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So I'm a confirmed psychopath

Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.
I agree with @Flatus Tube here, doesn't really sound like psychopathy to me. I was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age, and later was also diagnosed as a psychopath with underlying sociopathic traits or APD.

At 35 I still don't feel true empathy, though I do have logical empathy (which was a bitch for me to grasp and implement correctly, but I have a handle on it now) but that's not the same.

Manipulation has always came naturally for me and I have used it to my advantage. I conform to social norms when it suits me, but tend to let people know exactly how I feel about a given situation. Most people I have met like me straight away and have described me as very charismatic or charming.

My personality makes it difficult to have relationships as I have a tendancy to be somewhat impulsive, even aggresive or violent. Mostly when I was younger, as I have gotten older I've learned to control it more. I do feel emotional pain within myself, and sometimes I feel lonely and distant from others because of my own actions.

Seems to me you're just an attention seeking fag.

I do have a question. How did you learn empathy? I am not a psychopath, but I find empathy to be extremely situation specific. I feel tremendous empathy for animals, sometimes children, extremely rarely with adults. I figured I was just an asshole, which is fine. But I don't understand how you learn empathy any more than you can learn any other feeling. You just do or you don't.

I am not arguing with you, I am honestly curious.
You can learn logical empathy, but true empathy is nearly impossible.
My daughter is on the spectrum, we are very different. Not sure if there is a genetic component but in this case its irrelevant because she is adopted. I've actually never considered autism in regards to myself.

But now you are making me think. In general, I hate people. I don't like when my food touches on a plate (like the potatoes, the veggies, and the meat all need to stay in their own discreet sections or it wigs me out, they cannot blend). I hate the feeling of wet hair on my skin, so I put it up until it dries right after a shower and I never swim. I also do this thing where something about a certain food will ruin it. The best way I can describe it is the food gets "ugly" and I can't eat it. If otherwise completely fresh chicken is slightly too slimy, if there is too much water in a meat package, if the blood is slightly oxidized on a piece of meat.....if it smells like anything other than nothing to me (there have been instances where I KNOW for certain I smell something.....but other people around me think I am nuts and its fine)....then it becomes ugly and I cannot eat it. While I am eating, if I bite a piece of fat, or gristle, or something in any way has a texture or flavor other than exactly what I expect, it also becomes ugly. I don't choose not to eat it, I physically cannot eat it, even if I try. Can't just spit it out, the entire meal is tainted and I cannot eat it. I cannot touch anything velvet. It makes me cringe. I'd rather smash my hand with a mallet than touch velvet, the aversion is truly that strong.

But, I have no problem picking up on social cues like my daughter does....she has tremendous trouble with sarcasm, contextual meanings of things.....the world to her is entirely black and white. Linear and logical. She hates any sort of change, I don't mind change at all. In fact I would say I am very easily bored and maybe crave change a little too much. A lot of my relationships (other than my kids, and my pets) are transient. They are very intense at first, then ultimately I get bored. Never had any problems at school, nothing like that.

So autistic? I don't think it really fits. Crazy? Yeah probably.
My wife also has the issue with foods, smells. I don't know that this is a rare thing, but it is always interesting at dinner time! Intrigued the hell out of me when we first started dating.
 
Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.
You’re a moron 🤷
 
So I read you're I guess admission, blog however you want to phrase it and I did not want to rain on your parade. But I wanted to weigh in and give you a little insight into how the inner workings of this process happen and also to say I'm afraid you do not come close to a psychopath I'm afraid, They may have you high on a personality scale like BPD *borderline personality disorder* dissociative disorder possibly things like schizophrenia or narcissistic personality/identity disorder. It takes a lot and I mean a lot of visits to experts as they do not just throw this diagnosis around easily, Given you were being seen for PTSD that can be brought on by a variety of issues, and concerns So if you had concerns for yourself and others If you are being responsible for others and their welfare then sadly you would have not placed on this scale. Psychopathy cannot just be switched on and off I'm afraid they can be liars and charmers to get what they want or they just take it. Some of the well-known psychopaths who I admit were some of the most horrific out there was the BTK killer just look into his life on one hand a husband and father who attended church and was a pillar of his community and then on the other side a sick sadist who lived a separate life of killing, rape, and torture, John Wayne Gacy a pillar of the community inviting police and judges for BBQ's and other members of his neighborhood, Just imagine the kicks he must have got knowing all those bodies were buried in his home and no one knew. Then he would go and find young boys to rape and kill but never admitted to being into men, he even went as far to beat a couple of inmates up whilst in jail as he saw them blowing each other off. Very very sick individuals.

