thoughts?
 
I'm just a normal person who happens to enjoy gore, nothing dark or different about my thoughts, just I enjoy gore, as somebody enjoys fishing, I enjoy gore. I also love being on this forum for the humour and banter, again nothing dark or sinister, just gore and good fun.
~dryly~ You would be surprised at the number of people who think gore is absolutely incomprehensible...

Why?
 
I used to work with murderers and such like
 
My girls never understood my sense of humor while they were growing up, so today, as grown young women, they worry, unnecessarily, about me in public settings. You know, as you would an addled brain individual. Yes, I do think differently than most. I get that, but the car wreck that left a dent in my head while my mother held me in the front seat as we tumbled over and over (not my dad's fault!) made me really see and understand things.

My point. If you are on this site, you think differently too. Not bad or wrong or dark...just differently. What do you think differently that goes against the crowd's thoughts?
My dad, God love him, used to orally rape me so hard and so often that I suffered hypoxic brain damage. I thus see things differently too.

I'm sure a lot of folks on this site have had their dad's do similar things and we all see things differently...

Because as sure as shit if we were normal we'd be screaming about micro aggressions and marching on BLM rampages and saying how 'brave' and 'proud' all those queers who think they are women are...

So thanks dad. But you didn't have to call me Sue...
 
My dad, God love him, used to orally rape me so hard and so often that I suffered hypoxic brain damage. I thus see things differently too.

I'm sure a lot of folks on this site have had their dad's do similar things and we all see things differently...

Because as sure as shit if we were normal we'd be screaming about micro aggressions and marching on BLM rampages and saying how 'brave' and 'proud' all those queers who think they are women are...

So thanks dad. But you didn't have to call me Sue...
Thank you for your response. Yes, I'm sure many have had a negative father issue, others a mother issue, just gave away to the streets issues... but everyone is normal because no one can describe normal.
 
Thank you for your response. Yes, I'm sure many have had a negative father issue, others a mother issue, just gave away to the streets issues... but everyone is normal because no one can describe normal.
'normal' is defined as the 90% of the population who live under the bell...

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Us here at GG, we inhabit either end of this bell curve...

And are proud of it...
 
Every day is a struggle for me, with anger. My family also worried about it for the longest time. The pivot point on the issue was when I pointed out to them that it was mostly internalized and never really directed at anyone in the house, at least. I DID hate my biological parents, but had a deep respect for my grandparents who adopted me in the wake of dad running off and mom getting hooked on meth. They knew whatever rage I had in me was directed at a single, solitary, faraway subject. I did background checks on the two of them as an adult and found that they're both doing the same old bullshit they were up to, back in the 90's. It didn't make me sad when I found it out, either. It just filled me with disgust. I have 2 half-sisters that are teenagers now, and they are on similar paths that I took, when I was young. Fighting, drugs, escapism, etc. I can't do anything about it, and I'm not sure they would even accept it, if I did. Apathy simply doesn't cut it, though, so I remain in a perpetual state of rage with no outlet or release, other than working out, practicing MMA, training with my rifle, and waiting for the day someone comes in, uninvited. The day someone steps out of their car, in traffic, yelling at me. It never comes... maybe it never will, but I have to hold on to the hope that maybe one day, I'll have my pound of flesh.
 
It's an absolute pointless 'sport' but people play it for some unknown reason.
Like curling?

Every day is a struggle for me, with anger. My family also worried about it for the longest time. The pivot point on the issue was when I pointed out to them that it was mostly internalized and never really directed at anyone in the house, at least. I DID hate my biological parents, but had a deep respect for my grandparents who adopted me in the wake of dad running off and mom getting hooked on meth. They knew whatever rage I had in me was directed at a single, solitary, faraway subject. I did background checks on the two of them as an adult and found that they're both doing the same old bullshit they were up to, back in the 90's. It didn't make me sad when I found it out, either. It just filled me with disgust. I have 2 half-sisters that are teenagers now, and they are on similar paths that I took, when I was young. Fighting, drugs, escapism, etc. I can't do anything about it, and I'm not sure they would even accept it, if I did. Apathy simply doesn't cut it, though, so I remain in a perpetual state of rage with no outlet or release, other than working out, practicing MMA, training with my rifle, and waiting for the day someone comes in, uninvited. The day someone steps out of their car, in traffic, yelling at me. It never comes... maybe it never will, but I have to hold on to the hope that maybe one day, I'll have my pound of flesh.

Oooh you are so edgy.

'normal' is defined as the 90% of the population who live under the bell...

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Us here at GG, we inhabit either end of this bell curve...

And are proud of it...
The OP occupies the bellend of the curve.
 
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