How Do You Think?

[Theseus]

I think hitler did nothing wrong… I get some flack for that 😂

 

[Stormy Llewellyn]

Every day is a struggle for me, with anger. My family also worried about it for the longest time. The pivot point on the issue was when I pointed out to them that it was mostly internalized and never really directed at anyone in the house, at least. I DID hate my biological parents, but had a deep respect for my grandparents who adopted me in the wake of dad running off and mom getting hooked on meth. They knew whatever rage I had in me was directed at a single, solitary, faraway subject. I did background checks on the two of them as an adult and found that they're both doing the same old bullshit they were up to, back in the 90's. It didn't make me sad when I found it out, either. It just filled me with disgust. I have 2 half-sisters that are teenagers now, and they are on similar paths that I took, when I was young. Fighting, drugs, escapism, etc. I can't do anything about it, and I'm not sure they would even accept it, if I did. Apathy simply doesn't cut it, though, so I remain in a perpetual state of rage with no outlet or release, other than working out, practicing MMA, training with my rifle, and waiting for the day someone comes in, uninvited. The day someone steps out of their car, in traffic, yelling at me. It never comes... maybe it never will, but I have to hold on to the hope that maybe one day, I'll have my pound of flesh.

Sweet Sweet, I totally feel.you. I keep a baseball bat by my bed, just waiting for someone to come in.

 

[Theseus]

Sweet Sweet, I totally feel.you. I keep a baseball bat by my bed, just waiting for someone to come in.

Same I have one of those baseball bats that throws hot lead I live by Chicago so I’m not taking any chances 😂

 

[Stormy Llewellyn]

Same I have one of those baseball bats that throws hot lead I live by Chicago so I’m not taking any chances 😂

I heard that!!

Ok, ok, I'm just saying... death penalty? Let him.live in misery. Kills your mom? Let him.live. Let this mf live and remember because it was their decision.

 

[Pïggÿ]

Sometimes I feel like there is a slight delay between my ears hearing something and my brain comprehending it. Not all the time and not long, just like a second, but enough to be noticeable. My hearing is also kinda shitty though, too much loud music.

I also sometimes feel like I am smarter inside my head but when I speak it comes out wrong.

Sometimes in conversation I will make a seemingly random segue to another subject but in my mind it made perfect sense because we were talking about X which reminded me of Y and Z. The way my brain connects stuff feels like a spiderweb at times.

I also believe the world is ruled by Luciferian pedophiles that eat children. Elite, 1%, bankers, Jews, they all serve the same dark master. That Epstein Island shit happens all over the place and it just gets brushed under the rug every fucking time. Aliens are probably demons. I think the Antichrist will exist during my lifetime. All I know is God wins.

 

[Ellzibette]

Says the pedestrian who shared nothing about themselves. I'll be here having my hate-sandwich with some wish-a-nigger-would in the middle, thank you.

So scary!

 

[Chemical Burgers]

My girls never understood my sense of humor while they were growing up, so today, as grown young women, they worry, unnecessarily, about me in public settings. You know, as you would an addled brain individual. Yes, I do think differently than most. I get that, but the car wreck that left a dent in my head while my mother held me in the front seat as we tumbled over and over (not my dad's fault!) made me really see and understand things.

My point. If you are on this site, you think differently too. Not bad or wrong or dark...just differently. What do you think differently that goes against the crowd's thoughts?

Tl;dr
great user name...I loved the first few Odd Thomas books.

 

[Otis Driftwood]

So scary!

What's the matter, sweetheart? I'd rather be mad than sad. You probably just got all horned up with my name change because you're into all that degenerate step-porn and now you wanna act like a brat, so I'll "tame" you or something faggy.

 

[Ellzibette]

What's the matter, sweetheart? I'd rather be mad than sad. You probably just got all horned up with my name change because you're into all that degenerate step-porn and now you wanna act like a brat, so I'll "tame" you or something faggy.

No idea who you were. I just dont like blowhard edge lords that try too hard.

 

[Otis Driftwood]

No idea who you were. I just dont like blowhard edge lords that try too hard.

More baseless crap from a tryhard intellectual. How hard do you really have to try, to just channel your anger and negativity to something positive like skill building and exercise? You sound like you're fucking lazy and for that, I'm no longer obligated to take your advice OR criticism.