Psychopathy is a Psychological condition characterized by antisocial behavior, lack of remorse, empathy, and being bold. Over the years, this condition is said to be affecting some people. The characteristics of psychopathy are synonymous with other similar conditions like sociopathy.
The term psychopathy was coined in the 1800s which basically means sick minds or suffering souls. Centuries ago, it is perceived or considered to be a kind of moral anomaly. However, the modern interpretation is more sensical.
An individual who has psychopathy is called a psychopath. Psychopaths have the ability to blend in the society or in the crowd making them unnoticeable. As a result, we don’t usually spot a psychopath. In fact, many people have no idea that they already have been along with a psychopath. I Recommend Reading Psychopath Free by Jackson MacKenzie.
Psychopaths are charismatic. They are good at manipulating a person’s emotions and mind. The manipulative ability makes them able to control and influence others.
However, the percentage of people in the world who have this condition is low. But it is incredibly difficult to determine who they are. The common way of assessing psychopathy is through the use of The Hare Psychopathy Checklist-Revised (PCL-R) It is a diagnostic tool that could determine psychopathy.
The highest total score on this checklist is 40. But the threshold or the rate at which an individual may be considered a psychopath differs in many countries. For instance, in the United States, a total score of 30 may indicate psychopathy. While in the United Kingdom, a score of 25 already indicates that a person is a psychopath.
  1. Pathological lying
  2. Glib and superficial charm
  3. Grandiose sense of self
  4. Need for stimulation
  5. Cunning and manipulative
  6. Lack of remorse or guilt
  7. Shallow emotional response
  8. Callousness and lack of empathy
  9. Parasitic lifestyle
  10. Poor behavioral controls
  11. Sexual promiscuity
  12. Early behavior problems
  13. Lack of realistic long-term goals
  14. Impulsivity
  15. Irresponsibility
  16. Failure to accept responsibility
  17. Many short-term marital relationships
  18. Juvenile delinquency
  19. Revocation of conditional release
  20. Criminal versatility

    The Hare Psychopathy Checklist categories four major traits. These traits are Interpersonal, Emotional, Lifestyle, and Antisocial. Here are the discussions of each trait.1. Interpersonal Traits
    Pathological lying is one of the most salient characteristics of psychopaths. They use lies to cover up their true purpose. By using the charm that they have, psychopaths win over their target victims.
    Their high self-worth makes them crave more power. As a result, they want to maintain the authority and power they have.
    2. Emotional Traits
    Psychopaths lack remorse and guilt. Consequently, it is easy for them to manipulate or inflict pain on their victims. They will simply get away with the crime they commit.
    The lack of empathy makes the psychopaths unaware of their victim’s emotional or physical turmoil. They never hold responsibility for their acts.
    3. Lifestyle Trait
    Psychopaths are impulsive and irresponsible. They typically have no long-term and realistic goals.
    4. Antisocial Traits
    Psychopaths always have difficulties in controlling their behavior. As a result, developing a social relationship is a constant and huge challenge for them.
    Although psychopaths are rare, they are difficult to spot. You have no idea whether one of your co-workers, classmates, or friends is a psychopath. The 20 traits of a psychopath listed in the scale (PCL-R) will help you assess the suspected person.
    The help of a mental expert may aid the assessment process. Like other psychological disorders, diagnosing psychopathy is also a tricky thing to do. It requires expertise and experience.
    Again for a Much in Depth Study, I Recommend Reading Pshycopath free by Jackson MacKenzie.

    A bit of an insight into the book.