 

[smokingpoop]

I've come to realize that if most people believe something, it's probably false. Question everything

 

[Chief Queef]

I enjoy...skinny-skiing...going to bullfights on acid. I'll bet you've got a lot of nice ties...

 

[Ellzibette]

More baseless crap from a tryhard intellectual. How hard do you really have to try, to just channel your anger and negativity to something positive like skill building and exercise? You sound like you're fucking lazy and for that, I'm no longer obligated to take your advice OR criticism.

You were never obligated to....but here you are just the same.

 

[Otis Driftwood]

You were never obligated to....but here you are just the same.

Oh, good point. Now you can stfu, whether you like it or not lol

 

[Ellzibette]

Oh, good point. Now you can stfu, whether you like it or not lol

I can. But will I?

 

[mrln]

Every day is a struggle for me, with anger. My family also worried about it for the longest time. The pivot point on the issue was when I pointed out to them that it was mostly internalized and never really directed at anyone in the house, at least. I DID hate my biological parents, but had a deep respect for my grandparents who adopted me in the wake of dad running off and mom getting hooked on meth. They knew whatever rage I had in me was directed at a single, solitary, faraway subject. I did background checks on the two of them as an adult and found that they're both doing the same old bullshit they were up to, back in the 90's. It didn't make me sad when I found it out, either. It just filled me with disgust. I have 2 half-sisters that are teenagers now, and they are on similar paths that I took, when I was young. Fighting, drugs, escapism, etc. I can't do anything about it, and I'm not sure they would even accept it, if I did. Apathy simply doesn't cut it, though, so I remain in a perpetual state of rage with no outlet or release, other than working out, practicing MMA, training with my rifle, and waiting for the day someone comes in, uninvited. The day someone steps out of their car, in traffic, yelling at me. It never comes... maybe it never will, but I have to hold on to the hope that maybe one day, I'll have my pound of flesh.

settle down dude. i was just like you at one time. with a different background,sort of.
harness that anger and do positive things as your doing. at the same time,watch what you wish for. the trouble i got into from fighting,and almost caught a felony charge. (if i had gotten caught). i decided to join the infantry. that was one of the best things i did for myself at the time. ange issues? yes still. controlled? id say so. for the most part. because ive learned to be more patient with myself and can defuse my fuse a little sooner. last road rage incident was about 10yrs or so ago. which almost caused an accident because the dude was scared shitless after i punched his driver side window in. he blew the red light and almost got t-boned. so it made me think a little more about doing road rage again. innocents cudda been hurt because my temper. but because of that fucking asshole though. so calm down. there too much hate and bullshit in this world. play the game. dont let the game play you.
good luck dude.

 

[Otis Driftwood]

settle down dude. i was just like you at one time. with a different background,sort of.
harness that anger and do positive things as your doing. at the same time,watch what you wish for. the trouble i got into from fighting,and almost caught a felony charge. (if i had gotten caught). i decided to join the infantry. that was one of the best things i did for myself at the time. ange issues? yes still. controlled? id say so. for the most part. because ive learned to be more patient with myself and can defuse my fuse a little sooner. last road rage incident was about 10yrs or so ago. which almost caused an accident because the dude was scared shitless after i punched his driver side window in. he blew the red light and almost got t-boned. so it made me think a little more about doing road rage again. innocents cudda been hurt because my temper. but because of that fucking asshole though. so calm down. there too much hate and bullshit in this world. play the game. dont let the game play you.
good luck dude.

I'll think on that before I go to sleep, tonight.

 

[Theseus]

My dad, God love him, used to orally rape me so hard and so often that I suffered hypoxic brain damage. I thus see things differently too.

I'm sure a lot of folks on this site have had their dad's do similar things and we all see things differently...

Because as sure as shit if we were normal we'd be screaming about micro aggressions and marching on BLM rampages and saying how 'brave' and 'proud' all those queers who think they are women are...

So thanks dad. But you didn't have to call me Sue...

I had to go listen after that 🤣

 

[wiggins]

Like curling?



Oooh you are so edgy.


The OP occupies the bellend of the curve.

You're having a good day today Elizbette...

 

[mrln]

I'll think on that before I go to sleep, tonight.

i read the sarcasm in that!
just trying to put things into prospective for ya is all.
but think of the future you will have if you let your temper get the best of you.
maybe sleep on that....