    Have you ever been in a relationship with a psychopath? Chances are, even if you did, you would never know it. Psychopaths are cunning charmers and master manipulators, to the point where you start to accept the most extreme behaviors as normal...Even if it hurts you.
    All around us, every single day, human beings devoid of empathy are wreaking havoc and destroying lives in the coldest, most heartless ways imaginable. In constant pursuit of money, sex, influence, or simple entertainment, psychopaths will do whatever it takes to gain power over others. They hide behind a veil of normalcy, arranging their friends and partners like pawns in a game of chess.
    Using false praise and flattery to get what they want, they can lure any unsuspecting target into a relationship. Once hooked, their charming promises spin into mind games and psychological torture. Victims are left devastated and confused, unable to recognize—or even put into words—the nightmare that just took place.
 
On the contrary if you were an actual psychopath you’d believe yourself to be normal… that’s one of the key things that make a psychopath… derp bro derpity derp derp. Autistic probably, psychotic definitely not lol
 
tl;dr you are just mad your childhood wasn't perfect guess what you are not special dude a lot of people had shitty childhoods. I'm sure most people lack empathy but are too PC to admit it. I'm not a psychopath because I don't believe in most of those bullshit pathologies I just simply enjoy watching people suffer as long it is not me. What most people have is selective empathy and that is ok.

Check this bitch, life really gave her a bad hand since she was a child. Use these stories as life fuel, enjoy life's little things and stop wasting time and money in useless shrinks.
 
Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.
Are u kidding me. Aspd and npd cannot have PTSD.
 
Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.
Maybe you're just a regular sociopath, being a psychopath you wouldn't need to be sharing your life here you'd be busy lying and manipulating people in real life because true psychopaths have zero fucking chill and exist to serve only themselves. If your post ended with a GoFundMe link and it turned out the whole story never happened, besides setting cats on fire, I'd be more inclined to believe you're a psychopath.
 
Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.
That's Cool;But if U slip up abit,and U just happen to Murder and Mutilate some1;Please remember Us!
RECORD AND POST!!! 🤘🏻🤟🤙...SP
Maybe you're just a regular sociopath, being a psychopath you wouldn't need to be sharing your life here you'd be busy lying and manipulating people in real life because true psychopaths have zero fucking chill and exist to serve only themselves. If your post ended with a GoFundMe link and it turned out the whole story never happened, besides setting cats on fire, I'd be more inclined to believe you're a psychopath.
Interesting take! I'm inclined to lean in your direction! 🤘🏻🤟🤙...SP
 
Well after a few visits and some testing from getting treatment for my PTSD I've gotten the news that my psych evaluation has me rated high on the psychopathy scale. I'm not surprised always suspected it as I had a horrific childhood with abuse,neglect,ext...with those things said I'm not a violent or sadosexual psychopath.Im more the very impulsive,highly sexualised risk taking kind who does what they want regardless of consequences and they'll get dealt with later if they happen kinda psychopath.
Considering the abuse, neglect and violence I experienced as a child I'm not that unhappy about the diagnosis.I always knew I was a bit different because as a child I had no empathy for others and literally did whatever I wanted and was jailed most of my adolescent years for fairly serious crimes. As I got older and into my 20*s I had a goal to not go to prison and I modified by behaviours accordingly but still lots of criminal behaviours and drug use but I was just stealthier I guess, I didn't work but I survived on my wits and luck. When I hit my thirties I became more responsible but struggled to hold a job down for any length of time and a year was long term employment then I found sales and I'm a born natural at that like a lot of psychopaths so I excelled and was very successful. I now work with vulnerable youth and I love my job and I love giving back to the community, today I have empathy, I have compassion and my work gives my life real and meaningful purpose, I sometimes feel like I'm trying to fix a bunch of broken me*s so they don't have the struggles I had and that someone cares and believes in them, but I'm still a psychopath which I thought would go away if I just became a better person.
I'm not what I imagined I would've become as a young man, I thought I was going to end up killing someone eventually but I guess I made the right changes, got lucky whatever happened I'm glad because I'm not institutionalized,I'm not in addiction, I'm not a monster and I am productive and respected in my profession and my community, I'm just a little fucked up around the edges.which is ok. That other me still needs to get out and rage from time to time and sometimes I honestly just need to feed it. The fact that I have developed the skills to compartmentalize
And am able to balance this has probably saved my life or the kind of life I'd be living today is pretty fucking amazing.
So What I'm a fucking psychopath, I think it's pretty fucking cool I can write this and be comfortable in my own skin.
Knowing is half the battle.
 
Normalcy is way overrated.
I can't understand humans at all. They seem to be predictable enough to develop defenses, but why is a mystery.
Getting locked up is a plus. You get to study the layout should you ever need to escape.

I'm curious. Do you have a Fight or Flight response? I don't, figured it was death that got rid of it.
It has taken me decades to perfect fear, it lets you scan your surroundings while making them think you are afraid putting them at ease.
If you don't fear death, there is no need for Fight or Flight. I use a Win or Lose for my response. It opens up way more options.
After all, it's possible to die and still win if more of them die trying to kill you.
I just lower heart rate in case of a leak, then turn off all brain functions so I can't feel pain. It is the wildest feeling. You can see everything,
It is stored for later retrieval, but it is irrelevant data. Only input is visual for target selection, and then let the memory muscle do the rest.
It takes me 72 hours to regain full muscle control afterwards. About 12 hours before the damage starts to show up as pain.
 
I do have a question. How did you learn empathy? I am not a psychopath, but I find empathy to be extremely situation specific. I feel tremendous empathy for animals, sometimes children, extremely rarely with adults. I figured I was just an asshole, which is fine. But I don't understand how you learn empathy any more than you can learn any other feeling. You just do or you don't.

I am not arguing with you, I am honestly curious.
You probably have autism, go to a a psychiatrist and do a diagnostic test
 
tl;dr you are just mad your childhood wasn't perfect guess what you are not special dude a lot of people had shitty childhoods. I'm sure most people lack empathy but are too PC to admit it. I'm not a psychopath because I don't believe in most of those bullshit pathologies I just simply enjoy watching people suffer as long it is not me. What most people have is selective empathy and that is ok.

Check this bitch, life really gave her a bad hand since she was a child. Use these stories as life fuel, enjoy life's little things and stop wasting time and money in useless shrinks.

What you describe is sociopath not psychopathy, psychopaths can be good humans, sociopaths cannot.

Nah, you probably have autism🤣 most losers here probably are autistic
I'm not on the spectrum, but if you are thats ok bro.

That's Cool;But if U slip up abit,and U just happen to Murder and Mutilate some1;Please remember Us!
RECORD AND POST!!! 🤘🏻🤟🤙...SP

Interesting take! I'm inclined to lean in
That's Cool;But if U slip up abit,and U just happen to Murder and Mutilate some1;Please remember Us!
RECORD AND POST!!! 🤘🏻🤟🤙...SP

Interesting take! I'm inclined to lean in your direction! 🤘🏻🤟🤙...SP
I have zero urges to hurt or kill anyone, besides when I was younger. (17) My moms boyfriend was a target I pushed him down the front porch stairs jumped on him and battered his skull so hard I broke a finger, the fag neighbours pulled me off of him but I would have certainly killed him, didn't even feel.my finger break I felt nothing but anger and adrenaline, I couldn't even think at all, nothing. Kinda freaked me out afterwards that I could be that out of control. Control is a big thing for me so I'm pretty careful with my emotions and acting out since then.

Maybe you're just a regular sociopath, being a psychopath you wouldn't need to be sharing your life here you'd be busy lying and manipulating people in real life because true psychopaths have zero fucking chill and exist to serve only themselves. If your post ended with a GoFundMe link and it turned out the whole story never happened, besides setting cats on fire, I'd be more inclined to believe you're a psychopath.
I dunno man, im just repeating the diagnosis I don't really relate to sociopaththic behaviour.
I am pretty happy to know, it explains a lot and gives me awareness of why I do things that I don't understand. Gives me a point of reference and as I was told its not a bad thing, its just how im wired. I can use it fir good or for bad, my choice. Sociopaths have really lonely sad failure filled lives. Im kinda grateful for my diagnosis.

Maybe you're just a regular sociopath, being a psychopath you wouldn't need to be sharing your life here you'd be busy lying and manipulating people in real life because true psychopaths have zero fucking chill and exist to serve only themselves. If your post ended with a GoFundMe link and it turned out the whole story never happened, besides setting cats on fire, I'd be more inclined to believe you're a psychopath.
I disagree, im not manipulating 24/7 I fall on the lower side of the spectrum, and also suffer from a personality disorder. My self work and therapy over the years has made me aware of how I operate in the world. Im not medicated and I have learned how to deal on a risk reward scale, and try to be always aware of my tendency to manipulate others. The diagnosis isn't bad its just a deeper understanding of how i developed and to constantly question my motivations. i thought psychopaths were bad or evil people but we all have to make choices, we all know right from wrong and our lives are determined by the choices not how we may be wired. The other bonus is im very good at managing personalities and excel in leadership roles and motivating others. This has served me very well through my life.

No. I'm just an asshole.
Yes you are🤣
 
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So I read you're I guess admission, blog however you want to phrase it and I did not want to rain on your parade. But I wanted to weigh in and give you a little insight into how the inner workings of this process happen and also to say I'm afraid you do not come close to a psychopath I'm afraid, They may have you high on a personality scale like BPD *borderline personality disorder* dissociative disorder possibly things like schizophrenia or narcissistic personality/identity disorder. It takes a lot and I mean a lot of visits to experts as they do not just throw this diagnosis around easily, Given you were being seen for PTSD that can be brought on by a variety of issues, and concerns So if you had concerns for yourself and others If you are being responsible for others and their welfare then sadly you would have not placed on this scale. Psychopathy cannot just be switched on and off I'm afraid they can be liars and charmers to get what they want or they just take it. Some of the well-known psychopaths who I admit were some of the most horrific out there was the BTK killer just look into his life on one hand a husband and father who attended church and was a pillar of his community and then on the other side a sick sadist who lived a separate life of killing, rape, and torture, John Wayne Gacy a pillar of the community inviting police and judges for BBQ's and other members of his neighborhood, Just imagine the kicks he must have got knowing all those bodies were buried in his home and no one knew. Then he would go and find young boys to rape and kill but never admitted to being into men, he even went as far to beat a couple of inmates up whilst in jail as he saw them blowing each other off. Very very sick individuals.

Psychopathy is a Psychological condition characterized by antisocial behavior, lack of remorse, empathy, and being bold. Over the years, this condition is said to be affecting some people. The characteristics of psychopathy are synonymous with other similar conditions like sociopathy.
The term psychopathy was coined in the 1800s which basically means sick minds or suffering souls. Centuries ago, it is perceived or considered to be a kind of moral anomaly. However, the modern interpretation is more sensical.
An individual who has psychopathy is called a psychopath. Psychopaths have the ability to blend in the society or in the crowd making them unnoticeable. As a result, we don’t usually spot a psychopath. In fact, many people have no idea that they already have been along with a psychopath. I Recommend Reading Psychopath Free by Jackson MacKenzie.
Psychopaths are charismatic. They are good at manipulating a person’s emotions and mind. The manipulative ability makes them able to control and influence others.
However, the percentage of people in the world who have this condition is low. But it is incredibly difficult to determine who they are. The common way of assessing psychopathy is through the use of The Hare Psychopathy Checklist-Revised (PCL-R) It is a diagnostic tool that could determine psychopathy.
The highest total score on this checklist is 40. But the threshold or the rate at which an individual may be considered a psychopath differs in many countries. For instance, in the United States, a total score of 30 may indicate psychopathy. While in the United Kingdom, a score of 25 already indicates that a person is a psychopath.
  1. Pathological lying
  2. Glib and superficial charm
  3. Grandiose sense of self
  4. Need for stimulation
  5. Cunning and manipulative
  6. Lack of remorse or guilt
  7. Shallow emotional response
  8. Callousness and lack of empathy
  9. Parasitic lifestyle
  10. Poor behavioral controls
  11. Sexual promiscuity
  12. Early behavior problems
  13. Lack of realistic long-term goals
  14. Impulsivity
  15. Irresponsibility
  16. Failure to accept responsibility
  17. Many short-term marital relationships
  18. Juvenile delinquency
  19. Revocation of conditional release
  20. Criminal versatility

    The Hare Psychopathy Checklist categories four major traits. These traits are Interpersonal, Emotional, Lifestyle, and Antisocial. Here are the discussions of each trait.1. Interpersonal Traits
    Pathological lying is one of the most salient characteristics of psychopaths. They use lies to cover up their true purpose. By using the charm that they have, psychopaths win over their target victims.
    Their high self-worth makes them crave more power. As a result, they want to maintain the authority and power they have.
    2. Emotional Traits
    Psychopaths lack remorse and guilt. Consequently, it is easy for them to manipulate or inflict pain on their victims. They will simply get away with the crime they commit.
    The lack of empathy makes the psychopaths unaware of their victim’s emotional or physical turmoil. They never hold responsibility for their acts.
    3. Lifestyle Trait
    Psychopaths are impulsive and irresponsible. They typically have no long-term and realistic goals.
    4. Antisocial Traits
    Psychopaths always have difficulties in controlling their behavior. As a result, developing a social relationship is a constant and huge challenge for them.
    Although psychopaths are rare, they are difficult to spot. You have no idea whether one of your co-workers, classmates, or friends is a psychopath. The 20 traits of a psychopath listed in the scale (PCL-R) will help you assess the suspected person.
    The help of a mental expert may aid the assessment process. Like other psychological disorders, diagnosing psychopathy is also a tricky thing to do. It requires expertise and experience.
    Again for a Much in Depth Study, I Recommend Reading Pshycopath free by Jackson MacKenzie.

    A bit of an insight into the book.

    Have you ever been in a relationship with a psychopath? Chances are, even if you did, you would never know it. Psychopaths are cunning charmers and master manipulators, to the point where you start to accept the most extreme behaviors as normal...Even if it hurts you.
    All around us, every single day, human beings devoid of empathy are wreaking havoc and destroying lives in the coldest, most heartless ways imaginable. In constant pursuit of money, sex, influence, or simple entertainment, psychopaths will do whatever it takes to gain power over others. They hide behind a veil of normalcy, arranging their friends and partners like pawns in a game of chess.
    Using false praise and flattery to get what they want, they can lure any unsuspecting target into a relationship. Once hooked, their charming promises spin into mind games and psychological torture. Victims are left devastated and confused, unable to recognize—or even put into words—the nightmare that just took place.

  1. im certainly happy

Did you ever make a Hare test

So I read you're I guess admission, blog however you want to phrase it and I did not want to rain on your parade. But I wanted to weigh in and give you a little insight into how the inner workings of this process happen and also to say I'm afraid you do not come close to a psychopath I'm afraid, They may have you high on a personality scale like BPD *borderline personality disorder* dissociative disorder possibly things like schizophrenia or narcissistic personality/identity disorder. It takes a lot and I mean a lot of visits to experts as they do not just throw this diagnosis around easily, Given you were being seen for PTSD that can be brought on by a variety of issues, and concerns So if you had concerns for yourself and others If you are being responsible for others and their welfare then sadly you would have not placed on this scale. Psychopathy cannot just be switched on and off I'm afraid they can be liars and charmers to get what they want or they just take it. Some of the well-known psychopaths who I admit were some of the most horrific out there was the BTK killer just look into his life on one hand a husband and father who attended church and was a pillar of his community and then on the other side a sick sadist who lived a separate life of killing, rape, and torture, John Wayne Gacy a pillar of the community inviting police and judges for BBQ's and other members of his neighborhood, Just imagine the kicks he must have got knowing all those bodies were buried in his home and no one knew. Then he would go and find young boys to rape and kill but never admitted to being into men, he even went as far to beat a couple of inmates up whilst in jail as he saw them blowing each other off. Very very sick individuals.

Psychopathy is a Psychological condition characterized by antisocial behavior, lack of remorse, empathy, and being bold. Over the years, this condition is said to be affecting some people. The characteristics of psychopathy are synonymous with other similar conditions like sociopathy.
The term psychopathy was coined in the 1800s which basically means sick minds or suffering souls. Centuries ago, it is perceived or considered to be a kind of moral anomaly. However, the modern interpretation is more sensical.
An individual who has psychopathy is called a psychopath. Psychopaths have the ability to blend in the society or in the crowd making them unnoticeable. As a result, we don’t usually spot a psychopath. In fact, many people have no idea that they already have been along with a psychopath. I Recommend Reading Psychopath Free by Jackson MacKenzie.
Psychopaths are charismatic. They are good at manipulating a person’s emotions and mind. The manipulative ability makes them able to control and influence others.
However, the percentage of people in the world who have this condition is low. But it is incredibly difficult to determine who they are. The common way of assessing psychopathy is through the use of The Hare Psychopathy Checklist-Revised (PCL-R) It is a diagnostic tool that could determine psychopathy.
The highest total score on this checklist is 40. But the threshold or the rate at which an individual may be considered a psychopath differs in many countries. For instance, in the United States, a total score of 30 may indicate psychopathy. While in the United Kingdom, a score of 25 already indicates that a person is a psychopath.
  1. Pathological lying
  2. Glib and superficial charm
  3. Grandiose sense of self
  4. Need for stimulation
  5. Cunning and manipulative
  6. Lack of remorse or guilt
  7. Shallow emotional response
  8. Callousness and lack of empathy
  9. Parasitic lifestyle
  10. Poor behavioral controls
  11. Sexual promiscuity
  12. Early behavior problems
  13. Lack of realistic long-term goals
  14. Impulsivity
  15. Irresponsibility
  16. Failure to accept responsibility
  17. Many short-term marital relationships
  18. Juvenile delinquency
  19. Revocation of conditional release
  20. Criminal versatility

    The Hare Psychopathy Checklist categories four major traits. These traits are Interpersonal, Emotional, Lifestyle, and Antisocial. Here are the discussions of each trait.1. Interpersonal Traits
    Pathological lying is one of the most salient characteristics of psychopaths. They use lies to cover up their true purpose. By using the charm that they have, psychopaths win over their target victims.
    Their high self-worth makes them crave more power. As a result, they want to maintain the authority and power they have.
    2. Emotional Traits
    Psychopaths lack remorse and guilt. Consequently, it is easy for them to manipulate or inflict pain on their victims. They will simply get away with the crime they commit.
    The lack of empathy makes the psychopaths unaware of their victim’s emotional or physical turmoil. They never hold responsibility for their acts.
    3. Lifestyle Trait
    Psychopaths are impulsive and irresponsible. They typically have no long-term and realistic goals.
    4. Antisocial Traits
    Psychopaths always have difficulties in controlling their behavior. As a result, developing a social relationship is a constant and huge challenge for them.
    Although psychopaths are rare, they are difficult to spot. You have no idea whether one of your co-workers, classmates, or friends is a psychopath. The 20 traits of a psychopath listed in the scale (PCL-R) will help you assess the suspected person.
    The help of a mental expert may aid the assessment process. Like other psychological disorders, diagnosing psychopathy is also a tricky thing to do. It requires expertise and experience.
    Again for a Much in Depth Study, I Recommend Reading Pshycopath free by Jackson MacKenzie.

    A bit of an insight into the book.

    Have you ever been in a relationship with a psychopath? Chances are, even if you did, you would never know it. Psychopaths are cunning charmers and master manipulators, to the point where you start to accept the most extreme behaviors as normal...Even if it hurts you.
    All around us, every single day, human beings devoid of empathy are wreaking havoc and destroying lives in the coldest, most heartless ways imaginable. In constant pursuit of money, sex, influence, or simple entertainment, psychopaths will do whatever it takes to gain power over others. They hide behind a veil of normalcy, arranging their friends and partners like pawns in a game of chess.
    Using false praise and flattery to get what they want, they can lure any unsuspecting target into a relationship. Once hooked, their charming promises spin into mind games and psychological torture. Victims are left devastated and confused, unable to recognize—or even put into words—the nightmare that just took place.
Well out of those 20 things I hit on 18,
Im good at long term romantic relationships.
Never been convicted as a adult but did violate probation as a youth. So technically 19

Thanks for sharing. It helps me to help my patients when I hear first hand experiences. Most psychopaths aren’t violent or any other image the general public believe.



Have you considered Autism? It sounds like you have heightened empathy, just in a different way. As you’ll know from my posts I think autism is amazing, it makes my daughter the unique little evil genius she is 😂. Your description of empathy sounds very similar to my daughter.
I may be on the low end of the spectrum as I'm very functional. I dunno bever been tested.

It should, that's how the system is designed to work. Whether or not it will, is another story, this the government you're talking about here.
I'm not mentally ill lol, psychopathy is a Psychological disorder not a illness. I could easily get a gun and a government job. I have no desire to hurt, maim, or kill anyone. I'd more likely try to talk someone into doing it lol
 
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